more awake and clearer den ever..
at this very point in time.. i suddenly find myself enlightened.. after being trapped in a complicated web for a relatively long period of time.. i find myself wanting out.. i definitely will not share a guy with some other girl(s).. n i definitely do not want a guy who is not 100% committed to me.. funny it took me so long to finally see what i've been screwing myself over.. i guess the signs were all there.. if only i took a step back.. but it's better late den never.. at least im at peace with myself.. at least i'm walking away knowing i've made the right choice.. painful it might be for now.. but i'd rather suffer now than later.. no more tears i tell myself.. no more..
day 7 of the chicken pox.. infected but there's antibiotics to counter it.. there are things much more important den just my dumb chicken pox.. maybe staying at home for the past few days has done me good..
come back in a few days time.. im taking a break from blogging.. peace..