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July 30, 2005
great nite out with my gurls...
finally home and fresh from the shower after a wonderful nite out with my gurlies.. operation shuya: success! :) she was so happi with the surprise and all.. heh n the best part i think for her was when zhiwen showed up coz he told her that he was having a headache and was going to bed a few min B4 we got to her doorstep.. heh.. HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SHUYA MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

planning and all.. all paid off in the end.. :) realli happy.. the excitement of creating a surprise was priceless.. car alarm going off.. meeting n the urgent need to go toilet.. the passing of car keys in between hugs.. and the great timing in appearing at her doorstep at midnite with the harry potter book in her face.. shuya had her favourite bdae cake... the one that audrey had for her bdae.. the one cake that everyone talked about and i missed coz i was on the friggin plane back to sg during aud's bdae bash.. and yah i finally tasted it for myself.. so shiok!!! oh man the chocolate and the wafer biscuit at the bottom.. to die for.. :P

we hung out from out of the pan at raffles city.. to the esplanade.. fengshui stories and all.. gave up watching some crappy live band performance and headed to starbucks for coffee.. photo whores time.. took like countless photos.. and stupid photos like scissors paper stone etc.. haha those times.. just like cedar times.. i suddenly felt 16 again..

den we all got into the sdccc's car *lol* and talked about how far we've come as bestest frens.. from those fugly sec 1 photos that everyone was laughing at whilst rummaging thru wanni's wallet.. to the projects we did tog.. to who got angry with who.. all the way til that very moment.. when all 4 of us were tog in the car.. driving around.. nostalgia i tell you.. i couldnt ask for more.. *smiles*

den the rush to shuya's house b4 midnite failed.. coz we were a few min late.. but yah she was so happi when she opened the door.. and for a moment i tot i saw tears in her eyes.. :) after which we went down to east coast macs to lepak.. talk talk talk talk talk.. heh we can never get enough of each other.. in the end we left about 4 plus coz our poor sdccc had to send all of us back.. and yah im waiting for her to reach home b4 i can sleep in peace..

next week.. one more get together to celebrate the 21st of our biggest chiobu.. heh seafood dinner!! yummy!! this time i shall be the sdccc.. hahaha

pictures will be up soon on my photo blog.. sorry have been real lazy to downsize the pics n post them up.. cant wait to get my hands on all those pics we took.. :)

*hugs* all my gurlies!!! to audrey, wanni and shuya.. i love you girls!!!! i so happy having you all as my bestest bestest friends!! enjoyed myself totally tonite.. which times dun i enjoy myself when im with u all? heh..

"i've had the time of my life.. and i owe it all to you"

ps watched dirty dancing again and yah got touched by the movie yet again.. i love that show so much.. so inspriational.. so touching.. so fairytale like.. so surreal.. :)

jen
~05:03~
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July 29, 2005
specially for all my dearest friends who care...
hey all.. im ok.. i guess.. everybody hurts sometimes and yah this time it's my turn.. things are getting better already and thru these past few days.. im realli realli touched n deeply appreciative of those smses and esp to wanni n cai.. thanks so much.. :)

a lot of things have been going thru my mind but im not gonna blog about it.. so yah quick updates b4 i turn in and rest peacefully on my lovely bed..

went shopping at parkway with liza babe! we combed the whole of parkway finding our yellow n green outfit.. i spent a total of 200 bucks shopping.. thus im broke now.. anione with a lot of money.. im free for meals anitime.. haha we found mani cheap deals and yah i bot 2 belts.. 1 pants.. 3 tops and a dress for korkor's ROM day.. :) it's a pretty pink dress.. 50 bucks from fond hugs.. i love it a lot!!! *grin*

met up with andrew kor last fri for dinner.. just a nice lil catching up session plus yummy cheesecake!!! i had my all time fav walnut cheesecake.. deeeee-leee-ciousssss!!!

showed face for junkai coz he always say i fly his aeroplane.. so even if it's just for a while i also went to 'show face'.. and shaun tot i was 23.. wth.. the oldest age someone said i was b4 shaun was onli 22 lor!! bleah..

sat: went to tam mall to support shuya n her cuzzie for their singing competition.. :) great job girls! n shuya found someone new already.. congrats girl! honestly speaking i tink he's v nice to u.. im sure u 2 will live happily ever after! heh.. started taking silly pics with wanni at starbucks too.. after which i went down to town to meet jenny n noel bro (who's on the plane right now as im typing this.. sigh.. din get to say bye to u! *sob*).. supported Code Amber for the Re:Mix comp.. they came in 2nd!! the emcees suck.. and some bitch was being a total airhead and pushover on stage.. all of us couldnt stand her.. jiemei joined us too in supporting code amber.. heh den went to cine for food n lepak session :)

sun: went for mass alone as mama n papa went to m'sia.. den met michelle in town to walk walk n shop for accessories.. went down to bugis too.. had a lonely dinner with my fatty rabbit.. luckily i was too full to eat her up.. lol.. den yah basically slacked the day away...

with that said it's time for bed.. hungry but i'll resist eating now.. dun wanna put on weight.. heh..

ps: to all the blue blacks on me.. go away!!! i wanna wear sleeveless tops and short skirts again!! grrrr.. sighhhh...

jen
~02:55~
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July 25, 2005

if you're detached, you don't care.
if you're detached, you don't hurt because you don't care.
if you're detached, you don't cry because you don't hurt.

i hate that i'm not detached
i hate that i care so much.
i hate that i care so much and others don't.
i hate that i hurt so much because i care.
i hate that i cry so much because i'm hurt.

there's no one left for me no more.. the person i love the most just walked right out of my door.. and it hurts so badly to see him walk off without saying anything but words of hate anger n disgust..

jen
~14:30~
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July 22, 2005
you have been chosen.. the island awaits you..
decided to forego mambo n watched the island.. super good show.. loved every bit of it!! heh.. i give it 4 out of 5 popcorns!!! heh.. next on the agenda would be stealth n charlie n the choc factory!! :) it's amazing how they portray 2050 to be like.. clones n such.. as usual.. me n baby spotted the sponsors and also the typical american movie.. one white man.. one white woman and a black man.. heh.. observe that for stealth when it comes out.. :P

went for esplanade training todae.. it was quite fun! heh.. break time was funny.. hungry n greedy maggie.. and ming chang competing with her to see who eats more.. the happy face of maggie when another layer of spring rolls wasrevealed in her face!.. the nice lil chat with jason faye ming chang maggie n of coz michelle! altho i got split up from mich during the walk around.. at least i had ian.. n this other guy jason.. who kept me entertained thru out the fire safety course.. saw baby's fren when i went to the outdoor area.. zhixiu.. who also happens to be my vj senior.. yah he was there for the e2k5 meeting.. (by the way.. if u all are interested in a degree overseas.. ie the us of a.. go to e2k5 at suntec this sunday for more info) haha i feel like im advertising for them.. i might pop by to visit baby n his frens.. i might not.. dun wanna be a pain to anyone whatsoever..

so the flu bug has finally caught up to me.. had a v bad cold n yah no appetite to eat.. everytime i go near food i feel sick.. anihow just popped 2 nyquils and yah i'll concuss soon.. by tmr i should be as good as new.. :)

oh and last nite.. i had the sillest fight with baby.. it was quite funny actualli.. n now i laugh each time i think about it.. i bet he's smiling too as he reads this n recalls that fateful nite.. haha *hugs baby tightly.. stupid pig! :P*

jen
~02:48~
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July 20, 2005
after a long day at dance...
Certain matters got me into the thinking mood again.. why do people only treasure something only once they've lost it?? I guess it's human nature coz it happens to everyone.. it happened to me.. it happened to my girlfriends.. it just happened to another fren.. yah u get the picture.. why do we fail to appreciate what we already have.. maybe it's true.. the grass is always greener on the other side.. when u're attached you sometimes yearn to be single.. when u're single you long to be attached.. to have someone there for you.. holding you close when u're down.. catching all the tears that fall.. is it human nature to never be content with what we have? For me.. I admit that I sometimes take things for granted.. but im trying my best to appreciate whatever that's given to me.. be it big or small..

But do u ever realize that.. the more u give.. the higher ur expectations get? You tend to expect something from that person n when it's unfulfilled.. u get unhappy.. im feeling it with someone.. yet I cant bring myself to say it.. I dun want another fight.. another unhappy day.. I dun want to hear the same few hurting words that breaks my heart each time.. so I’ll just suck it in and give a smile.. maybe u think im stupid.. maybe im dumb.. but I guess I'd do anything as long as that person’s happy.. maybe it’s just me..

Oh well.. tonite I wun be mambo-ing.. but I'm gonna catch the island.. like v soon.. so yah really hope it'll be good.. have been waiting for that show since dunno when.. caught fantastic 4 yest.. quite funny lar that show.. it was good I must say.. Jessica alba is hot hot hot.. :) I would give it 3.5 out of 5 Fs.. haha lame..

Dance just now was quite fun.. the whole party scene.. wedding scene all coming tog.. dunno how mani weeks of hard work.. but sadly I wun be doing wedding scene anymore.. will be lepaking n free styling on the scaffolding.. haha maybe throwing flowers? I dunno.. :P see how lar.. but I really dun see the need to go for classes on sat anymore.. it's not like im really needed there.. to go or not to go.. that’s the qn.. n I wun tell u my answer.. haha but yah honestly I see the lack of passion in many blast pple.. v saddening lar.. but wad to do.. I totally understand.. day in day out do the same steps.. gets boring after a bit.. den pple dun make the effort to go esp during blocking.. so u noe lar.. sheep mentality.. other pple also feel sian.. blah blah blah..

Alrighty den it's time to get changed n go watch THE ISLAND.. have you been to the island?? Haha ok ok shall stop being lame.. :X

Ps: girl.. take care ok.. im kinda worried for u.. (u noe who u are).. and if *ahem* is reading this… give her a break n leave her alone can??

jen
~19:52~
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July 19, 2005
i wanna go out.. but it's raining..
i hate going out when it's raining.. so inconvenient! have to carry umbrella.. plastic bag to keep the umbrella once it's wet.. tissue to dry myself coz confirm wet even with an umbrella.. cannot wear my pretty shoes coz scared dirty blah blah blah..

so im waiting for the rain to stop b4 stepping foot outside my house.. heh.. prob gonna catch a movie todae.. lepak.. shop.. n at nite.. steamboat buffet!! yayness!!! i cant wait.. been longing for that even since i came back from the states.. speaking of which.. i miss the states a lot.. i yearn for steak n shake.. i yearn for the laidback life there.. i yearn for my niagara falls.. when i retire.. i'll have a bed n breakfast there.. and make sure u guys come visit when u all visit the niagara falls!!! heh..

had dance yesterdae and it was quite hilarious.. all those "run fierce fierce.. punch duck... damn!" hahha i enjoyed myself despite my stomachache.. think the virus is still in me.. waiting to attack me badly.. been sick on n off for about a month already.. scary or wad... but sadly i wun be able to do the couple dance animore.. was kinda unhappy lar.. ziyen said coz i dun have a permanent partner.. but i have wad! *points to tracy* n i was there on saturday lor.. wth.. aiya forget it lar.. dun wanna make things diff also.. maybe i shouldnt even do that scene at all.. piss me off onli.. urgh...

played mahjong with my family n baby on sunday n both me n baby won 25 bucks in total!! haha that accounted to our kfc lunch on mondae.. yum yum yum :)

initial d is ADDICTIVE.. despite watching it once.. i wanna watch it all over again.. from stage 1!!! vroom vroom.. blazing beat!!! yeah!!! heh fujiwara takumi... i like!!!!! :)

jen
~13:33~
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July 16, 2005
tireddd...
met up with my cedar gurlies yest.. we went seoul garden for lunch.. nostalgia or wad.. haha cedar times.. even when we all went to diff jcs.. uni times.. heh.. all the memories at seoul garden.. *priceless*.. sad part was that mel wasnt around.. mel.. i miss u!!!!

popped by jassia's place after dinner n hung out til bout 10 plus.. den lester came n fetched us to coco latte.. tog with amos :) met up with seng n carl there.. it was quite fun.. weird at first but it was all good in the end.. heh i enjoyed myself totally.. caowei came too.. mini vj class outing to coco.. well i guess there's always a first time for everything.. my class guys dun club.. so yah hope they enjoyed themselves last nite.. me n jas had great fun! heh jas: when u come back to sg we must club tog again!!!! :P

got flamed by the flaming lambo.. n some beer.. felt sick todae.. struggled a lil here n there at dance.. trying my best to recall my steps.. but yah *points n blames it all on the alcohol!* heh but i wasnt drunk or wad lar.. the alcohol just kinda upsetted my system.. maybe it's time to stop clubbing altogether n join the 'retired' class.. haha

dance todae was not too bad.. learned more steps so all in all.. i've just about learnt all the 101 8s.. but i cant realli rem all of it lar.. so a lot of it is just copying the person in front.. shhh dun tell pat or i'll get slaughtered!

feeling kinda sick now.. shall say goodbye to my clubbing invitations.. lepaking invitations.. n supper invitations n just sleep earli.. ok mahjong break over.. back to the table!!! whee~

jen
~23:21~
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July 15, 2005
stupid 36!!!!
i missed my stupid esplanade training today!!!! not my fault!!! *points my finger angrily at the stupid bus!!!* i left home at 545.. giving myself ample time to reach esplanade by 7.. which is A LOT of buffer time coz it onli takes max 40 min to reach esplanade by 36.. for goodness knows wad reason.. the bloody ecp from benjamin sheares to the rochor exit was super badly jammed n i was stuck on that few hundred metres road for like an hour! ridiculous or wad! n just as i was about to reach the esplanade.. like 5 min more n i would have reach the stupid registration desk.. ernie called n said all the classes have already started n ask mi not to come.. so thankfully she gave me an alternate date for training.. and yah hung around marina square with baby b4 going to his place as both of us were real sick.. my headache kept coming back n irritated the hell out of me..

at about 1030 baby drove mi to yck mrt.. den i took a train down to bugis to meet my illusion girls n a few of their 'spouses' to lepak.. arab street area.. some place v foreign to me.. but it was so fun.. many 'birds' flying in the sky.. haha

mambo last nite was so-so.. was supposed to club tog with ed didi but he got drunk so left me with tony.. (mutual fren).. and of coz my baby :) met quite a few frens there.. like big bully.. jo.. lau.. yang.. liyi + 2a classmates..

dance was great! though i had to learn some steps in a very limited amount of time.. i had fun.. the party scene is finally done and it's superb! i realli like it a lot! salute to pat.. *a little respect.. lalala..* heh.. it's amazing how he pieced everything together.. but one lil problem.. dress code is brazilian colours.. me not a fan a green! n i need yellow top/pants.. urgh.. must go shopping! heh actualli i should be happi.. another reason to shop again.. ladeedar.. :)

turns out some 'colleague' of mine+mich's have "seen us around a lot.." haha oh well :P

time for bed.. meeting my cedar gurlies tmr! yayness~ i miss them so much!!!!

jen
~05:55~
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July 11, 2005
monday bluessss...
just had a good 10 hours of beauty sleep.. have to go down to sch for dance in a bit.. thank god cheryl's giving me a lift.. otherwise i would have to endure the long bus ride to sch alone..

met up with laopo on saturday.. from parkway to siglap.. we just chatted n chatted.. :) talked bout the old times n the new.. bout the good n the not so good.. n come to think of it.. we've known each other for 8 freaking long years already!

was driving around paya lebar area.. when i was 'disturbed' by these ah bengs in the car next to mine.. coz my window was wound down.. so they happily wound down their window n started making a lot of noise like asking whats ur name etc.. super irritating.. i just totally ignored them n when the light turned green.. they tried to race me.. oh well.. they failed lar.. my baby six is way faster den wadever car the're driving.. haha i din see properly but i tink it was a mazda 3.. so aniwae that ought to shut them up a little..

couldnt sleep that saturday nite.. also dunno why.. in a way my mind was thinking about a lot of things.. but yah i finally managed to catch some sleep b4 church earli next morn..

met up with JASSIA after church n we went shopping!! from taka to lucky plaza to far east to heeren to hmv.. we shopped n shopped.. heh i spent like 100 plus man.. bought a jacket for my brother.. 3 tops.. 3 pairs of earrings n 1 pair of slippers.. now it's time to save money again.. sighs..

jen
~12:59~
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July 08, 2005
lazy fridayyy
so i spent the whole friday at home... slacking.. staying in bed watching the oc season 2.. one more episode n it'll be all over.. wonder if i can resist the urge to double click on the initial d anime.. heh.. but yah i promised *you that we'll watch it together even though u've already watched it b4..

met amelia on the bus to esplanade yesterdae.. wad a coincidence.. n i was realli happy.. no matter how few times we meet.. each time we never run out of topics.. it doesnt feel as though we haven met in ages.. n yah it was good catching up.. babe im so gonna miss u when u go for exchange next sem! speaking of which.. everyone seems going away next sem.. and yah there's always that *someone whom i'll miss ever so dearly..

training was not too bad.. info overload nonetheless but good.. went to all 4 venues and had site tours.. got a lil queasy when i was up in circle 3 at the theatre.. realli v steep.. but i never had a problem with heights.. dunno what happened last nite.. nonetheless i was secretly impressed by this certain guy.. he's v shy n din speak a wrod thru out the whole module.. but yah there he was.. waiting for everyone to enter or exit first b4 him and he held the door for the rest of the group.. yah there arent many guys like that around animore.. den again it's too soon to judge a guy.. it might all be a facade..

wanted to blog bout this incident that happened a few days back but it slipped my mind... one day i was on the bus.. i happened to overhear some vj students talking.. bout sleeping pills.. this girl mentioned that she has to take sleeping pills every day if not she wun be able to sleep.. she cant sleep with the fan coz of the noise the fan generates.. n stuff like that.. den this guy was telling her that he took half a sleeping pill the nite b4.. so for 20 min.. the conversation between the 4 students was on sleeping pills.. it kinda worried me coz i was afterall from vj.. n are student realli that stressed?? i rem playing most of my vj life.. n i ended up with pretty decent grades.. though not the grades pple would have expected someone from a top jc to get but yah im still in uni rite.. discounting me.. most of the rest were quite hardworking muggers.. yet i dun see them stressed to the extent of taking sleeping pills.. im not making a sweeping statement by saying all vj kids take sleeping pills but just based on that conversation i worry for my juniors.. maybe that's why vj has like almost every award available from the ranking systems.. i dunno.. but is this all really neccessary? whether u get all As or not.. whether u land urself with a prestigious scholarship.. yes to a certain extent it is important.. but ultimately ur health is the most important.. what's the point of achieving great success only to spend all the money you made on medical expenses trying to keep urself alive? i noe im getting a bit too exaggerated here but i guess it's a point i wanna bring across.. life is short.. work hard.. yet dun forget to play hard.. cliqued it might sound but it's realli something you should live by..

so my frens.. please enjoy life n dont be too stressed out over lil things.. i would highly recommend mambo nites as the best de-stressant! hahaha

n a special note to a: congrats! :) it came as a lil shock to me but im happy for u.. heh..

jen
~17:32~
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July 07, 2005

went with baby for the Asian motor car show at the expo on friday.. 10 bucks per person.. loadz of chio cars to see.. heh.. i wanna own one too! even if it's just some lousy car.. i dun mind.. coz can modify n do it up.. heh.. vroom vroom..

saturday: PSC nite at media corp.. heh.. the hoodies won third.. not too bad at all.. esp when i saw several obvious mistakes each of them made.. got me worried a lil.. yeah but it was all good.. my fav chacha kids came in 2nd.. and those bunch of kids who could do crazy splits and backbends came in first.. they're so good can.. :)

went over to pammie's chalet after which with the blast peeps.. heh saw some sci pple there too.. but somehow i felt as though we were strangers. onli said hi to matthew n yah.. that's about it.. weird.. nonetheless we were the noisiest bunch again.. taking photos.. chatting n all.. heh that's why i love my blast peeps so much.. there's never a moment of dullness with them around.. *muackz to my blast frens!!* :)

popped by zoul tog with cheryl n val+chris.. met cheryl's fren there.. think his name was wenzhong.. i cant rem.. but yah music there sucked.. onli went for a while den was outside most of the time with val n chris.. cheryl n fren was inside.. so we waited for them to come out n i drove her car back home! heh.. corollas are realli light.. v v diff from my mazda6.. took a while to get used to it.. esp during a u-turn.. haha :X

on sunday.. me, baby, baby's bro shanyang and his fren justin went over to walas for the official launch of oasis' new album "dont believe the truth".. heh it was quite shitty at first coz we din manage to get the free cds even though we were earli.. apparently cds were given to those who came at 630 at the door.. whilst we were already sitting upstairs sipping our mango magarita at that time.. lame or wad?! i was a lil unhappy lar.. we all could have gotten one free cd each lor! the prog was hosted by power 98.. so dj mario came up the stage and started asking questions about oasis.. heh of coz i wouldnt noe much about them.. im not that huge a fan.. but i managed to answer the last question pertaining to power98 and i won 3 cds!!!! haha morning glory, heathen chemistry and of coz don't believe the truth.. v v good albums i must say.. :) im a happy gurl~ heh EIC performed 1 set of oasis hits.. and another set of their own songs.. they're realli good.. 2nd time i listened to them.. we left at the end of the 2nd set.. din wanna wait for the next 2 sets.. oh stephanie sun's sister was there too.. and daniel ong as well..

went for dance on mondae.. learned another set of steps.. argh.. ultimate test of my memory can.. realli cant rem the steps.. too mani to learn.. but at least out of the 101 8s i have to learn.. i've learnt quite a bit in 2 lessons.. speaking of which.. dance class on wed was quite bad.. i was overly stressed out by pat.. being the onli senior in that grp of 5.. i realli felt the immense pressure to perform.. and it din realli help when i wasnt clear of my steps.. sigh.. oh well.. must practise n internalise my steps man..

these few days been busy at the esplanade.. 'training' to be an usher.. total of 7 modules to complete.. n i went for the first two on mon n yest.. both 7-10 pm.. machiam attending lecture.. sigh.. one more later on todae.. im quite bored already.. thank goodness there's michelle with me.. otherwise i think i dun wanna continue already.. cant stand the rigidness of the system.. blah.. as wad mich says.. "jen u're meant to be a princess lar.." haha but at least im not spoilt rotten... :P

spent the whole of tues with baby :) just a nice relaxing day.. eating my fav bedok 85 hokkien mee, sambal stingray, carrot cake and chicken wings.. and cake too! hee.. tuesday was a good day.. :)

and the best part.. MAMBO... heh one of the best best mambos i had.. i wondered if last week's dj got fired n this week's one is a new one.. or did zouk give that dj a chance to redeem himself?? heh nonetheless.. i enjoyed myself thoroughly.. was at phuture with my blast girls at first.. but after a while i felt bad for leaving baby alone n i couldnt realli enjoy myself at phuture either.. it was too packed.. n so i decided to be a good gf and go back to mambo.. heh though i missed summer rain.. i managed to dance to the rest of the hits.. oh i missed square rooms too.. haha but doesnt matter.. not like i love that song.. love in the first degree.. blame it on the boogie.. call me.. aaahhh... orgas... hahaha rite... but i did have a lovely time with michelle, fen, valerie n chris, tracy, lisa, maki, cheryl, sin yee, jack jack n timothy.. n to cheryl.. haha finally got to dance tog with u on the podium huh? :P tsk tsk.. oh n hi to weiguo n eugene.. haha.. was quite fun doing those actions with u guys on the floor..

alrighty.. this is a realli long update to make up for the whole week i've been missing from my blog.. i promise i'll update as often as i can :P *hug hug* to all my readers~ i love my prens!

jen
~16:35~
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July 01, 2005
serious case of jetlag..
it's true.. i've been pathetically jetlagging for the past few days.. i get super sleepy at 7pm.. n ever since i've been back in sg.. i'll be sleeping at that time.. i'll wake up bout 745 for dinner n den go back to sleep til bout 10.. v v bad.. n i dun sleep until 4 5 am.. yet i wake up at 9 every morn.. is jetlag supposed to be that bad?? i dun rem experiencing such crap when i flew from sg to us.. hmmz..

my urops prof is real nice.. gonna be working under one of his phd students.. hopefully everything goes on smoothly..

met up with my blast peeps at hell for lunch.. oh met jo for like 10 min b4 lunch.. haha she was having her nvac camp.. maki came first with a shocking yet pleasant surprise.. haha congrats babe :) but u're still my number 1.. haha.. bob got a job..(ok i din mean for it to rhyme).. mich just came back from aus.. n yah we missed each other like crazy..heh.. everyone was like i missed u when i was at class.. heh so touched.. :P i missed u all too!!! miss all the lepaking sessions.. n u all went jb n mambo without me... how can?! grr.. heh.. oh and good news from fishy too.. heh

i seriously caught the flu bug.. my whole body aches from just standing around or even walking.. came home with a fever too.. sad rite.. but anyway 4 panadols did the trick.. n i did manage to make it to mambo.. met up with mich n her council frens.. and also cheryl n her princesses there.. even met merv at the door.. heh.. :) BUT.. it was the WORST MAMBO EVER.. realli.. i am so not exagerrating.. the dj sucked.. so few jewel tracks were played.. minus that 20 min of good music.. the whole nite sucked.. even in that 20 min.. the dj screwed up.. i really wonder wad will happen if pple lodge complains against him.. all the podium veterans were unhappy too.. so yah my first mambo in ages and it had to suck totally.. only thing good was the company.. next week blast outing.. wonder if we should take the risk n go zouk.. but den again most of us will be hanging at the ever so squeezy phuture.. hmm..

101 8s from dance class to learn.. wonder when will i ever catch up.. plus the dreaded flu bug is acting up.. this aint looking so good.. shall just try to sleep it off.. *sigh*

jen
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