risen from the dead..
well almost.. slept for a good 12 hours.. mainly coz of the damn cramps dat kept me in bed on a saturday nite.. sis-in-law gave me a pill to take and basically the rest of the nite i was trying to sleep off the pain.. sorry tracy for not attending ur bdae party!! awaking from the 12 hours of sleep.. i suddenly felt as though i had died and no one cared.. no one bothered.. but i was partly wrong.. a msg came in to ask if i was ok.. :) other den that i could have died and no one would have known..
everything sparked off by me sleeping at 4 on thurs nite.. being someone's love advisor.. haha actualli din help much also lar.. just talked about happier stuff.. :) woke up at 645 on fri morning n headed down from my freaking 8 am lecture.. *yawn*.. this followed by the 10am lect which i kept dozing off and in the end i couldnt take it.. i ponned by phy in life sci lect.. no point going also lar.. mRNA.. wah lau tell me what i dunno about it.. aniwae i felt a tad bit guilty so i read my notes at starbucks with shim for.. got that over n done with in 5 min.. den proceeded to watch initial d with her on her video ipod.. takumi!!!! ryosuke!!!!!! keisuke!!! heh i wanna drive like them!!! vroom vroom!!!
eo field trip was a bore.. trekking in the jungle has never been my thing.. thank god for that can of insect repellant.. i ended up a one mosquito bite onli.. grrr.. i hate hate hate eco field trips.. the onli reason why im taking the mod is coz it's open book! heh.. bleahzzz.. on such a hot day somemore.. gave me a headache.. rawr....
dawn n i proceeded to yoon's room to shower after that.. thanks yoon for ur room~ n u looked realli lurvely that day.. that's what love can do huh? :P waiting at holland v bk for the longest time ever for our meeting with the diving peeps.. which was organised mainly for daniel who's leaving on a ship to duai n middle east.. some navy thing.. (daniel daniel: it's ok to announce it already rite??? :P)
me n dawn were dying of hunger.. we ordered a snack.. which consisted of 5 pathetic chicken cheese sticks.. and a drink.. we both tot there was gonna be 10.. unsatisfied.. i called zhiming to ask him n the other 2 to hurry up... haha me n dawn looked damn pathetic lar.. hungry n tired.. that toally sucks.. met 2 of the central lib guys.. sian we must have looked damn unglam.. haha.. luckily we showered otherwise we'd be hungry tired and dirty... eeeuuuww.. i would have jsut gone home sia.. anihow.. zhiming william n roy finally arrived and both me n dawn gobbled down our food.. haha i bet the guys din see us this hungry during our diving trip.. me being the slow eater.. still finished last.. n a few hours later.. i suffered from indigestion.. grrr...
we den proceeded to starbucks to wait for daniel and jeff to come.. chit chatted for a lil while.. it was great catching up with them again.. yet the close bond during the trip no longer exists.. at least to me.. at times i felt a lil lost n din noe wad to tok bout cept for general stuffs.. it's kinda weird huh? people you were so close to at one point of time.. suddenly seemed like strangers.. maybe it's just me..
joined shim jon n frens at zouk.. tog with kenneth.. shim told me something which left me thinking.. i dunno whether she was high or she just decided to speak her mind there and den.. but yah.. maybe this really is the last chance.. can this one last chance work out finally?? im still waiting to see.. left earli as zouk's music sucked.. and yah i went to phuture for a while.. but as usual i got turned off and left.. im swearing off phuture.. im still v disappointed at how what once used to be my fav place turn out to be like a warzone.. or should i say.. humping zone.. sigh..
couldnt sleept at nite.. think when i finally got to bed it was 730 am.. the sun had alrady risen.. but there i was lying awake on my bed.. managed a mere 3 hours of sleep and yah got up.. woke up to emptiness...
someone sang a song.. so sweet so soft.. just next to my ear.. someone carried my big heavy bag.. someone walked me up.. someone held me close... someone acted as if he din care but deep down he did.. someone gave me the gentlest of kisses.. someone played the guitar and serenaded me.. someone fetched me home.. someone shared with me his deepest secrets.. was it all but a dream???
