after a long day at dance...
Certain matters got me into the thinking mood again.. why do people only treasure something only once they've lost it?? I guess it's human nature coz it happens to everyone.. it happened to me.. it happened to my girlfriends.. it just happened to another fren.. yah u get the picture.. why do we fail to appreciate what we already have.. maybe it's true.. the grass is always greener on the other side.. when u're attached you sometimes yearn to be single.. when u're single you long to be attached.. to have someone there for you.. holding you close when u're down.. catching all the tears that fall.. is it human nature to never be content with what we have? For me.. I admit that I sometimes take things for granted.. but im trying my best to appreciate whatever that's given to me.. be it big or small..
But do u ever realize that.. the more u give.. the higher ur expectations get? You tend to expect something from that person n when it's unfulfilled.. u get unhappy.. im feeling it with someone.. yet I cant bring myself to say it.. I dun want another fight.. another unhappy day.. I dun want to hear the same few hurting words that breaks my heart each time.. so I’ll just suck it in and give a smile.. maybe u think im stupid.. maybe im dumb.. but I guess I'd do anything as long as that person’s happy.. maybe it’s just me..
Oh well.. tonite I wun be mambo-ing.. but I'm gonna catch the island.. like v soon.. so yah really hope it'll be good.. have been waiting for that show since dunno when.. caught fantastic 4 yest.. quite funny lar that show.. it was good I must say.. Jessica alba is hot hot hot.. :) I would give it 3.5 out of 5 Fs.. haha lame..
Dance just now was quite fun.. the whole party scene.. wedding scene all coming tog.. dunno how mani weeks of hard work.. but sadly I wun be doing wedding scene anymore.. will be lepaking n free styling on the scaffolding.. haha maybe throwing flowers? I dunno.. :P see how lar.. but I really dun see the need to go for classes on sat anymore.. it's not like im really needed there.. to go or not to go.. that’s the qn.. n I wun tell u my answer.. haha but yah honestly I see the lack of passion in many blast pple.. v saddening lar.. but wad to do.. I totally understand.. day in day out do the same steps.. gets boring after a bit.. den pple dun make the effort to go esp during blocking.. so u noe lar.. sheep mentality.. other pple also feel sian.. blah blah blah..
Alrighty den it's time to get changed n go watch THE ISLAND.. have you been to the island?? Haha ok ok shall stop being lame.. :X
Ps: girl.. take care ok.. im kinda worried for u.. (u noe who u are).. and if *ahem* is reading this… give her a break n leave her alone can??
