lose control!!!!!!!
it's finally THE BIG DAY!!!!!! NUS DANCE BLAST and indian dance presents.. papadum at 730 pm UCC theatre! :) it's a performance not to be missed.. too bad to all those who din manage to get tickets..
so practise ended at 11pm todae.. slightly earlier den yest.. the full dress was good.. could feel my engine revving up and im all geared up for tmr.. come to think of it.. im actually excited about tmr.. or should i say todae.. heh found my black tolga.. (the one which has been cut to shreds) n i'll be wearing it tmr.. coz pat asked me to wear less.. bleah.. wadz wrong with my sexy off shoulder top?? oh well.. both also the same lar.. heh wanted to do curls for my hair but decided against it.. firstly coz im lazy.. 2ndly coz i dunno how it'll turn out and if it's a disaster i'll be sad the whole day.. at least with straight traditional hair i'll look boring but safe.. n i'dil's gonna backcomb my hair for me!! lol..
so whilst driving back.. me n liza had this craving for food.. mouth itchy.. took a detour n ended up at east coast macs!! haha we shared a 9 piece nugget meal and a hot fudge sundae!! sooo yummylicious yet so sinful.. starvation day tmr coz i dun wanna look fat in my costumes.. heh sent her home after pigging out and reached home about 1.. gonna sleep in 1/2 an hour's time coz waiting for *his class to be over so i can call *him... :)
brought daddy to the doc this morning.. he was feeling giddy.. somehow i was scared.. like uncle soo just passed away and deep down i knew i am very very scared of losing my parents.. i noe i wun be as strong as my cuzzies.. tx n yx who are going thru this tough time now.. but im really impressed by yx.. he's 16 but really mature.. a new side of my cuzzie i noticed over the past few days.. i guess when the situation is such.. you have no choice but to grow up.. sigh.. burial's on friday so will be going down after lect..
i desperately need a haircut.. it's getting messy and the fringe is too long.. or maybe i should just keep the fringe n let it grow.. i wanna highlight my hair too.. red or purple.. hmmm.. ponder ponder..
oh yah.. i wanna go mambo!!! apparently tonite's the last mambo b4 zouk closes.. just as well.. no more distractions.. heh i reckon places like club momo.. onyx.. dxo.. dbl o.. newsroom.. etc etc etc would be so happy when zouk's down for renovation.. sigh i'll miss the old zouk.. why must renovate?!!!!! will miss standing on the side podium with *him.. when it's all newly renovated.. it'll be different already.. sob..
wouldnt it be nice if i could fall asleep in *your arms tonite..
