swing swing swing...
i think im in the period of mood swings.. all of a sudden.. just when i clicked blogger.com ... my mood dropped.. and i suddenly lost inspiration for blogging.. does blogging make me feel depressed?? hmm.. shouldnt be.. im more den happy to pour out all my rants here rather den anione else..
everyone's just too busy.. just too occupied with their own lives..
honestly i dun see much change.. i still get the feeling u're ashamed.. that a part of you still wanna hide me in the dark.. is it just my imagination?? i know i can be over sensitive at times.. but it's hard keeping it to myself... honestly.. im not really used to blogging bout you here.. things have changed so much.. for me.. but i dunno if it did for you.. maybe i should stop divulging too much here.. urgh i realli dunno..
been counting my money to see how much i can spare.. going to usa + alaska.. and maybe aussie.. it's gonna suck me dry.. and with oasis coming up.. heh.. decided to get the 160 bucks standing one.. found a fren who's willing to stand with me.. :)
ecology field trip to labrador park today was ok.. made a few more new friends.. went around counting spiders.. webs n the number of preys they had.. lol.. quite spastic lar.. just go there n look pretty onli.. haha.. got a lab report to hand up too.. but it's at the next prac session.. which im going to bukit timah nature reserve (i think!).. how happening.. field trips are soooo not my cuppa.. i hate trekking or walking on muddy grounds or getting myself dirty.. neither do i like to get near bugs nor feed mosquitoes.. sigh.. all this just to get a decent grade in ecology and grad.. i realli think my life will no longer be about life sci the moment i grad.. everything also dun like.. die lar.. dunno what im gonna work as in future..
im so so tired.. been up since 645.. had 3 lects from 8 to 2.. and the eco field trip from 2-6.. watched teevee all nite.. n just idling my time away.. somehow im not ready to get started on revising notes..
time to sleep soon.. there's nothing to do anyway.. as i said.. everyone's too busy and cant be bothered..
some nice lyrics that yah maybe in my dreams he'll sing to me..
I'm awake, you're still sleepingThe sun will rise like yesterdayEverything that we are nowIs everything we can't let goOr its gone forever, far awayI hope tomorrow is like todayDon't you go away tomorrowI don't think I could handle thatYou're probably dreaming that you're flying on Then you start to fallBut then you rise and shine foreverDon't go awayI hope tomorrow is like today