all of a sudden...
as i dragged my tired body and soul back home.. i realised i was in despair.. i suddenly felt very lost.. flustered.. alone.. it's only been 2 days and i need you already.. how pathetic is that?? you always say i keep crying.. but somehow i always break down when it comes to you... sometimes i wonder why is it that you're the one who controls my heart so much..
i had that sudden impulse to call you right there and then but i stopped myself.. i realised i was making the biggest mistake of all.. i was growing dependent on you.. it's always the case isnt it.. you come back.. i grow dependent on you.. and b4 i know it.. you've flown off again.. leaving me to grit my teeth and be independent again.. or at least appear independent..
for wad reason am i blogging about this.. i have absolutely no idea.. just a sudden urge.. all i know is that im missing you like crazy right now and there's nothing really much i can do about it except suck my thumb...
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on my side of the world:
had my terrible tuesday today.. 8-4 straight of lectures.. that's 4 lectures.. physio (hormones), physio(cardio), phy in life sci and changing landscapes all in one shot.. after 2 physio lects.. i was already brain dead.. totally din listen to phy in life sci nor changing landscapes lect.. not like there was anithing impt.. in future i might just pon n end my tuesdays at 12.. lol..
met up with jo today! like after so long.. chit chat chit chat.. just like old times.. heh.. and i crashed her hall todae.. haha from now on every tues i'll visit her room n wait for papa to fetch me back.. :P
so it's been confirmed.. my timetable.. 3 day week.. terrible tuesdays where i have 8-4 lesson straight.. wacky wed (ok maybe not so) where i have lessons.. depending on which week it is.. either 12-6 or 2-6.. either way i just hope the prac/tut ends earli so i can make it in time for blast.. i dun wanna miss blast!!!!!! *sob* and finally freaky fridays.. where lessons are 8-6 str8 or 8-2 str8.. again depending on which week it is..
come to think of it.. it's quite a sucky timetable.. but i guess im ok with it.. lunch aint impt to me.. and having 2 free days means i can nua at home and not bother bout waking up earli to go to sch.. it also gives me more time to spend with him..
been stoning for the past 2 hours.. reading my frens' blogs.. it's been ages since i actualli went to blog hop.. been too busy for that previously.. realised some people are realli just born jerks and shouldnt even be allowed to exist in this beautiful world of mine.. rite.. who am i kidding.. urgh.. dun wanna say anithing more.. politics in the gang (not my gang thankfully) has shown up in the blogosphere.. which i realli hope the boys manage to straighten things out..
found proj n essay grp for changing landscapes le.. left phy in life sci to sort out.. it's dumb where u have a group of 7 and the group wants to split 5-2.. where the min num is 3.. might as well split 4-3 rite.. how dumb can people get..
lastly.. the most intriguing thing of the day.. life science students dont know how many per cent of our air consists of carbon dioxide.. omg.. i almost puked blood.. when asked.. one answered 20.5.. another answered 12.. n some smartalec answered 7.. wth.. where have all your general knowledge gone????? like hello.... this is pri sch stuff can.. u ought to be smacked! life sci student leh.. dun even noe such trivial stuff.. disappointing..
for the non life sci students.. there's only 0.03% of carbon dioxide in the air we're breathing in rite now.. sigh..
enuff blogging for now.. im in an emo mood now.. blahhhhhhhh....
