after writing half of my cheat sheet.. ok it's actualli called help sheet.. i got so damn sick n tired of it.. i turned on the tv.. n started watching soccer.. haha clash between liverpool n chelsea in the uefa champions league semis.. brings back lots of memories of the days i was a soccer fan.. n i rem discovering that actualli mani guys dont watch soccer.. haha..
mugged at sci lib todae.. distracting lar.. somehow couldnt seem to focus.. flipped thru drugs notes n started a bit of my cheat sheet.. haha sat in the corner of the lib.. like my own lil world like that.. studied tog with jiating, tong tong and amelia todae.. heh.. yah n stanley studied maxim.. nonsense lar.. aniwae he onli had 3 papers.. so finished exams already lar.. sigh.. i still gotta wait til next fri.. sob..
the flu's not getting any better.. n i feel so damn weak each time after taking 625mg of amoxiclav.. dunno whats wrong with my body.. the past few times i took that i was ok wad.. grr.. i hate the feeling.. giddy giddy.. like anitime can faint feeling..
oh collected drugs essay todae.. did pretty ok.. im quite happy with the grade.. heh.. whilst walking back to the lib.. mi n jt walked past this lab n we peered in.. in one huge room full of chemicals.. there was this person in a green shower cap like thingy.. all covered up.. working ALONE at the fume cupboard.. wah lau.. i took a pic.. will upload it soon but the quality not v good either.. den i told jt.. i dun wanna end up like that!! wth am i doing in life sci??? haha.. no but seriously.. i dun wanna work in the lab.. so lonely.. so no life.. cannot! i need frens! i need people around me!!! i dun wanna be a loner!!! sob..
den comes the issue about blogs.. it's not really your own personal space anymore.. people can be sued for saying the wrong things.. (actualli not wrong things but facts which the higher authorities preferred to be kept underwraps).. people get offended by what you type.. the power of blogs.. scary.. just googling or yahooing words like dance blast brings you to blogs of fellow blasters.. it's really not v safe animore.. unless it's one kept in private.. den again whats the point of having one.. u might as well keep a diary.. n come to think of it.. i haven written in mine for a v v long time.. ever since i started blogging.. den again.. b4 the time of blogs.. i seldom wrote in my diary.. it's like when u start one.. u're damn passionate about it at first.. den you get lazy.. n the poor diary gets chucked in the corner.. haha how many of us are guilty of that? not onli for the case of diaries.. in things that we do.. eg i gave up piano n ballet when i was young.. n now.. totally regretted it.. but as they say.. 'xiao hai zi bu dong shi'.. literally translates to small kids dunno anything.. or something to that extent lar..
exams.. so far so good.. no major screw ups wadsoever and i plan to keep it that way... no more dropping of CAPs.. from now on.. my CAP can only go up! *determined* but den again.. life sci yr 3.. quite scary.. heard got a lot of lab modules.. dunno how im gonna cope..
