DREAMS..lately i've been having so many dreams.. everynite.. every nap i take.. it's scary.. and these dreams are out of the world.. about things that happened in the past.. mixed up with the present.. things that are going to happen in the near future.. dreams with all my frens knowing each other.. adventure dreams.. weird dreams whereby different parts of NUS are connected to some event area.. some shopping center and even a club.. i even dreamt about funerals.. and the people involved.. i shall not mention..
guess the best dream out of all these nonsensical dreams was the one i had this morning.. soaking in the bathtub.. with bath salts.. rose petals and candles.. heh.. such a relaxing peaceful dream until mummy woke me up to go to church.. even dreamt i was being chased by police n was saved by my vj classmate (fyi: i haven spoken to him for like ages!) it's just weird how i start remembering all my dreams only recently.. in the past i'll just dream nitely and forget bout it by the time i wake up n brush my teeth.. but lately.. my dreams have become more real.. more intriguing..
so what do dreams actually mean? some people believe it's actually your subconscious mind at work.. some people just pass it off as nothing.. some even say those people who dream are psychic.. I feel that every dream is connected with your own "reality".. each dream is unique and from Webster's dictionary, Dreams are defined as a sequence of sensations, images, thoughts, etc., passing through a sleeping person's mind.
From some dream website.. "Sometimes, dreams can be understood in the the context of repressed thoughts. Dreaming serves as an outlet for those thoughts and impulses we repress during the day. When we go to sleep at night and slip into our dream state, we feel liberated and behave and act in a manner that we do not allow ourselves in our waking life."
so basically im thinking now.. if what i dreamt really represented how i really feel.. den im one big messed up person.. coz everything in the dream is illogical and out-of-the-world.. have a feeling i might be experiencing deja vu soon.. like within the next 2 months.. but we shall see.. speaking about dreaming.. i tink about descartes and his meditations.. maybe he 'influenced' me? den again maybe not.. "i think therefore i am".. brings back sweet old feelow memories..
any dream analysts around?? i think i need help.. out of all the dreams.. im most affected by the funeral one.. sigh.. thankfully so far whatever happened in my dreams are all the reverse in reality.. so yah.. that's the only hope i can cling on to..
im a lil afraid of sleeping now coz of the dreams i'll prob have later.. does dreaming make you tired? i really wonder.. heh imagines.. teacher asks student: "student, why you look so tired and listless?" Student replies, " oh sorry teacher.. i was busy dreaming last nite.." ok not funny.
on another note.. i long for the day someone will sing this song to me and mean it with all his heart and soul.. it's such a simple yet sweet n genuine song..
It's all about you (it's all about you)It's all about you babyIt's all about you (it's all about you)It's all about youYesterday you asked me something I thought you knewSo I told you with a smile, it's all about youThen you whispered in my ear and you told me tooSaid you make my life worthwhile, it's all about youAnd I would answer all your wishes If you ask me toBut if you deny me one of your kisses Don't know what I'd doSo hold me close and say three words like you used to doDancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about youYes you make my life worthwhileSo I told you with a smile It's all about youIt's all about you It's all about you baby
