i'll stop the world and melt with you...
this song has been stuck in my head for the past 24 hours.. thus making it into jen's list of favs.. heh.. heard it whilst watching sky high.. damn funny show.. warren is how cute?? :P
ok so the issue about dance.. was chatting with fishy yesterday and i was telling her how i dun feel as bonded to blast animore.. like i dunno the juniors.. den shows also like never do already.. everything all so slack.. go blast class like just to learn steps and that's that.. in a sense it's my own fault that i dun make an effort to talk to the juniors.. but somehow i just dun care already.. she was saying how she would rather work during the hols to build up her resume instead of just going for dance.. n i agree with her.. in like 4 months time we'll be graduating.. and that fucking piece of resume is damn important.. lucky for me.. my urops prof is really nice.. and at least i have someone to write reccommendation letters for me.. moreover i might be working in the lab after i grad.. so.. if that works out.. it's 2 or 3 years extra in nus but my rice bowl stable.. after which i'll be going to do masters in the states.. well that's my plan at least.. so yeah i do get envious when i see my friends on teevee.. recently was jiemei on the latest mac's fan-tastic ad.. and i guess the competitions coming up.. performances n what not.. i feel that i dun even belong to blast animore.. like im all ready to grad n infiltrate the working world..
am i really that old already???
i mean dance is and will always be my passion.. it's one thing i enjoy doing and i love my blast peeps.. at least the senior class pple and the alumni.. heh.. it's realli been very very long since i lepaked with them.. and yah i do miss them.. a lot.. urgh.. maybe it's not good growing up so fast.. i realise i start to think a lot.. i start worrying about my future.. i start to take a lot more things into consideration.. maybe that's why i know my life cannot revolve around dance.. unlike some others.. (shall not name them otherwise kena whacked.. lol)
so i guess different people has dance ranked in different orders in their priority list.. for me.. God, family, friends and of coz babey rank at the top of mine.. :)
decided to go for the NUS health screening even though im afraid of needles.. better to do a good check up.. n maybe determine if i do have thalessemia (read: blood disorder).. yah blood pressure's damn low too.. (check out my photo blog on my readings man..) the norm is 120 upon 90.. mine's like wayyyyy below that.. disgusting rite.. took twice on my left arm n twice on my right.. no diff.. sigh... why am i so weakkkkkkkkk :'(
did a damn malu thing yesterdae also.. was skype-ing with babey.. den i went to watch sky high.. so it started raining n i ran to my room to close the window.. at the same time i shouted pig!!!! into the mic.. n i heard his bro's voice.. babey wasnt around!!! omg.. malu lar!!! haha oh well.. another embarrassing moment to add on to the list.. haha..
the last min decision to go down to zouk proved wothwhile.. met up with quite a number of frens.. summer rain-ed with cai on my usual podium.. haha mambo-ed with cai lau greg n another fren.. and not forgetting jo n serene :) heh also met up with shuo.. n guess wad.. luther van dross! haha he quit blast le.. so sad.. but yah turns out he's mambo king!!! hahaha all thanks to him we moved from phuture to mambo..
honestly speaking i love the music at phuture but the crowd realli realli sucks.. omg.. this guy tried to put his cap on my head... eeeeuuuwww.. i mean like how disgusting is that?? the cap dunno whether got wash not.. den his head dunno got wad gross thing.. oh man.. sick lar.. i proved my point once again that the guys are desperate and so are the girls.. jo n serene's gfs got damn high and happily clung on to a guy each.. according to serene who came looking for me n jo after a while.. haha sigh why must phuture be like that??? what happened to the old phuture where everything was pretty n nice??? urgh.. i cant stand it.. it's realli like free frag on the dance floor.. sighzdom.. n i was demonstrating to serene how girls throw themselves at guys.. haha sorry shuo! :P
oh yah.. this gurl.. she was so drunk she fell flat on her face in phuture lar.. n her frens had to carry her up and drag her out.. madness.. why drink until like that??? got any use?? just killing ur liver onli wad... sigh.. dunno lar.. drink enuff to get high but not concuss mah.. :X
so anyway the whole nite was pretty fun.. not to mention serene's fren whom has never heard of a quickfuck b4.. so when he asked me wad i wanted to drink i told him i wan a quickfuck.. n he was like sure.. u want it now?? proceeding that he did the action of unzipping his pants.. i mean like.. wtf??? i just rolled my eyes.. how lame can guys get.. it's ridiculous.. so anyway he was asking me wadz inside quickfuck etc etc etc n i tot to myself.. cham lar.. noob.. hahaha..
but ok lar.. i also quite loser.. shuo wanted to get me a blowjob but i dun wan.. wait messy lar.. must practise at home first den can try at the clubs.. lol.. n i wanted sambuca.. ok actualli i just love chewing on the coffee beans.. haha den he wanted to light my mouth!! oh man.. panic lar.. i also dun wan.. haha in the end after many 'i dont want!!!'s.. my sambuca was lit in the glass.. hee drank quite a bit of long island though.. everything also blame shuo.. haha good fren who tries to make me drunk all the time.. but sorry bro.. i know my limits :P
ok here comes the highlight of the nite.. so we went back to phuture at like 315.. after 'together in electric dreams'.. n i met youngjun siangjin n fren! n i realised to my horror.. oh shit! i forgot to msg him that i was going!!!! so yj tried to make me feel bad all nite long.. and standing outside zouk when it all ended.. the bouncers carried out this guy who was completely knocked out.. and it was none other den jon.. so i had to trouble yj, sj n fren to help carry jon to his car.. n yj drove us down to shim's.. where the poor girl had to be waken in the middle of the nite by me and look after her bf.. but in the end she said just leave him in the car to sleep.. haha shim sent us back to my place where i wanted to go up get the keys to drive yj n sj back but they were so nice they insisted on taking a cab.. thus making me feel bad even more.. din msg them den in the end still got to trouble them.. and it's like we haven met up in ages lar.. knew them since i was only 15.. haha aniwae.. THANKS BROTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i owe you one... a big big big one...
thus ends my clubbing nites.. shall not club so often in future animore.. and onli for special occasions.. i feel realli old.. and this is a good time to stop.. :) and guess wad.. i din spend a single cent at all.. hahaha.. wad a way to end my clubbing escapades~ yayness!!!
check out my photoblog for a few new pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
