August 31, 2005
happy birthday bloggie!!!!
was about to enter another happy post into this little bloggie of mine.. come to think of it.. today's my blog's ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!! heh.. :)
ok so maybe i shall post up something nice.. :) though shit stuff that just happened is kinda affecting my energy flow.. lol.. but it's just that sometimes u mean no harm yet u get shouted at.. yet u get minunderstood n hurt by someone u hold so dearly to ur heart..
jap told me just now that a lot of his frens were asking who i was on sat nite.. i was apparently the prettiest/hottest there that nite.. hahahaha rofl.. but not bad eh.. centre of attraction though attract the wrong crowd.. though it's always nice to hear compliments.. haven had that in a while *grin*
class todae was boring.. just couldnt keep myself awake.. chilling out at spinelli's was great.. finally managed to touch my notes *touch*.. n the usual sessions with the gurls.. heh *huggies to dawn, shim, yoon n cheryl!*
n today my mouth just couldnt stop.. i kept eating n eating n eating.. omg.. i shall not eat tmr.. feel so disgusted with myself.. like as though im realli some kinda pig or some hungry ghost has taken control of me..
8am class tmr.. daymnn... happy birthday alex kor!!!
jen
~00:59~
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August 30, 2005
contented :)
first things first.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE LAOGONG, VIVIEN, SEAN XIAO DE, ALLAN, RYAN and YANG! :) all 21 already ar.. heh hope u all had wonderful bdae celebrations and spent time with ur loved ones *grin*
went for vivien's birthday dinner n japheth's birthday chalet on sat.. was great meeting up with kaixin, vivien, arvind n wengkie again.. huisin n yongli i still see them around in sch.. not that they're not impt.. heh.. :P jiating, xiuying, zhaolin n kelvin were there too! heh stayed a lil while den headed down to pasir ris chalet.. wanted to go airport to send my fren off but i was too late.. :/
finally found my way to the uluated destination of aloha loyang.. thankfully colin came to meet me n introduced me to his grp of friends.. :) even met jasmin there! heh.. so the whole nite was spent on vodka neat.. which i din drink a lot coz of the precious baby 6 parked outside the chalet.. and chatting.. with 18 yr olds.. heh.. jap's gf n her another fren were like so nice to talk to.. somemore say they thought i was 18 too n all.. haha flatteryyy :P den again i do look young wad! hee.. mahjong-ed a lil while.. n yah decided to be nice n sent daphne back to holland v there..
spent my whole sunday afternoon sleeping.. heh.. webcammed with *him after church.. made my sleep even sweeter.. *grin*
cut my hair yesterdae at far east.. n i finally highlighted it!! heh guess wad colour i chose?? red?? dark purple??? nahh.. i went for coffee brown.. i like it! :) nice n my hair doesnt look like grass.. but the woman cut my fringe too short coz her style was supposed to not have ani parting n comb all the fringe to the front.. eeee so toot.. n somemore she said if have parting den like china mei.. but i tink i suit the parting better den all the fringe to the front.. hmm dunno lar..
so because of that i was late for my vj class outing.. organiser but late somemore.. tsktsk.. met up with JANICE!, yongli, kaoru, vivien, sean, amos, alan, kuoyau, zhenyang, yexin, lester and caowei.. 13 of us went to crystal jade and had a dunno how mani course dinner.. heh.. a first for all of us i guess.. but it was all fun lar.. machiam family dinner..
ktv-ed after dinner.. bout 10 of us.. din noe alan could sing so well.. like jacky cheung! haha den me.. *ahem* needless to say i also sang damn well lar!!! rite... heh.. but cant be that bad lar.. i last time choir one mah.. lol..
jan dearie sent mi home :) thanks babe! and i spent the rest of my waking hours printing notes.. yawn..
okie time for school~ it's gonna rain! yay!!!!
jen
~09:27~
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August 28, 2005
disappointment..
reality hits hard.. it sucks to be told IN YOUR FACE that u're not good enough.. den i think to myself.. this aint the first time.. why am i still holding on? why am i still putting in my all for things that doesnt appreciate me? honestly i'm drifting off.. i hate the feeling of being left behind.. maybe it's better i leave.. but the passion still flows.. the ties still bind me..
oh well.. it's just another day..
jen
~02:55~
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August 26, 2005
PAPADUM was a BLAST!
one full day of excitement.. quite sad that im in my final year and i wun have much chances of dancing in concerts like this animore.. sob.. nonetheless i had fun.. danced my heart out.. but somehow it din seem i did full out.. i dunno.. maybe it's the red bull.. *red bull gives you wings* but yeah was damn high during the party scene.. yellow + green = jen's fav colours!! haha though i hate green actually..
heard my name being called quite a few times.. heh feels great!!!! thanks mummy, wanni + zhao, jo + bernard + edwin for coming.. and of coz to my illusion babes shuyi and celia choong!! refugee photo!!! lol.. n to the blast alumni! thanks for all wearing white to support us! hee.. i realli miss u guys.. pple like yifan-ge, decai, jade-d, missy, jenny and jimmy kong!!!! one more person.. *waves* hello matthew~ i wan the foto we took tog.. heh
lotsa lotsa photos taken.. i took a total of 137 photos!! crazy or wad?!!!! will upload some in my photoblog soon..
anyhow LIZA DEARIE helped me curl my hair.. heh thanks babe :) n yeah i do look nice in curled hair.. heh.. so happy~ i had nice hair for the concert!! i love my curled hair!!!!!
pigging out upstairs of ucc was totally unglam yet so blast.. heh.. typical us lar.. :P ate papadum too! yummy~ n i love the indian sugar milk cake.. looks like cubes of cheese but super sweet n yummylicious~ n the mcspicy imitation chicken balls n the fresh prawns!! heh shiok! the fruit punch was good too... heh good food after one day of starving.. :)
after which me n shaun fetched the grp over to nuh for dessert.. i had to make 2 trips.. heh was quite fun driving around sch at nite.. vroom vroom.. i love mango sunrise!!! playing 'jenga' with it was fun too.. n the talk about kampong days etc etc.. hee lepaking sessions with blast peeps are therapeutic i tell you..
fetched 4 peeps back to hall and tau to marine parade.. den went over to my uncle's wake.. quickly slipped on a shirt after parking the car so that i wun be too inappropriately dressed.. tmr's the burial.. going down after class.. pls keep him in your prayers..
with that said.. it's time to sleep.. not much of an update coz im realli realli tired..
jen
~03:49~
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August 25, 2005
lose control!!!!!!!
it's finally THE BIG DAY!!!!!! NUS DANCE BLAST and indian dance presents.. papadum at 730 pm UCC theatre! :) it's a performance not to be missed.. too bad to all those who din manage to get tickets..
so practise ended at 11pm todae.. slightly earlier den yest.. the full dress was good.. could feel my engine revving up and im all geared up for tmr.. come to think of it.. im actually excited about tmr.. or should i say todae.. heh found my black tolga.. (the one which has been cut to shreds) n i'll be wearing it tmr.. coz pat asked me to wear less.. bleah.. wadz wrong with my sexy off shoulder top?? oh well.. both also the same lar.. heh wanted to do curls for my hair but decided against it.. firstly coz im lazy.. 2ndly coz i dunno how it'll turn out and if it's a disaster i'll be sad the whole day.. at least with straight traditional hair i'll look boring but safe.. n i'dil's gonna backcomb my hair for me!! lol..
so whilst driving back.. me n liza had this craving for food.. mouth itchy.. took a detour n ended up at east coast macs!! haha we shared a 9 piece nugget meal and a hot fudge sundae!! sooo yummylicious yet so sinful.. starvation day tmr coz i dun wanna look fat in my costumes.. heh sent her home after pigging out and reached home about 1.. gonna sleep in 1/2 an hour's time coz waiting for *his class to be over so i can call *him... :)
brought daddy to the doc this morning.. he was feeling giddy.. somehow i was scared.. like uncle soo just passed away and deep down i knew i am very very scared of losing my parents.. i noe i wun be as strong as my cuzzies.. tx n yx who are going thru this tough time now.. but im really impressed by yx.. he's 16 but really mature.. a new side of my cuzzie i noticed over the past few days.. i guess when the situation is such.. you have no choice but to grow up.. sigh.. burial's on friday so will be going down after lect..
i desperately need a haircut.. it's getting messy and the fringe is too long.. or maybe i should just keep the fringe n let it grow.. i wanna highlight my hair too.. red or purple.. hmmm.. ponder ponder..
oh yah.. i wanna go mambo!!! apparently tonite's the last mambo b4 zouk closes.. just as well.. no more distractions.. heh i reckon places like club momo.. onyx.. dxo.. dbl o.. newsroom.. etc etc etc would be so happy when zouk's down for renovation.. sigh i'll miss the old zouk.. why must renovate?!!!!! will miss standing on the side podium with *him.. when it's all newly renovated.. it'll be different already.. sob..
wouldnt it be nice if i could fall asleep in *your arms tonite..
jen
~02:44~
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August 24, 2005
papadum rehearsal ended at 1145 pm todae.. wth.. thanks papa for fetching me liza n cheryl back :) dinner or supper was settled with drive thru macs.. fillet o fishhhh... went over to aunt's place for my uncle's wake after dance.. felt a lil out of place though.. there i was in dance attire n the aunties n uncles were like oh i heard you're in dance blah blah.. how come until so late.. *yawn*..
flu bug's acting up.. i can feel it.. urgh.. wanted to do some work b4 sleeping but guess i ought to rest first.. tmr im sdccc number 2.. lol.. ok jokes aside.. yah gonna be chaffeur for mummy and den later get my ass down by 7 for papadum rehearsak yet again.. the final full dress b4 the actual thingy.. hope everything goes well.. pat seems pleased with the concert tonite.. *grin grin smile smile* when pat's in a good mood.. everyone else is in a good mood.. one more dayyy.. whack whack whack!!! or should i say whak whak whak?!!! lol..
finished class at 2 todae.. den went for some interview b4 heading down holland v tog with dawn, shimmy and yoon.. haha chit chat chit chat.. until 5 plus den i headed back to school.. papadum rehearsal.. the lepaking sessions in between scenes were great.. esp with the princess bitch n his followers.. haha the brotherhood is growing strong in blast.. n im happi to see that.. :) it leaves a warm fuzzy feeling in my heart each time i see the boys together.. they used to be like so separated n all.. :)
ok im like jumping from place to place.. lol.. brain not acting right no more.. niteeeeee.. *dreams papadum*
at least i got to talk to you tonite.. even though you were busy.. you created time for me.. *smile* really hope we can webcam tmr.. it's been days since i last saw ur face..
jen
~03:12~
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August 23, 2005
just another day...
im appalled by the behaviour of my gf's fren.. let's call him L.. that f***er actually flamed her on his blog.. and acted all so nice and gentlemanly in front of her... argh.. why cant guys just stop being jerks for once.. like seriously.. i was so angry just now when she called mi after my esplanade trg.. sigh what has the world turned into..
dance blast prac tmr.. full dress at 7 pm ucc.. gonna be a long long day.. thankfully class starts at 12.. but i needa wake up earli to print notes.. im too tired to print them now..
uncle's condition.. very critical.. doc says he wun pass the nite.. wanted to visit after my esplanade usher graduation.. but my aunty din wan too mani visitors.. so all i can do now is to keep him in my prayers and yah.. even if it's tonite.. please let it be a peaceful one..
the 6 hours lab todae just killed me.. made friends with this girl from canada.. i seem to be having exchange students in my lab groups for my modules.. 2 from pharmaco.. 1 from protein.. she's realli nice.. i love talking to her.. :) n we finished our prac earli too!! kudos to priya too :) we're a great team.. lol..
chilling out at starbucks with mich b4 esp grad was great.. nice chit chats.. but kinda made me miss him even more.. sigh.. supper with some fellow colleagues at makan sutra was not too bad.. there's this funky mummy who's really young at heart and calls the boys her bfs.. haha she's realli very funny and nice.. shares the same name with me too.. lol.. n she was talking most of the time.. telling us about the nkf guy who's her no. 1 enemy.. about lky n mrs lee.. about some big shots.. her past work experiences etc etc etc.. had a good laugh though i was half thinking bout my uncle and also not v happy with that jerk who bullied my gf.. apologies dont work now lor.. realli..
long day tmr.. i ought to turn in soon..
it's just another day without *you.. i miss seeing *you smile...
jen
~00:49~
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August 21, 2005
so i went to chinablack for the sci bash afterall.. met up with dawn n yoon.. n partied tog with dawn's frens.. who happily opened 3 bottles of jd.. lol.. but the music was not that bad.. rnb n a lil bit of mambo.. maybe chinablack aint that bad afterall.. nonetheless.. zouk or coco latte is still my number 1 choice..
went geylang for supper with dawn lionel n donovan.. n thanks donovan for sending mi back :) you tiao da wang was great.. shared a you tiao with dawn n had my lovely ice cold soya bean drink.. slurpppp heh..
barely 2 hours of sleep b4 i was up n running again.. baby reached chicago safely n was talking to him for a while b4 going for church.. called him again the minute i got back :) den supposed to wait for him to sleep tog but i fell asleep waiting so he had to call me.. haha oh well :P
caught up on my lack of sleep finally.. *grin* it's time to start sorting out notes n put on my nerdy glasses.. heh no more clubbing until i dunno when.. so pls pls pls dun jio me go ok?? no temptations pls!!!
speaking of which.. my dad has only said one word to me since thurs nite.. amazing or wad.. this is the first time im having a cold war with him man..
sigh.. i miss him being around.. i miss him n all his childish acts.. the way he always makes me smile.. the way he holds me tight and makes me feel so protected.. i just miss him..
jen
~19:53~
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August 18, 2005
my parents.. specifically my dad just pissed the shit hell out of me.. thanks for being sooooooo understanding dad.. blah.. n i tot their strict streak was over.. i was so wrong.. i dun see the prob in wanting to spend more time with *someone.. he already clearly said it's my life.. said he lets me make the mistakes n learn from there.. so what's the deal now.. my happy day has been ruined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i so want to say i h*** him but i cant.. he is afterall my dad.. urgh... the pains of being his daughter..
thank you God for the parents i have.. rite.. im sure...
jen
~19:58~
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August 16, 2005
i dont believe it's just another day
oh b4 i forget.. some pics are up on the photoblog.. just click on the month of august to view em all.. random pics i must say but nonetheless memories of my life :)
things are starting to pick up pace in sch.. had my first prac yest.. n like everyone (ok mainly the girls) were gushing over the exchange student next to me.. he's from london and yoon was like swooning all over him (she got his number by the way *lol*) so for the first time in 3 years.. life sci lab has some eye candy.. haha but ok lar.. i tink he's cute at first glance.. but see long already not nice..
rushed down to jitterbugs after prac tog with dawn.. wanted to do free class but there were some hindrances so i decided to stop halfway.. daymnn.. the steps look good.. brought a grp of freshies up and they were like all so eager.. one guy even went to buy track pants for the class! the wonders of blast.. heh..
met my pri sch classmate cum catechism friend during assumption mass.. heh so long never see her already.. *hello audrey if you're reading this..* which is highly unlikely :X
in a few more days.. 2 bodies are gonna be separated miles miles away from each other.. it's been a huge rollercoaster ride the past 2 months.. i just want *him to leave on a good note..
alright time to go to school.. someone promised to cook lunch for me after my class!!! heh.. *grin grin* it's gonna be a happy day!!!!
jen
~09:30~
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August 14, 2005
one more try...
one last chance.. one more opportunity to make it all work.. i'll be able to do it.. if u would hold my hand..
it's been a traumatising 24 hours.. to think i almost died.. remind me never to drive again when there's tears in my eyes.. remind me never to be too trusting of friends.. remind me to give him everything i've got and if in the end it doesnt work out.. at least i know i've tried my best..
im tired.. too drained of energy... nonetheless dance was helluva fun just now.. i just lurve being around my blast peeps.. they make me smile no matter how shitty i feel.. thanks to all my blast frens.. esp val, liza, michelle, maki and the brotherhood.. heh
it's time to finally get a good rest and leave the past behind me..
jen
~01:36~
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August 11, 2005
i dont want to be...
i dont want to be the one kept in the dark..
the one whom everyone thinks is nothing but a fool..
i dont want to be the one you turn to when things with other girls dont work out...
when you come back to me coz you know i wont turn you away..
i dont want to be the one hurt.. where you can have all your fun
and rest by my side at the end of it all..
i dont want to be the girl who shares you with all the others..
you knowing full well how i would feel...
i dont want to be the one who pretends everything is ok..
when my heart is all shattered and hurting inside..
i just want to be the one and only girl for you.. the one you can have ur fun with.. the one you can turn to come what may.. the one who will stand quietly by your side thru it all.. til the day God separates us..
im a girl.. i have feelings too..
jen
~22:59~
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August 10, 2005
shake your body like a belly dancer~
just home from dance.. from the first day of school and it was great!!! except for that disgusting 8 am lect.. everything else was perfect... lepaking for 2 hours with the babes.. catching blast in action during busking.. meeting many familiar yet unfamiliar faces.. zaoing the 1st half of the lect for blast *wadz new*.. blast.. den finally home sweet home.. somehow no appetite to eat. so maybe i'll just give dinner a miss..
gonna go boogie with the sci pple soon.. cant wait.. it's been so long since we last mambo-ed tog.. like last yr?? haha i dunno but i rem huiwen got drunk n i had no more dance partner towards the end of the nite.. lol :P
aniwae for those left out of the loop.. catch NUS DANCE BLAST tmr at ARTS (think they're dancing at the bazaar there..) and SCIENCE bazaar.. the stage where the snakes and ladders thingy is.. (thanks wenyan!!!) 12pm and 2 pm! a performance not to be missed! hee~
cb on mondae.. which kinda sucked.. remind me not to go there again.. was watching dawn kick those guy's asses at pool.. while i just sat there n stoned.. heh met a few vj frens too... so went down to boogie with them for a lil while..
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!
ps. i did get my wish to watch the fireworks with the person i wanted to watch it with in the end.. *grin* a special moment.. spent with a special person...
jen
~21:14~
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August 08, 2005
bday surprise no 2... SUCCESS!! heh.. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY WANNI DEAR!!! to my dearest bestest girl friend who has been there with me thru it all.. *hugs* enjoy this very special day ok babe!! :) from sec 1 all the way til now.. uni yr 3.. let's see.. 8 over years of sisterhood.. heh u were always there when i was in despair.. i love you babe! muackz.. heh
mission: get wanni out of the house so can put up balloons n a lil happy bdae banner in her house.. notified her mummy as well.. so i picked up shuya n aud from aud's place and they filled my car with balloons and the bdae cake.. haha driving without using my left side mirror n rearview mirror was quite the challenge.. den the precise timing of me meeting wanni to talk n the other 2 sneaking upstairs to her place..
in the end it was all worth it.. heh she was happy.. and we all ate the same cake aud and shuya had for their bdaes.. heh sooo yummylicious.. but i promise i wun have that cake for my bdae.. eat until sian already.. kinda spoils the novelty..
drove the 2 babes back home b4 i headed home myself.. couldnt sleep.. so just tossed n turned in bed.. i realli am at a loss.. as to wad to do.. how to react.. i dunno what to say so that he wun be pissed.. im scared of even speaking.. my shattered heart.. my confused mind.. thank god i dun have school today.. another day of just lazing at home n maybe get myself into the 'back to sch' mood..
2 invitations to 2 clubs tonite.. but i think i'll pass.. just not in the mood and drinking aint gonna solve anithing..
jen
~12:26~
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August 07, 2005
back to where i was again..
so yah things were fixed on wed nite.. after a crazy nite of phuture + mambo n stupid me not knowing my limits.. trying to drown my sorrows in long island tea.. hahaha wad a great joke.. i felt worse instead.. the problem stuck to me like a leech and wun go away.. i felt sick under the influence of alcohol.. but maybe it was the alcohol that did the trick.. i dunno..
in ani case im back where im started.. lost n confused.. i dunno which direction to head to.. i cant leave things where they were.. i so wanna do something about it.. but not when the other party is still fuming mad at me.. and maybe we really dont understand each other animore.. *shrug*
thurs was actualli the most perfect day i've had in a long while.. though most of it was spent sleeping or lazing around.. i actualli felt something i haven felt it ages and i realised how much i missed it..
rag day was fun.. did hair this year.. sitting in a circle listening to people bitch.. haha so funny i laugh until i couldnt take it.. but yes.. i cried when i heard them announce the winner for the chancellor's shield.. we won 2 others but this was the one jeremy wanted to win so badly last yr and this yr.. he made it.. when the emcee called out "SCIENCE FAC!!" i could see tears of joys flowing from all the seniors' eyes.. all those who had done their bit for sci rag.. n esp huiwen n jeremy.. *salute* i tried not to cry but the feeling was too overwhelming.. it's something we've waited for for 2 yrs.. it's something that meant so much to all of us.. all the hard work paid off.. frankly when i saw bizad's float.. i tot we din stand a chance.. but i heard they were not marked very highly.. that they had some penalties already and yah i haven seen for myself the whole effect of the sci float.. but when i did.. i took my words back.. maybe we did have a chance... and yeah we did.. we won.. we proved to everyone that the outright winners were us...
congrats sci raggers!!! *pat on the back* im so so so proud of all of you!!! and dancers.. you all were just fantastic.. i was smiling to myself as i was watching from the vip area.. it was THE performance of the day.. "from this door walks out a winning rag team..."
yet my happiness was soon overcomed by pain n sadness.. couldnt sleep.. couldnt do nothing.. din eat at all... i was just a pathetic soul existing in the world.. lunch out with the girls todae cheered me up a lot.. yet at the back of my mind.. i was still bogged down by my problems.. audrey asked mi why i look so sad.. i couldnt tell her.. i din noe wad to say..
maybe im just tired.. maybe i do need a break..
and to colin: was great catching up with ya just now.. even though it was just for an hour.. 1 n 1/2 yrs or more haven meet leh.. heh.. it had better not be another 1 1/2 yrs b4 we meet up again k!?! tsk tsk..
jen
~20:38~
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August 03, 2005
so i wanted to go to bed.. but i did my usual round of blog hopping and came across this.. so i thought i would like to share this with u all..
from my fav blogger as usual.. his entries so close to his heart.. yet touches mine too.. (*shaun pls dun sue me for copyright infringement!*)
"what can you do when perseverence doesn't do you any good,
and when hope is utterly useless?
what else can you cling on to and what other possibilities can you harbour?
You called yesterday, to basically say,
That you care for me but that you're just not in love.
Immediately I pretended to be feelin similarly,
And led you to believe I was ok,
to just walk away from the one thing that's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it,
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you.
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind,
underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside.
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering.
So I wear my disguise until I go home at night,
and turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry...
So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to suddenly just stops loving you,
and it seems they haven't got a clue of the pain that rejection is putting you through?
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say: "How dare you leave this way"
or do you just hold on in vain as they just slip away
i don't think that i'll see her again
but we shared a moment that will last till the end
you're beautiful i saw your face in a crowded place
and i don't know what to do you're beautiful
but i can't escape the truth
i will never be with you....."
jen
~02:48~
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and it's already august..
july came n went.. not exactly a very good month.. yet not that bad either.. and now august's here.. 20th august.. will be the day i dread once again.. sigh..
now the main concern is.. i realli should take that stupid blood test and get it over n done with.. yet i wanna escape n not admit that i have thalessemia.. inherited from daddy.. thus the cause of my dizzy n fainting spells each time im over upset or been dealt a great blow.. scary rite.. how weak one's body can get all of a sudden..
went up to mt faber for the first time in my pathetic 20 yrs (soon to be 21 yrs) of existence.. chilled at altivo.. n explored some parts of mt faber.. great ambience.. free parking.. lol.. n the drinks are reasonably priced too..
was sakae sushi-ed today.. sadly din eat as much as i would have expected to have eaten.. oh well.. at least i did eat 15 bucks worth of sushi..
esplanade usher training mod 7: role plays.. quite fun.. and i was lucky number 1 on both scenarios.. xavier left me tongue tied man.. haha was great having him n jasmine 'teaching' the class.. but sadly i got separated from mich and was thrown into a class of pple i dun even noe.. 8 guys 4 girls.. or more like 2 ladies n 2 girls.. oh well.. but i got tired towards the end.. just couldnt wait for the session to be over.. one more to go n i'd be done with all 7 modules.. cant wait :)
short entry.. im too drained to type animore.. maybe tmr..
jen
~01:42~
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