as long as you're happy
"welcome to the life of the poor".. someone said to me.. those 7 words made me shut up a little.. and i felt realli bad.. maybe i realli do talk too much.. and me being the tactless me might have hurt the other person.. i certainly hope not.. wasnt intentional.. but if i did.. im sorry..
would anyone give up white gold for silver? most people would not.. but who is to dictate what's right and what's not? white gold might be expensive and precious.. but silver has its beautiful unpolished side as well.. so which would u pick?
caught fight club yesterday.. remembered watching it and falling asleep on that show when i was young.. maybe that's why it's R21.. too chim for the young.. but yah it's a really good show.. gives another take on life.. It's about this lonely thirty-something young professional whom upon seeking an escape from his mundane existence created his alter ego (aka HOT brad pitt). He formed underground fight clubs and gathered men under his wing.. this led to an out of control spiral towards oblivion whilst trying to gain release from the prison of reality.
"you have to know, not fear, that someday you're going to die.. until you know that and embrace that.. you're useless.. "
how would one react if you were treated like shit.. physically and emotionally hurt by that one person who means so much.. and in your blind spot.. someone else comes along and puts a smile on your face every single day? disillusioned i would say.. that's how humans are... honestly.. we shouldnt be born with feelings.. life would be so much simpler that way..
ok.. before u all go on and try to decipher what i've just typed thus far.. dont bother.. it's just my wild imagination blabbering away.. and i am not emo as of this very moment thank you..
im happy today ok! :)
daniel daniel called me from bahrain! was so happy to receive his call.. he's been gone for almost a month.. next stop I R A Q... take care bro.. i pray that you'll be safe from terrorist attacks.. :)
bot the si dian jin (4 pieces of white gold) from sq's dad's shop.. felt bad for making uncle come all the way down just to help me.. i cant say how thankful i am for that..
and i finally went shopping!! accessories galore~ so happy.. din really spend a lot.. sometimes it's the little things in life that makes you the most satisfied.. :)
it's only when you've been delegated to a state where you feel like trash that your heart melts when someone tells you this..
"as long as you're happy"
