January 28, 2006
cny eve...
just back from a hearty lunch with shuo at cartel n gelare.. thanks shuo for buying me lunch!!! :) heh had so much fun catching up with you.. but im so so so damn full now!!! haha n reunion dinner is gonna be like in 2 hours time.. steamboat!! haha think i'll just stick to soup tonite.. :P
mahjong with family after dinner.. yayness.. i hope i win money.. *prepares my red underwear..* hahaha
came home to tok to babey as he was feeling down.. and he said something that melted my heart even though i've heard it many times in different variations.. heh.. our msn conversation went like this...
Plue says:
tell u a secret
JeN -the rainbow in your sky- says:
wad wad wad?
Plue says:
i loveu
Plue says:
heh
JeN -the rainbow in your sky- says:
heh
JeN -the rainbow in your sky- says:
muackzzz
JeN -the rainbow in your sky- says:
that's not a secret
heh he's so cute lar.. somehow today's the day i find my answer as to why he means to much to me and why we're so in love with each other even after all that has happened.. 2006.. new year already.. *throws all the bad memories out of the window* :)
jen
~17:32~
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January 26, 2006
in the wrong fac????
| You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.
Philosophy | | 83% | Psychology | | 83% | Journalism | | 83% | Sociology | | 83% | Mathematics | | 75% | Dance | | 75% | Theater | | 75% | Biology | | 67% | Engineering | | 58% | Anthropology | | 58% | English | | 50% | Linguistics | | 50% | Chemistry | | 42% | Art | | 8% |
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haha this pretty much speaks for itself.. have i been in the wrong faculty all my life??? i've always known i was more inclined to the arts yet i stubbornly went to the sci stream coz i felt that i did pretty well there too and got 'more future'.. guess that's not realli the case huh??
jen
~11:44~
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January 25, 2006
my meeting with my da ge ge.. :)
awoken by a telephone call.. showered changed.. headed towards parkway in a blur.. met up with daniel daniel.. (no not daniel liew..) at fish n co~
seafood platter for 2.. heh.. it's amazing seeing daniel daniel finish most of it.. sorry i din help much.. not much appetite lately.. anyhow.. thanks for the dinner and take care.. see ya in 3 months time!! sail away my fren sail away.. haha but make sure u come back k.. dun get lost in dubai or wadever scary terroristic countries u'll be sailing too..
8-4 class today wasnt that bad.. managed to stay awake for all my lectures.. altho not realli listening to changing landscapes..
this girl in the lift asked me if i was in secondary sch.. i was like errr no?? im in uni.. n i gave her the puzzled look.. hahaha i look old lor.. 22 this yr leh.. how can i ever be in sec sch??? even if u ask if im in jc also a bit wrong.. see hair colour also noe cannot be already.. but ok lar.. i take it as a compliment.. i look young today! :P *hops around* haha
mummy saw the list i wrote out from my ebay shopping.. so i introduced her to ebay.. haha but she just told me not to spend too much.. dun think she's receptive to the idea of online shopping.. aniwae time to keep away my damage list lest she sees it growing.. haha.. but realli i promise.. 1 or 2 more items onli... den i'll stop for a few days.. or i'll just browse n not bid.. *no im not crossing my fingers!*
not mambo-ing tmr.. will i feel that slight tinge of emptiness in me??? hmmmm...
jen
~02:50~
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January 24, 2006
relaxing day.. :)
today was great.. i spent practically the whole day... ebay-ing.. omg ebay is so so so addictive can!!! i've spent like 100 bucks already!! and im still eyeing 2 more items.. more to come but im controlling myself from looking at the limitless items ebay has to offer.. my goodness.. i hereby proclaim myself as the new ebay addict!!!! online shopping is damn fun lar!!!! haha so mani things to see.. just click here click there.. and dun have to pay money also.. haha babey's paying all for me!!! :) thanks darling!!! but dun worry lar.. im not such a bad gf.. haha i'll pay u back.. even sent him an email IOU to remind him to collect payment.. heh..
met up with jassia n JJ todae.. JJ has grown so so tall.. i cant believe he's 18! i last saw him 2 years ago and he was like shorter den me! now he's in uni yr 2 doing a double major in law n commerce (fwah!!) and yah he's taller den me!!!!!!! jasmine is graduating at the end of this yr with a pHD.. this shows the quality of the pang genes.. lol..
coincidentally met dawn whilst shopping so in the end all 4 of us sat at starbucks to chill and talk cock.. i miss these days.. suddenly feels like a long time since i last sat down for coffee with dawn.. :)
had dinner with my family and after that it was back to the computer to.. no prizes for guessing... ebay!!! hahaha.. oh let me add that i woke up at 730 to check my auctions coz the items i was bidding for closed at 8.. n i got outbidded for 1 can!! so sad rite.. wanted to form my family of neopets one.. in the end missing 1 7" kacheek.. sigh.. but babey said he'll get it for me even if it means buying in the stores.. heh.. so sweet rite! :) i was so disappointed at first coz that was one of my first few items i was bidding for.. n i din noe how to go about bidding.. haha nvm.. now im pro already.. :P just closed another 3 more auctions about 2 hours back.. :) happy happy!!! shopping makes me such a happy gurl!!
8-4 tuesday tmr.. urgh.. sian sian sian.. must sleep after blogging n calling babey.. yest also not enuff sleep.. all coz of the stupid auctions i couldnt sleep.. haha i suddenly feel like a lil kid in a candy store again.. spoilt for choice.. excited about winning auctions.. yet not considering the amount i've wasted.. so after the last 2 items.. i think i'll stop ebay-ing for a while.. i need to save money for the US + alaska trip! n also to aussie if plans pull thru with wanni shuya n aud to visit mel...
oh and i've got a spanking new printer!! happy happy!!! now i can print my notes with ease.. auto duplex somemore.. how shiok is that! haha :) im so happy!!!
jen
~00:34~
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January 22, 2006
reunion dinner...
had the traditional reunion dinner last nite at my aunt's place.. every year the paternal side will have a reunion dinner one week b4 the actual day.. meeting up with relatives... cuzzies.. heh just a nice warm cosy steamboat dinner.. this year we had something extra.. mini bbq on the hot plate.. baconn... yummy.. hee.. :) met my 2 cutie pies again.. my nephews ethan n ian.. so so so so cute.. ian as usual was fascinated with my hp.. and how he could see his face in my fone.. oh man.. he's so adorable lar.. with those precious moments eyes and big head.. haha andthe best part.. he calls me jiejie.. haha so im not aunty.. yet :P
over dinner were the usual few questions bout whether got bf.. (that applies to me).. when getting married.. (that applies to the rest minus my bro n another cuzzie).. how's work etc etc etc..
looking back.. i never was close to my paternal side.. most of my cuzzies are like around my brother's age.. so they're all working now and also settling down.. me on the other hand is right smack in the middle.. coz i have 2 more cousins younger den me who are like in sec sch now.. so i tend to be closer to my maternal side where all my cuzzies are around my age.. :) but i find that as i grow older.. the age gap becomes less significant and it is easier to talk to the older cuzzies about things.. more to talk about in fact..
but as i see my two cute lil nephews running around the house wrecking havoc.. i thought to myself.. die lar.. what if next time my kids like that.. how to handle?? i asked my mummy if korkor was like that when he was young.. she said he was worse.. haha so i made up my mind.. if i were to give birth to a boy (that's like 10 yrs down the road.. haha) i'll make my mummy look after him.. den she can run up n down high n low with him.. but.. if all else fails.. there's always raffia string and masking tape... hahaha
i noe the 2 boys miss their father.. ian saw korkor's pic in my hp and when i asked him who's that.. he replied me 'dada'... haha so cute rite.. sigh as i looked at how hard my cousin has to work to bring up these 2 boys.. my heart broke.. that bastard has not returned home for the longest time ever.. happily gallivanting outside with the bitch.. why is life like that? why must guys again be jerks even after they're married.. dont they ever settle down and learn how to treat a lady right?? or are us girls doomed for the rest of our lives to live with bastards.. as i said b4.. guys.. cant live with.. cant live without..
just a side note.. altho most of us are too young for that commitment now.. goes out esp to the guys and some girls too.. if you ever plan on getting married.. the day u sign those marriage certs.. is the day you must no matter wad love ur spouse and only your spouse.. ur heart must remain faithful and loyal.. even though if love fades over time.. but there are always other things to find to keep the marriage going.. dont ever walk out on ur spouse.. and no matter how bad the situation is.. im sure both of you can work things out together.. there is always a solution to the problem.. it's just whether you wanna put in the effort or not..
marriage is a life sentence.. as bad as that may sound but it's true.. u made the decision to spend the rest of ur life with that certain someone.. stick by it.. this is no game..
sigh i noe im v preachy but really.. dun get married if you cant commit.. or if you have problems keeping faithful.. and to all those men and women who have happily gone off with someone new and leaving his/her spouse behind.. fuck you.. i totally detest such people.. and im sure you wont make it to heaven.. what goes around comes around.. so there.
jen
~11:28~
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January 21, 2006
just took this quiz.. what do you want in a man? lol.. how idealistic.. suddenly makes me sound so materialistic?? but am i realli that materialistic?? i guess it depends on how u look at it.. but to the most important person.. i am.. so.. maybe it's better to live life expecting nothing at all?
anyhow the results below are true to a certain extent.. but not in many.. im happy with who i've found.. so this test is not valid.. lol..
jeNnIfEr, you're a Romance High!RomanceYou're a sucker for romance! A guy who will pamper you with gifts and affection and express his deepest feelings for you through his actions is right up your alley. You can't stand guys who lack passion, and you think love and romance go hand-in-hand. In order for you to be truly happy in a relationship, your man - someone like Robert Redford or Harry Connick Jr., perhaps - has to woo you and dote upon you. According to your romantic standards, when the courting period ends, everything else does, too. Your high romantic expectations definitely eliminate a large number of men from the singles pool, but if it's really that important to you, by all means keep on searching!
MaturityThere's no denying that men are like fine wine - they definitely get better with age. It's not hard to understand why, when you consider all the benefits of getting older, which is why you like your guys a bit older and more mature. Suave and sophisticated, a mature-yet-fun man - like Regis Philbin or Kelsey Grammer's "Frasier" character - would be more likely to settle down into a real relationship and make a lasting commitment. On the other hand, your answers show that you don't go for stiffs who can't crack a joke. What's the point if there's no spontaneity, right? It sounds like you go for guys with experience and a sense of humor that's dry as a fine Chablis, but with a hint of spice.
LifestyleSome people say love is a journey of the heart. So if you're traveling anyway, why take coach when you can go first class? It sounds like you have some very clear financial expectations for your ideal relationship. Money is an important aspect of romance for you, probably because of the leisure and opportunities it offers. (One guy with a bank account that might live up to your expectations is David Hyde Pierce's character, Niles, on "Frasier.") There's no doubt that a luxurious lifestyle is tons of fun, but we hope it doesn't become the most important aspect of your relationship. We all dream about a fairy-tale love affair (complete with a castle), but it's important to stay within the limits of reality. Based on your answers, you should recognize and respect your desires, but if you meet Mr. Right, don't let anything get in the way of true love, even an itty bitty bank balance.
LooksYou may not judge a book entirely by its cover, but you definitely like the cute ones. (Who doesn't?!) You might consider someone who's a little less than gorgeous, but you generally tend to seek out very handsome men who can really turn heads. Matt Damon? Noah Wyle? Right up your alley. But if need be, you're willing to place personality and chemistry before a pretty face and a hot body. Nevertheless, your answers reveal that you take pride in your man's appearance and get a thrill out of watching others gawk at him. You're impressed by looks, and you definitely set your standards high when it comes to physical appearance. Still, you also realize that beauty may be only skin deep and that an average-looking guy with tons of charm might be your perfect match in every other way!
jen
~12:12~
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swing swing swing...
i think im in the period of mood swings.. all of a sudden.. just when i clicked blogger.com ... my mood dropped.. and i suddenly lost inspiration for blogging.. does blogging make me feel depressed?? hmm.. shouldnt be.. im more den happy to pour out all my rants here rather den anione else..
everyone's just too busy.. just too occupied with their own lives..
honestly i dun see much change.. i still get the feeling u're ashamed.. that a part of you still wanna hide me in the dark.. is it just my imagination?? i know i can be over sensitive at times.. but it's hard keeping it to myself... honestly.. im not really used to blogging bout you here.. things have changed so much.. for me.. but i dunno if it did for you.. maybe i should stop divulging too much here.. urgh i realli dunno..
been counting my money to see how much i can spare.. going to usa + alaska.. and maybe aussie.. it's gonna suck me dry.. and with oasis coming up.. heh.. decided to get the 160 bucks standing one.. found a fren who's willing to stand with me.. :)
ecology field trip to labrador park today was ok.. made a few more new friends.. went around counting spiders.. webs n the number of preys they had.. lol.. quite spastic lar.. just go there n look pretty onli.. haha.. got a lab report to hand up too.. but it's at the next prac session.. which im going to bukit timah nature reserve (i think!).. how happening.. field trips are soooo not my cuppa.. i hate trekking or walking on muddy grounds or getting myself dirty.. neither do i like to get near bugs nor feed mosquitoes.. sigh.. all this just to get a decent grade in ecology and grad.. i realli think my life will no longer be about life sci the moment i grad.. everything also dun like.. die lar.. dunno what im gonna work as in future..
im so so tired.. been up since 645.. had 3 lects from 8 to 2.. and the eco field trip from 2-6.. watched teevee all nite.. n just idling my time away.. somehow im not ready to get started on revising notes..
time to sleep soon.. there's nothing to do anyway.. as i said.. everyone's too busy and cant be bothered..
some nice lyrics that yah maybe in my dreams he'll sing to me..
I'm awake, you're still sleepingThe sun will rise like yesterdayEverything that we are nowIs everything we can't let goOr its gone forever, far awayI hope tomorrow is like todayDon't you go away tomorrowI don't think I could handle thatYou're probably dreaming that you're flying on Then you start to fallBut then you rise and shine foreverDon't go awayI hope tomorrow is like today
jen
~00:50~
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January 19, 2006
jen
~20:13~
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i'll stop the world and melt with you...
this song has been stuck in my head for the past 24 hours.. thus making it into jen's list of favs.. heh.. heard it whilst watching sky high.. damn funny show.. warren is how cute?? :P
ok so the issue about dance.. was chatting with fishy yesterday and i was telling her how i dun feel as bonded to blast animore.. like i dunno the juniors.. den shows also like never do already.. everything all so slack.. go blast class like just to learn steps and that's that.. in a sense it's my own fault that i dun make an effort to talk to the juniors.. but somehow i just dun care already.. she was saying how she would rather work during the hols to build up her resume instead of just going for dance.. n i agree with her.. in like 4 months time we'll be graduating.. and that fucking piece of resume is damn important.. lucky for me.. my urops prof is really nice.. and at least i have someone to write reccommendation letters for me.. moreover i might be working in the lab after i grad.. so.. if that works out.. it's 2 or 3 years extra in nus but my rice bowl stable.. after which i'll be going to do masters in the states.. well that's my plan at least.. so yeah i do get envious when i see my friends on teevee.. recently was jiemei on the latest mac's fan-tastic ad.. and i guess the competitions coming up.. performances n what not.. i feel that i dun even belong to blast animore.. like im all ready to grad n infiltrate the working world..
am i really that old already???
i mean dance is and will always be my passion.. it's one thing i enjoy doing and i love my blast peeps.. at least the senior class pple and the alumni.. heh.. it's realli been very very long since i lepaked with them.. and yah i do miss them.. a lot.. urgh.. maybe it's not good growing up so fast.. i realise i start to think a lot.. i start worrying about my future.. i start to take a lot more things into consideration.. maybe that's why i know my life cannot revolve around dance.. unlike some others.. (shall not name them otherwise kena whacked.. lol)
so i guess different people has dance ranked in different orders in their priority list.. for me.. God, family, friends and of coz babey rank at the top of mine.. :)
decided to go for the NUS health screening even though im afraid of needles.. better to do a good check up.. n maybe determine if i do have thalessemia (read: blood disorder).. yah blood pressure's damn low too.. (check out my photo blog on my readings man..) the norm is 120 upon 90.. mine's like wayyyyy below that.. disgusting rite.. took twice on my left arm n twice on my right.. no diff.. sigh... why am i so weakkkkkkkkk :'(
did a damn malu thing yesterdae also.. was skype-ing with babey.. den i went to watch sky high.. so it started raining n i ran to my room to close the window.. at the same time i shouted pig!!!! into the mic.. n i heard his bro's voice.. babey wasnt around!!! omg.. malu lar!!! haha oh well.. another embarrassing moment to add on to the list.. haha..
the last min decision to go down to zouk proved wothwhile.. met up with quite a number of frens.. summer rain-ed with cai on my usual podium.. haha mambo-ed with cai lau greg n another fren.. and not forgetting jo n serene :) heh also met up with shuo.. n guess wad.. luther van dross! haha he quit blast le.. so sad.. but yah turns out he's mambo king!!! hahaha all thanks to him we moved from phuture to mambo..
honestly speaking i love the music at phuture but the crowd realli realli sucks.. omg.. this guy tried to put his cap on my head... eeeeuuuwww.. i mean like how disgusting is that?? the cap dunno whether got wash not.. den his head dunno got wad gross thing.. oh man.. sick lar.. i proved my point once again that the guys are desperate and so are the girls.. jo n serene's gfs got damn high and happily clung on to a guy each.. according to serene who came looking for me n jo after a while.. haha sigh why must phuture be like that??? what happened to the old phuture where everything was pretty n nice??? urgh.. i cant stand it.. it's realli like free frag on the dance floor.. sighzdom.. n i was demonstrating to serene how girls throw themselves at guys.. haha sorry shuo! :P
oh yah.. this gurl.. she was so drunk she fell flat on her face in phuture lar.. n her frens had to carry her up and drag her out.. madness.. why drink until like that??? got any use?? just killing ur liver onli wad... sigh.. dunno lar.. drink enuff to get high but not concuss mah.. :X
so anyway the whole nite was pretty fun.. not to mention serene's fren whom has never heard of a quickfuck b4.. so when he asked me wad i wanted to drink i told him i wan a quickfuck.. n he was like sure.. u want it now?? proceeding that he did the action of unzipping his pants.. i mean like.. wtf??? i just rolled my eyes.. how lame can guys get.. it's ridiculous.. so anyway he was asking me wadz inside quickfuck etc etc etc n i tot to myself.. cham lar.. noob.. hahaha..
but ok lar.. i also quite loser.. shuo wanted to get me a blowjob but i dun wan.. wait messy lar.. must practise at home first den can try at the clubs.. lol.. n i wanted sambuca.. ok actualli i just love chewing on the coffee beans.. haha den he wanted to light my mouth!! oh man.. panic lar.. i also dun wan.. haha in the end after many 'i dont want!!!'s.. my sambuca was lit in the glass.. hee drank quite a bit of long island though.. everything also blame shuo.. haha good fren who tries to make me drunk all the time.. but sorry bro.. i know my limits :P
ok here comes the highlight of the nite.. so we went back to phuture at like 315.. after 'together in electric dreams'.. n i met youngjun siangjin n fren! n i realised to my horror.. oh shit! i forgot to msg him that i was going!!!! so yj tried to make me feel bad all nite long.. and standing outside zouk when it all ended.. the bouncers carried out this guy who was completely knocked out.. and it was none other den jon.. so i had to trouble yj, sj n fren to help carry jon to his car.. n yj drove us down to shim's.. where the poor girl had to be waken in the middle of the nite by me and look after her bf.. but in the end she said just leave him in the car to sleep.. haha shim sent us back to my place where i wanted to go up get the keys to drive yj n sj back but they were so nice they insisted on taking a cab.. thus making me feel bad even more.. din msg them den in the end still got to trouble them.. and it's like we haven met up in ages lar.. knew them since i was only 15.. haha aniwae.. THANKS BROTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i owe you one... a big big big one...
thus ends my clubbing nites.. shall not club so often in future animore.. and onli for special occasions.. i feel realli old.. and this is a good time to stop.. :) and guess wad.. i din spend a single cent at all.. hahaha.. wad a way to end my clubbing escapades~ yayness!!!
check out my photoblog for a few new pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
jen
~12:54~
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b4 i go to bed...
THANK YOU YONGJUN AND SIANGJIN... THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH...
mambo.. phuture.. wadever.. i feel old.. but yah it was great meeting the veejay peeps.. and of coz clubbing with my best clubbing partner.. JOANNE! :) hello serene! haha.. new friend made todae.. excluding those others whom i'd rather not know..
shall blog more tmr.. fucking tired.. din expect to reach home so late.. would have been even later if not for... oh man.. thank you once again yongjun n siangjin.. i really owe u all one.. n so sorry for the trouble..
ps i din get drunk or anithing lar.. haha.. not me.. but yj n sj were such darls for helping me.. otherwise i dunno how im gonna handle the situation also.. i feel deeply indebted to u 2.. smiles..
good nite~
jen
~05:31~
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January 18, 2006
mambooooo...
well i did wanted to blog about dance tonite.. but i guess i'll leave that til tmr.. just some thoughts i wanted to share.. was chatting with fishy over msn todae and yah i guess different people prioritise dance differently.. more to come in my next post..
for now.. it's time for mambo!!! i decided to go coz today's the only wed i'll be free.. once pracs, tuts and dance starts.. where got time??? so byebye now.. im off to zouk!!! :)
ZoUk-Ca-PaDe!!!!!!!!!
jen
~21:45~
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January 17, 2006
all of a sudden...
as i dragged my tired body and soul back home.. i realised i was in despair.. i suddenly felt very lost.. flustered.. alone.. it's only been 2 days and i need you already.. how pathetic is that?? you always say i keep crying.. but somehow i always break down when it comes to you... sometimes i wonder why is it that you're the one who controls my heart so much..
i had that sudden impulse to call you right there and then but i stopped myself.. i realised i was making the biggest mistake of all.. i was growing dependent on you.. it's always the case isnt it.. you come back.. i grow dependent on you.. and b4 i know it.. you've flown off again.. leaving me to grit my teeth and be independent again.. or at least appear independent..
for wad reason am i blogging about this.. i have absolutely no idea.. just a sudden urge.. all i know is that im missing you like crazy right now and there's nothing really much i can do about it except suck my thumb...
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on my side of the world:
had my terrible tuesday today.. 8-4 straight of lectures.. that's 4 lectures.. physio (hormones), physio(cardio), phy in life sci and changing landscapes all in one shot.. after 2 physio lects.. i was already brain dead.. totally din listen to phy in life sci nor changing landscapes lect.. not like there was anithing impt.. in future i might just pon n end my tuesdays at 12.. lol..
met up with jo today! like after so long.. chit chat chit chat.. just like old times.. heh.. and i crashed her hall todae.. haha from now on every tues i'll visit her room n wait for papa to fetch me back.. :P
so it's been confirmed.. my timetable.. 3 day week.. terrible tuesdays where i have 8-4 lesson straight.. wacky wed (ok maybe not so) where i have lessons.. depending on which week it is.. either 12-6 or 2-6.. either way i just hope the prac/tut ends earli so i can make it in time for blast.. i dun wanna miss blast!!!!!! *sob* and finally freaky fridays.. where lessons are 8-6 str8 or 8-2 str8.. again depending on which week it is..
come to think of it.. it's quite a sucky timetable.. but i guess im ok with it.. lunch aint impt to me.. and having 2 free days means i can nua at home and not bother bout waking up earli to go to sch.. it also gives me more time to spend with him..
been stoning for the past 2 hours.. reading my frens' blogs.. it's been ages since i actualli went to blog hop.. been too busy for that previously.. realised some people are realli just born jerks and shouldnt even be allowed to exist in this beautiful world of mine.. rite.. who am i kidding.. urgh.. dun wanna say anithing more.. politics in the gang (not my gang thankfully) has shown up in the blogosphere.. which i realli hope the boys manage to straighten things out..
found proj n essay grp for changing landscapes le.. left phy in life sci to sort out.. it's dumb where u have a group of 7 and the group wants to split 5-2.. where the min num is 3.. might as well split 4-3 rite.. how dumb can people get..
lastly.. the most intriguing thing of the day.. life science students dont know how many per cent of our air consists of carbon dioxide.. omg.. i almost puked blood.. when asked.. one answered 20.5.. another answered 12.. n some smartalec answered 7.. wth.. where have all your general knowledge gone????? like hello.... this is pri sch stuff can.. u ought to be smacked! life sci student leh.. dun even noe such trivial stuff.. disappointing..
for the non life sci students.. there's only 0.03% of carbon dioxide in the air we're breathing in rite now.. sigh..
enuff blogging for now.. im in an emo mood now.. blahhhhhhhh....
jen
~23:44~
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Kindness
Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.
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took this quiz when i was bored.. quite true i guess..
answer to what does perfect optics sell... *drum roll.......*
$$$ 4D and ToTo $$$ *lolz*
jen
~23:37~
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January 16, 2006
one more post...
this shop's name is "perfect optics"....
what do you think it is likely to sell???
*answer will be posted after i get a few replies...*
oh n regarding the asianhottestblogger contest.. a few have asked why i aint joining.. well it's because.. i dun wanna be the next dawn yeo or daphne teo.. wait people say i underwent plastic surgery how?? haha.. nah.. fame aint my thing.. all i want is a peaceful n happy life..
this blog will continue to exist.. coz im too lazy to start a new one.. hahaha
jen
~03:53~
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leaving on a jet plane..
babey flew off this morn.. sigh.. i hate this day the most.. but what to do.. can only look forward to 15 weeks later.. plans after graduating are to fly over to meet him den go alaska tog.. :) but things arent confirmed yet.. n i still have grad trips i promised to go with my frens.. i foresee spending a lot travelling.. desperately saving as much as i can now.. everyone's free to donate to the help-jennifer-fund.. lol
a sleepless nite caused me to concuss for 12 hours str8.. was dozing off in church.. urgh.. went to wash my face halfway as i felt realli bad.. luckily after that i wasnt as sleepy.. but the minute i got home.. i knocked out.. din even hear my phone at all.. sorry babey.. din get to talk to u when u were at narita.. urgh.. all my fault!! so so sorry... :( the sleep from 11am-11pm was revitalising.. my brother thought i had died.. lol.. forcing myself to stay awake so that i wun miss his call when he reaches chicago.. trust me.. once i go back n lie down.. i'll fall asleep immediately.. it's scary how much i can sleep.. haha.. *oinks*
din manage to get women's health so i guess im stuck with phy in the life sciences.. easy mod.. dun foresee myself spending a lot of time on that mod.. worst case scenario i'll just s/u it.. but guess not.. gonna s/u changing landscapes instead.. heh.. 2 more s/u-es left to use.. but i still need to pull up my cap that very lil bit.. just 0.05.. i noe i can do it.. n i must..
this sem's gonna be a sem of mixed emo.. on one hand i cant wait to grad n get out of disgusting nus.. on the other.. i dunno what im gonna do after i grad.. work in the lab den pursue my masters in the states?? that's the tentative plan for now.. sad but true.. unless i get married and start a family.. haha which isnt a very viable option.. lol..
just uploaded a shitload of pics into my photoblog.. heh.. pics of my bdae from the professional photographers camera.. those who want the pics.. feel free to ask me.. got more actualli.. just been lazy to put them up on a website for u all to dl.. :P random pics like meeting up with my gang.. my 2a-ians.. outings with babey.. huisin's bdae.. yeah that's about all..
click here for the pics.. or u can just access them from my photoblog link on the left..
funkamania came n went.. sorry to all my blast peeps for not going down to support.. but i've seens the vids *thanks val!*.. excellent job the coup!!! hugs to maki rozzno calvin ahmad :) u guys were wonderful!! top three teams this yr were all girls.. haha girl power!!!! gin n allegra are realli realli hot!!! burning up my laptop screen sia! haha.. sizzle sizzle... and *pat on the back* to the other blast peeps who took part in funka.. like san thit.. elson.. and i tink the juniors if im not wrong.. cant wait to start dancing again on the 25th of jan.. it's been one helluva holiday.. esp with my falling sick for one whole freaking month.. will be missing some blast classes due to the damn physio lab on wednesdays... 2-6 pm! wth.. can give a better timing not!
first week of school.. so so fun meeting up with the babes again.. :) starbucks n hanging out n what not.. heh.. this is one thing im definitely gonna miss when i grad..
jen
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January 13, 2006
one sweet day
just got home.. lovely day todae.. only *you will know why.. :)
yesterday's mambo was definitely a memorable one.. good music nonetheless.. relatively empty zouk.. in fact one of the empitiest i've seen so far in my history with zouk.. think of the dance floor being 3/4 packed only.. unlike the usual squeeze until like siao kinda packed.. missed a few good songs.. his 'a lil respect'.. our 'summer rain'.. my 'love in the first degree'.. all coz of *censored*.. dun wish to talk about it animore.. one thing's for sure.. im not so glad it happened.. but im glad things turned out well.. so yah.. i guess the nite went well for me in another sense of the word..
first day of sch.. one lecture.. quite fun taking it tog with jt, thomas, giam, ruch n jerm.. haha noisy lar.. but i like.. at least lectures aint boring.. at least there're things to laugh about..
and u noe wad.. my first time printing at sci cblc.. haha shim was like laughing at me lar.. stupid me dun even noe we needed a service card to print.. and how much a service card cost.. i also din noe must put my userid on the card.. lol.. coz i've always been printing at arts.. so it's the cashcard method.. sci so backdated.. sob sob.. but yah i foresee myself printing more notes there.. my printer's down for the moment.. dunno what the hell is wrong with it.. print out junk for me.. urgh.. stupid dumb printer..
finally bidded back my phy in the life sci.. but i still wanna take women's health... sigh.. see how things go.. if not i have to decide between heavenly maths and phy in the life sci.. realli dunno which mod to take man.. sob.. at the end of the day i would still have to drop one.. and the best part.. phy in the life sci was about bout 700 points this round.. haha i threw in all my 1734 pts lor.. last sem liaoz.. chiong ar!!!! :P but this is the first time my module bidding has been so rough.. i usually settle all my mods by round 2c.. headache sia..
i miss dance.. and the blast peeps.. seems like ages since i last saw them.. :(
jen
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January 11, 2006
silly me...
an invitation to be a contestant for asianhottestblogger.. haha that's quite funny.. but nah not interested.. even if i did join.. i wun change a thing about my blog or wadsoever.. and with my constant lack of updates.. how to win?? lol..
just back from babey's.. the drive back was kinda ok i guess.. super wet floors.. multiple wet puddles.. and that so very irritating jaybee car which was not happy i overtook him.. trying to race me back.. sorry lar.. im not in the mood man.. floor so slippery also.. wait accident how?? u wan to have an accident.. have it urself.. dun get me involved.. bleahz.. if road dry den different story wad..
aniwae due to me screwing myself up in cors.. i've so 'geniusly' dropped physics in the life sciences (sorry candy n dot!) and bidded for heavenly maths.. taking with shim! :) but i still want my women's health! sigh.. realli hope i can take it this sem! final sem le.. dun take now den take when??? so school starts *finally* tmr for me.. instead of friday.. and yah.. the next few days i will be MIA.. coz im gonna spend all my waking n sleeping hours with him.. b4 he goes back this sunday morning.. *sob*..
silly me missed him so much that i had to drive down to his place to see him just now.. haha people would have thought we just started out or wad.. lol.. but yeah i guess it's just one of those times.. heh time to sleep.. :)))))))
jen
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January 07, 2006
flu-bugged...
seems like lately my body has been yelling out to me to give it a break.. 1 week of flu.. followed by 2 weeks of chicken pox.. n now.. another week of flu.. how great.. and that's how my last holidays are spent.. mainly nua-ing at home.. haha but i did have my havoc periods too.. so not realli complaining.. and there's naruto to accompany me at home.. not forgetting my life size 3-in-1 pillow bolster n blanket~ heh..
done with episode 130 (i believe) of naruto.. in just one week.. amazing or wad.. haha.. waiting for my bro to burn out the next 30 episodes.. n den i'll be on par with the rest.. waiting eagerly each week for the new episode to be released.. heh.. i heart gara!!!! *sabaku kyu!*
felt a lil bad for missing blast last wed.. but realli couldnt breathe so figured no point going also.. so i slept the whole afternoon away.. amazing wad a lil red pill can do to me.. totally knocks me out flat..
haven really been going out.. coz *someone say wanna bring me go but always never bring mi go gaigai!! lol.. played mahjong with babey and my family last nite.. 3 rounds can! haha played til 3 am.. best or wad~ and i was on a winning streak somemore~ :) could have won like close to 50 bucks! but i onli took 25.. heh.. good enuff for me.. one nite's worth of work~ *grin*
school's starting next week.. having mised feelings about it.. i have a 2/3 day week but on tues n fri.. my timetable's packed to the max.. so i dunno whether to be happy or sad.. but i guess i'll survive.. moreover it's my last sem.. i better pull up my cap a lil to get the darn merit.. if not i'll really be considered as a loser.. and come to think of it.. im gonna have to miss quite a few blast classes.. sigh.. how sad is that?? but i realli cant help it coz it's a core mod.. grrrr.. see how it goes lar.. boo..
babey's gonna pick me up later.. :) will rewatch naruto with him.. heh.. time for dinner with my family~~
jen
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January 03, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
it's finally 2006.. a brand new start to a brand new year.. heh.. hope you all had a wonderful celebration.. i did.. :)
spent it at zouk's NYE mambo jambo party at the expo!!! SHIOK!!!
imagine being on the same podium as all the lao jiaos.. stress stress stress.. heh.. but it was damn fun.. counting down to 2006.. wishing everyone a happy new year.. and most imptly.. being able to be with the one i love at that very special moment.. :) kana filmed for almost the whole 'love in the first degree' by zouk's camera man.. haha paiseh sia.. but luckily it was during that song.. my 'pet' song k! lol.. the whole nite was just perfect.. for those mambo fans who din get to go.. you all are missing out sia!
mahjong-ed away the new year too.. played on the eve.. new yr's day and the 2nd of jan.. haha my family is a bunch of hard core mahjong addicts.. :)
and who could forget N-A-R-U-T-O! heh.. touched episode 100 already.. chiong ar!! kage bunshin no jutsu! lol..
one day without *you and i miss *you already.. yet i noe i cant get used to seeing *you so often.. otherwise come 15 jan.. it'll be another heart ache for me.. my mind's still in a flurry.. everything seems so unreal.. im actualli confused.. the feeling of being mixed up sucks.. and i can only wait n see what the future holds.. i just want it to be the way i've envisioned it to be.. nothing more nothing less..
jen
~21:53~
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