all but an illusion..
i broke down in central lib level 6 toilet this morn.. im such a loser.. but i couldnt help it..
even wanted to resort to vitamin c.. shim n dawn stopped me yest.. but they let me try it today.. somehow i din.. it's just not me to do so.. den again if it kills the pain.. why not.. maybe tmr.. i'll give vitamin c a shot..
for now.. alcohol shall remain as my new best fren.. my sleeping pill.. thank goodness for the unlimited supply in my kitchen cupboard.. free flow ar!!! lol..
studying in central lib somehow is more fun and productive.. too distracted in sci lib already.. at least the occasional laughs in the lib is good..
i really need to stop thinking about *you... i really need to stop missing *you...