April 28, 2005
something meaningful i found whilst blog hopping.. tot i'll share with u all.. and the 2nd part altho not written by me.. is esp to my baby.. thanks for being just you :)
"given a 2nd chance to make the same decision all over again.. u would have made the same choice. because. having not experienced the outcome, you wouldnt have been equipped with any extra information/knowledge/wisdom to have made the choice any differently.. "----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
to baby dearest:
I'm nowhere near superstar,simple and average,
no blingblings and flashy cars.
Not stick thin like Keira Knightly
and I sure don't have the moves of Britney,
but I know I'll love you like you've never been loved before,
do everything for you till you're 104.
Everyday's a monotone symphony of song,
it's been that way since you've been gone.
I miss the times I spent in your arms,
always felt like I was safe from physical harm.
Never meant to argue with you,
guess all I wanted was for you to be true.
So maybe you think I'm incredibly dense,
but hey, nothing about love makes sense.
And you can kill me for being so incredibly cheesy,
but believe me,writing this didn't come easy.
Couldn't put my feelings in a better way,
so I guess this is how I'll have my say.
ps gone meaning him having to go to the states to study.. not gone gone.. geddit? heh
jen
~17:46~
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after writing half of my cheat sheet.. ok it's actualli called help sheet.. i got so damn sick n tired of it.. i turned on the tv.. n started watching soccer.. haha clash between liverpool n chelsea in the uefa champions league semis.. brings back lots of memories of the days i was a soccer fan.. n i rem discovering that actualli mani guys dont watch soccer.. haha..
mugged at sci lib todae.. distracting lar.. somehow couldnt seem to focus.. flipped thru drugs notes n started a bit of my cheat sheet.. haha sat in the corner of the lib.. like my own lil world like that.. studied tog with jiating, tong tong and amelia todae.. heh.. yah n stanley studied maxim.. nonsense lar.. aniwae he onli had 3 papers.. so finished exams already lar.. sigh.. i still gotta wait til next fri.. sob..
the flu's not getting any better.. n i feel so damn weak each time after taking 625mg of amoxiclav.. dunno whats wrong with my body.. the past few times i took that i was ok wad.. grr.. i hate the feeling.. giddy giddy.. like anitime can faint feeling..
oh collected drugs essay todae.. did pretty ok.. im quite happy with the grade.. heh.. whilst walking back to the lib.. mi n jt walked past this lab n we peered in.. in one huge room full of chemicals.. there was this person in a green shower cap like thingy.. all covered up.. working ALONE at the fume cupboard.. wah lau.. i took a pic.. will upload it soon but the quality not v good either.. den i told jt.. i dun wanna end up like that!! wth am i doing in life sci??? haha.. no but seriously.. i dun wanna work in the lab.. so lonely.. so no life.. cannot! i need frens! i need people around me!!! i dun wanna be a loner!!! sob..
den comes the issue about blogs.. it's not really your own personal space anymore.. people can be sued for saying the wrong things.. (actualli not wrong things but facts which the higher authorities preferred to be kept underwraps).. people get offended by what you type.. the power of blogs.. scary.. just googling or yahooing words like dance blast brings you to blogs of fellow blasters.. it's really not v safe animore.. unless it's one kept in private.. den again whats the point of having one.. u might as well keep a diary.. n come to think of it.. i haven written in mine for a v v long time.. ever since i started blogging.. den again.. b4 the time of blogs.. i seldom wrote in my diary.. it's like when u start one.. u're damn passionate about it at first.. den you get lazy.. n the poor diary gets chucked in the corner.. haha how many of us are guilty of that? not onli for the case of diaries.. in things that we do.. eg i gave up piano n ballet when i was young.. n now.. totally regretted it.. but as they say.. 'xiao hai zi bu dong shi'.. literally translates to small kids dunno anything.. or something to that extent lar..
exams.. so far so good.. no major screw ups wadsoever and i plan to keep it that way... no more dropping of CAPs.. from now on.. my CAP can only go up! *determined* but den again.. life sci yr 3.. quite scary.. heard got a lot of lab modules.. dunno how im gonna cope..
jen
~03:35~
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April 26, 2005
another day.. just like ani other day..
library hermitting in central lib..
exam at the oh-so-familiar mpsh..
the car ride home..
dinner with family..
online..
n a bad fone call to end it all..
*shrug* do u or do u not noe...
jen
~23:30~
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ok... the worst paper ever.. feelow.. not coz of the paper itself but the torment i went thru.. omg.. i never wanna experience that again.. sigh.. suddenly got hit by the gastric bug at the beginning of the exam.. acute pangs went in all directions.. the pain was so bad.. it reached my heart.. felt like i had heart burn man.. so scary.. so there i was.. half doing the darn philo paper and half clutching my stomach.. pressing my jacket against it.. sigh after that tortorous 2 hours.. i sat there in pain as the profs n lecturers started counting our scripts.. n guess wad.. we got stuck for 1/2 an hour coz some idiot din hand up his/her script! wah lau.. count count count count.. den there was 1 missing script.. but in the end they just let us go.. as quoted by prof john holbo "you all are free to go".. haha sounds so much like positive freedom..
felt so damn weak lar.. n according to jiating i looked damn pale.. anyway..
thanks jiating for walking mi to my mummy's car.. :) went home.. had some macaroni n some rest.. woke up feeling better.. curse the damn antibiotics.. 625 mg of amoxiclav.. sigh.. stirred up my entire gastrointestinal tract.. (ok not to be gross but when i tried burping out the gas.. i tasted bile.. yuck lar..)
so moral of the story.. eat a lot a lot when u're on antibiotics.. v v impt!!! if not u'll suffer the consequences.. thanks to all my frens who were concerned bout me n my flu bug n now this.. *hugs* feel so touched.. heh..
damn.. i should be studying now..
jen
~01:31~
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April 24, 2005
ok i shall blog.. heh this angry big thing has been flying outside my window for the past one hour.. warren says it's a wasp.. whatever it is.. im keeping my window closed and not giving it a chance to sting me!
so the story went like this..
on saturday.. after coming home from 01 paper (which was crap.. i forgot wth were nucleoide reductases and thus lost 10 marks coz i couldnt answer the essay qn.. aniwae that's not the point..).. i saw this big insect loitering around my window still.. on a closer look.. it was building its nest lar.. gross or wad.. grr..
after a while later when it stopped coming back to add disgusting debris to its nest.. i asked my maid to remove it.. so i went to eat lunch..
she came out from my room n showed me the nest..
"see.. got 2 babies inside.."
i peered and saw 2 worm-like larvae inside.. yuck.. and she kept showing it to me somewhat excitedly..
n i was like.. " ok ok.. just throw it away.." and she made me look at it again and this time she even wanted to touch it.. oh yuck..
in a pissed off (duh) voice.. "lea.. just throw it away.. dun look at it already..."
so she runs off n throws away the nest n the cloth which she used to wipe it away...
*fainted*.. how could she even think of touching that gross thing?? eeeee!! disgusting or wad!!! thankfully i was almost done with lunch.. urgh..
jen
~16:43~
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im missing someone real badly.. and the flu's not helping.. neither are the exams... *sigh*
jen
~00:15~
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April 22, 2005
people just get too caught up with their ownselves to even realise that someone close needs something only that person can provide..
jen
~23:00~
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April 21, 2005
after 4 days of library hermitting.. the mystery of M.G. has been unravelled.. haha total turn off and yah spoiler lar.. the irony of it all.. wah lau.. super unbelievable.. thanks god it's not anithing serious.. but but but... arghh... oh well.. *hush hush*..
afternoons are normally unpdtive.. i love mornings.. but some idiot by the name of j**n keeps kopping my table.. ok it's not officially mine but i always use that table wad! just coz that day u happen to share it with me.. doesnt mean u can take it! hmph! i'll go at 8am to get the table from u!!! blah.. hahaha ok that was just a joke.. but i miss my fav seat.. sob.. aniwae tmr studying with the usual pple plus maki mich shaun n dc! so can chop 2 tables.. haha.. exam period brings out the kiasuism in all of us.. the tables in the central lib level 6 are ALL taken up by 10am.. scary or wad.. i came todae about 845 n more den half were filled already lar.. *fainted* dun tell me really must come at 8 meh??? :(
celebrated xiao's birthday at the canteen todae.. not bad.. meeting up with the blast peeps again.. so happy :) n he got a pleasant surprise.. just when he tot everyone bailed out on him.. haha.. i would be so sad if i were him.. and he got lovely adidas 35th anni shoes! wah lau.. i also want!!!!! *ahem* my bday on 16 oct.. *cough* hahaha joke lar..
HAPPY BDAY BIG BOY!!! and yah so the struggle continues.. one more day of mugging in the lib b4 my exams start.. sob.. but looking forward to lunch tmr.. CHEESE SAUSAGE! yummy!!!!!
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
jen
~23:55~
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April 20, 2005
post post post post post.. im in a good mood today.. so i shall POST! haha
finally conquered the disgusting perfume notes.. trivia.. do u know that the first aldehyde perfume was created by coco chanel in 1921?? n which perfume is that?? chanel no 5!!! unbelievable rite.. it's still in the market todae.. haha *lame*
central lib todae was quite funny lar.. *confidential* haha but i had my fair share of studying n laughing.. ac gathering around my table man.. haha zl din join in.. antisocial mah! i din join in coz i not from ac mah!
oh.. please dont download anymore songs or moo-viess... my bro kana warning email from pac net coz i secretly dled spongebob.. (duh).. oh damn.. no more dling for me.. if not he'll kana jail term.. nooooo i dun wanna see my bro in jail!!! *gasp* so heh i'll leech songs off those avid pirates who haven kana warning letter yet.. sigh..
haha k lar it's late.. im starting to spurt nonsense.. den again i always do.. dont i? hmmz.. i just cant get enough of the ac kids dance!!! awwww sooooo cool!!!! :)
flu's up.. i need PLUE to get rid of the damn flu.. heh.. where's my doctorrrrrrr *sniff* *cough*
jen
~02:29~
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April 18, 2005
i thought about how i should post this post.. i noe many are just waaaiiittttiinnnggg to see me n him break up.. but im so sorry to disappoint you all.. esp to some bitches who cant wait to see us separate.. we're back together and our love is even stronger den b4..
after this whole week of trauma.. i've learnt so much.. one major thing.. not to be too trusting of people you dun even noe.. (yes bitch.. u know im referring to u.. n i would appreciate it if u stop coming to my blog.. there's nothing juicy for u here..) i've learnt realli a lot.. and i wanna say..
a big
THANK YOU to my dearest
SQ BABY.. thanks for being so understanding and forgiving.. muackz!
I LOVE YOU! :) i'll make it up to u during our honeymoon.. heh i promise.. oh n baby.. i got the air tix already *wink* ooooaaaaaaassssssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssss :D
WHAK were the champs for danceworks 2005! yay!! so happi for them.. congrats!! heh went earli tog with cheryl to help out with the make up n stuff.. had fun 'styling' ahmad's hair.. heh totally fun nite.. :) even better.. we went to east coast macs to celebrate kimmy jong's 25th bdae! *gasp* so old le.. heh.. gave him a surprise and he had to dance 8 eights on the pavement.. even got himself an audience.. :) den me cheryl bob n jimmy got bored n we started taking totally nonsensical photos.. haha 47 of them in total! omg.. laugh until peng..
den the best part.. on the way of dropping jimmy along mountbatten.. cheryl suddenly got craving for you tiao.. so we called up bob.. n me, her,jim,bob, dc n ad went to you tiao da wang at geylang to eat.. haha i had a glass of tau huey (which gave mi a bad stomach ache that nite).. so fun.. went to see the hookers.. haha quite scary lar.. the way they just hold a guy's hand n follow the guy.. sigh.. but i do pity them.. oh well.. u noe wad.. that nite was my very time eating at geylang! heh.. normally people will buy for me.. *thinks of the past when *someone will buy tau heuy for me n deliver it to my place.. heh the past sweet memories*
anyhow.. back to danceworks.. yutaki's kids can really dance!! those ac boys.. pri sch n they're popping n locking away.. i wan my son to be like that! *hint* heh.. kids nowadays can realllyyyy dance.. im amazed n impressed.. realli an inspiration.. the woodlands team won first for cat II and that boy is like usher can! so so so damn good! oh man.. what a nite.. :) thanks blast peeps.. thanks for all the concern as well.. to my illusion girls.. mich, candy, shuyi, celia... to val.. thanks :) i realli felt so touched..
and a big thanks to cheryl and wanni.. for being there all thru my ordeal.. i owe u girls one! :) n to laopo n dawn for studying with me.. n most imptly.. my family.. sorry to worry all of u.. *hugs* haha i feel like i just won a grammy or something.. :X
i miss dancing... cant wait for the exams to be over! can go for a dance class or 2 b4 flying off.. :)
but for now.. exams exams exams.. time to play catch up! precious time is ticking awayyyy...
jen
~21:56~
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April 16, 2005
back home from town.. went to cream bistro to study with dawn.. den did some shopping.. bumped into shulin n pat.. yah actualli i was spacing out lar.. den suddenly shulin touched my hand.. gave mi a shock.. haha oh well.. too tired lar.. realli.. past few days like zombie.. i suddenly aged so much.. haha means im going to sleep after blogging to 'regain' my youthfulness.. muahaha..
caught the wedding date today.. so so nice!!! 3.5/5!!! heh.. damn funny but pity it was a lil too short.. but i loved it aniwae.. :)
why do people only treasure what they have once they have lost it?
maybe it's because we tend to take things and the people around us for granted.. n we get so used to it den onli once it's gone den we realise the true worth of it.. it's always the people closest to you that u take for granted.. so make an effort to appreciate the people around you.. the surroundings etc.. (ps paiseh.. wanted to blog quite a bit bout this.. but realli too tired.. so yah that's the gist of it.. it's not like u dunno this already..)
k.. finally.. GO WHAK!!!! *konks out*
jen
~01:30~
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April 15, 2005
ok just one quiz b4 i sleep.. heh.. true anot?? i dunno man.. *wink*
jen
~03:51~
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4 days without proper sleep.. a total of less den 10 hours of sleep.. it's amazing how the body can take this.. amt of tears lost.. haha u wun wanna noe.. call me an emotional dirtbag but yah that's how it is..
so finally.. the storm has blown over and i can sleep peacefully tonite.. (not that it's ani earli..) 3 1/2 hours of sleep b4 i start my friday.. last lect of my yr 2 life.. cosmetics n perfumes..
thanks for all the concern.. u noe who u all are.. n esp to my family.. even though u all might not be reading this.. just wanna say i realli appreciate every little thing that was done over the past few daes..
only thing that pissed me off.. my dad thought i smoke.. wah lau.. wad an insult.. even how depressed i am i also wun resort to smoking coz i personally hate smokers.. i dun wanna hate myself man... grr..
anyhow.. it's time for bed.. n for me to experience a bright sun shiney day tmr..
jen
~03:28~
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April 13, 2005
so it all ends here.. or does it really? im confused..
what exactly is love? can we really live without it? so many questions.. no answers..
he broke my heart.. i broke his.. we both broke down..
what's the future gonna be like? is it a future of us walking down the aisle together.. or walking down separate aisles..
it's not really a question of who deserves who or who is undeserving of who.. no one has the right to say.. i believe it's all a matter of compromise and patience.. faith, trust and respect..
without him.. i'll walk the path alone.. i might not believe in love animore.. but it really doesnt matter..
jen
~14:49~
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April 12, 2005
bad day.. blah metab test tmr.. seeks divine intervention..
i hate swollen eyes.. headache.. not knowing what exactly is going on... feeling lost.. making things worse..
den i tell myself.. whatever will be will be.. whatever that's gonna happen.. pls make it sooner den later for later will hurt so much more den sooner..
-out-
jen
~03:54~
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April 11, 2005
got this from some friendster bulletin board.. the grammar sucks but im too lazy to change it..
if a girl cries in front of u, it means that she couldnt take it anymore.If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.A gal wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.A gal wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she puts down her ego.Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to staywith u for the rest of ur life.Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life. When she cry rite in front of u, When she cry bcoz of u, Look into her eyes,Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think. Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, In front of u, And bcoz of u?She cries not because she is weak, She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain, hurt n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.Guys,Think about it, If a gal cry her heart out to u, And all because of u,Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only u will know the answer to it.Do consider it, Coz one day, It may b too late for regrets,It may b too late to say "im sorry".You may regret for the rest of ur life. Maybe in ur life, she's the only one who loves u the most. Remember this lesson...kinda upset over certain issues.. alrite.. *off* no more sappy chi love songs.. it's making me worse.. *shrug*
jen
~16:42~
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the weekend came and went.. but all in all.. i had a pretty good one.. met up with andrew kor on sat.. daniel so kindly gave us a lift down to town and i guess it was becoz i was in the car that he drove a tad more safer den usual.. (you should see him on the roads man.. my whole family calls him a mad driver).. aniwae i got the inside scoop of wad happened to the old car.. :X so there i was.. inside the car with andrew n daniel.. suddenly i felt like their lil sis.. haha weird but yah it's true.. so mi n andrew caught
be cool.. it was ok lar.. funny yes but overall i onli give it 3/5.. i so wanna watch heffalump!!! heh.. had dinner at swensens.. n just caught up on stuff.. looks like he's doing pretty ok there.. (imperial college leh.. dun play play..) den i realised that the things over there are exorbitant.. to go clubbing.. cover charge is like 45 sing.. and the cab fare.. haha let's not go into there.. in a sense im happy im in singapore.. imagine paying 45 bucks each time u enter a club.. not to mention cab fare.. madness.. i'll prob not club at all.. saw this merc SL 55.. chio or wad!! haha we just stood there n drooled over the car.. haha im sure..
watched
CLOSER on fri.. bro passed mi the dvd.. k lar.. complicated love story in a sense.. A is with B, C is with D.. but A meets C and B meets D n they fall in love.. den blah blah.. everything in a total mess.. would give it 3/5 also coz of cutie jude law, hottie natalie portman and julia roberts.. heh (sidetrack.. jon johnson is sooooo hot!)
family played mahjong on sat nite n this afternoon.. supposed to play.. but wanted to study so half watched n half read the boring metab notes.. haha no use lar.. i should have just played.. :X nothing went in also.. earthquake again.. felt the tremors whilst watching them play mahjong.. everyone felt it this time but it wasnt as bad as the mar 28 one.. this lasted much shorter n makes you feel less sick.. so upon checking some website.. there realli was an earthquake.. magnitude of 6.8 at kepuluan mentawai region in indonesia.. how coincidental.. the Father was just talking bout how God is with us thru all these disasters.. how people can actually blame God for taking away so many people's lives.. well sometimes there are really no answers to certain questions.. just keep the faith.. :)
bot new food for chubby.. she refused to eat her old ones.. fusspot.. grr.. but ok lar.. played with her a lot todae.. so super cute.. stupid shar called her a feather duster.. wth.. den when i said that's not a featherduster.. he went on to say it's some project of mine.. *pengz*
met an old fren in church todae.. n old meaning we date back to sec 3 days.. haha my mummy was asking mi if i knew him coz he kinda kept looking over.. den i told her yah.. he's angie's fren n i kinda noe him.. used to say hi when we met each other.. but i guess so many years liaoz.. wait recognise wrong person den how? :P
the 2102 lecturer got so paranoid she said something like 'i can sue you, you know' coz there was this sound coming from the construction site outside lt 32.. n that silly woman tot we were playing a trick on her.. haha we're not that free lar..
spend a while checking out 2rightfeet.net a forum for hiphop dancers in singapore.. heh.. mainly right now it's a lot of blast people but some outsiders have joined already.. and this brings mi to the question.. WHO STARTED BLAST HIP HOPPERS IN FRIENDSTER?? OWN UP!!! wah lau..tell me lar.. that idiot is keeping everyone in suspense.. first coming up with some lame email add.. 2ndly refusing to tell us who he/she is.. but me n candy got an inkling who that person is.. hmmz ponder ponder.. i hate being kept in the dark.. grrr..
so i decided not to go to sch tmr coz have some things to settle.. hope i have enuff time to finished studying for metab.. so damn a lot lar.. every product every enzyme also must noe.. boring or wad...
oh and it's confirmed.. im flying off to the states on 17th may and will be back on the 24th of june.. :) *beams* will buy back goodies for u all!!! dun miss me k.. in a way im a lil sad coz i gotta give up centennial.. but already told myself certain stuff bout dance that i should keep off.. so maybe this is a good break.. :) and the best part is.. waking up every morning next to someone i love.. *bliss*
tonite is sappy love song nite.. n those songs are in CHINESE.. jennifer listening to chinese songs?! haha go buy 4d.. rarely happens leh.. aniwae.. thanks
HUISIN for sending me those songs.. :)
ok.. it's time to get out my notes n finish up this chap b4 i turn in.. oh man im such a slacker.. here's a quote from my fav blogger,
"it is always a fool's mistake to be with someone you shouldn't have loved." true but den again.. love is blind..
jen
~02:11~
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April 07, 2005
HAPPY 2 YRS ANNIVERSARY MY DRIVING LICENSE!!!! MUACKZ!! hehtook the crv out to sch for comm meeting yest.. 2nd time driving it.. 1st time driving it along.. yikes.. it wasnt THAT bad lar.. i managed it pretty ok i guess.. parking was a lil of a hassle.. but i guess im just not used to it yet.. heh..
about comm meeting.. so we've finally decided on the new comm.. wouldnt say im exactly pleased with the final outcome.. but yah must have faith! heh.. i probably would be worrying over nothing in the end.. so *cheers* :) bittersweet kinda feeling.. all those memories i have had with the present comm.. wouldnt trade it for the world..
so i've finally survived my 'hell' week.. to date i'm done with my project, quiz, assignment and essay.. one more test next week n it's whak.. i mean whack whack whack to the final exams.. heh.. might as well do some publicity for the whak peeps here..
DANCEWORKS FINALS.. next saturday 16 april, s'pore expo hall 2.. 6pm onwards.. White Hoods And Knockout (=
WHAK).. they're gonna win it! it's no longer a matter of choice.. haha (quote unquote by maki).. be there! :)
oohh realised one of my frens have a stalker.. haha poor thing.. :X just hope nothing untoward happens to him.. yes it's a him.. surprisingly.. girls these days.. *shakes head*...
anyhow.. ripped off something from my fren's nonsensical blog.. the only meaningful part i gather.. something i would like to share..
It's always easy to take your other half for granted after you've been together for quite some time. Everything turns clockwork, and loving her becomes a habit. Gone are the lovey dovey days when everything seems like a fairy tale, a surreal dream... gone are the "i love yous" you used to shower upon her, and the times when you used to think her flaws were her most endearing traits. Remember the moment when you first locked hands? when your lips first touched? the butterflies in your stomach and that heart stopping moment when she agreed to be together? you prolly wished that moment would last forever. So don't take things for granted, treasure every minute like it's your first/last, don't make my mistake, cos trust me - i've been there, and it hurts so bad...it's always easy to say you've tried your best, but was your best your best?
jen
~23:39~
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April 06, 2005
whilst i sit and stare at the blank word document.. i suddenly lost all inspriation to write.. it's funny how things have changed so much.. i used to enjoy writing essay in sec sch.. n jc.. esp when u can show attitude to the gp tutor but he got nothing to say coz you hand up good work.. haha.. always enjoyed reading his comments.. *grin* but now.. now it's all wrong.. i lost the passion.. i dread writing papers.. i asked for an extension knowing jolly well if i didnt.. my torture would have ended on sunday.. but no.. i had to ask for extension n thus my torture will only end on thurs.. which is tmr lar.. haha so for the past few days.. i wrote nothing.. slacker or wad.. *sigh*
had a damn good 11 hours of sleep.. thanks to that splitting headache i've been having since noon yesterday.. forced myself to listen to lect.. n at 4.. i frantically ran out to flag a cab home.. thing is.. it was raining.. i had to walk the long way back to sci.. and here were no freakin' cabs.. n the whole world suddenly seems to be waiting for one.. so after what seems forever i finally managed to flag one.. even gave weilin a lift to buona mrt coz she was late for tuition..
so i came home.. ate lunch.. n watched satc season 5.. yes.. im still at it coz i've been controlling myself from satc marathon.. den went to bed.. all the way til this morn.. woke up at 7.. and got started on my philo essay.. only that nothing has been done yet..
comm meeting this evening.. *reminds myself to call mummy for the car later*.. the final showdown on who's gonna make it to comm.. den i thought back about last year when i went thru the interview and totally screwed it up..
as im typing this.. my fat chubby's hopping around me now.. heh.. she's so cute.. thinks back on that fateful day when me n sq bought her from the pet shop.. transported her to his place in the now non-existent nissan sunny.. and den back to mine b4 he left for the states.. now i noe the meaning of "domestication".. seen it for myself.. heh..
with that said.. i shall go back to the dreaded philo essay.. the last of all my things-due-this-week.. one more test next week n i can finally settled down and study for my exams.. how fun.. cant wait for 6th may... phuture fridayyyyyy.. *grin* might blog again later when i feel too sick of the essay.. :)
jen
~08:55~
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April 03, 2005
accomplished.. with this.. i have officially finished my cosmetics project! *beams*.. worked on it all thru yesterday and today.. so decided to reward myself with a break from dinner onwards.. (despite the shitload of work left) went to spring court at chinatown with my family for dinner.. *family nite!!!!* it's been quite some time since i last went out for dinner with them.. the food was okay.. too ex lar i feel.. den i heard that the company paid 3 million to own that whole restaurant.. think it's 3 levels high.. omg.. crazy or wad..
played mahjong with the family.. heh.. sole winner of tonite's mahjong session.. one round only but took us quite some time coz the person holding the dice kept winning.. somehow.. but i won 2 rounds with limit hence.. i won 31 bucks! heh.. played 20-40 cents only.. imagine if we play 1-2 dollar.. i'll be rich! haha..
with that.. i end my nite happy and contented.. gonna leave all that work til tmr.. yes im a great procrastinator.. but at least i did finish my proj! no more figuring out dumb html codes or changing stupid things which i have to upload again into the server n etc.. that's it! im done... period.
oh n i have formed my ideal comm already taking in mind the several considerations.. :) just hope the new comm will be a success.. hate to disappoint the 4 who werent chosen though.. some are realli passionate about it i can tell but yah.. life's like that i guess.. anyway finalised decision's most prob on wed.. will post up the results once it's official.. but... like it all matters to you.. haha
the whole cw thing is becoming quite the nuisance.. im not jealous but yah i feel that she's just enjoying the publicity of it all.. if i were her i would have closed down my present blog and opened a new one even though it's hers rightfully.. but with too many people bombarding that site.. i dun see why she's still comfortable blogging away... overnite fame.. haha just coz of a lecture and a quote unquote "long-haired guy arose from the front row with a small bouquet of flowers (it looked like it has been plucked from some bush somewhere) in his hand" made this big hoo-ha.. haha it's sweet yet silly..
sweet dreams all!
jen
~01:41~
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April 01, 2005
so.. the earthquake's actually 8.7 on the ricther scale.. quite bad i must say.. but luckily.. no tsunami!!! yay!!! less lives lost :)
attended last blast class on wed.. pat's steps.. tiring or wad.. but need to practise more lar.. got the steps.. still lack the 'sei'.. i love the 'prasss' song!!! i need to find it!!! haha for now vibrates aka twister.. muahaha is still my fav song.. i must must must listen to it everyday! oh congrats to teck chye on being the first person in blast to do the windmill! :)
went for ktv after class together with the blast pple.. haha so fun can! about 20 of us.. took up one big big room.. saw the hood's "soft side".. muahaha rofl.. not forgetting jack jack's uncle-ish voice.. he super emo can.. some happy song also sing as though the world is gonna end.. haha den we have shaun hogging the mic singing all his zhou jie lun n wang li hong's songs.. haha n he duetted 'i cross my heart' tog with mich.. awww... so sweeet!!!! heh.. blast couple of the year award! heh.. xiao did a pretty good rendition of rozana.. specially dedicated to 'an incredible woman'.. haha not bad eh xiao.. can transform into a mat already :P
mr jim kong or better else known now as kimmy jong sang his jacky cheung songs.. haha good or wad.. still rem when i was in yr 1 den we have blast ktv outing.. he n missy both hogged the limelight lar! can go be professional singers le.. we were saying that jimmy can go into the music industry already.. and he wouldnt need backup dancers.. haha everything also he can do :)
me ahmad and candy were busy screeing thru the songs to find mambo songs.. haha yes we're deprived of mambo.. it's about half a sem since we both last went.. no summer rain.. no love in the 1st degree.. but.. there's call me.. sad thing is.. it's the wrong rendition! hahaha that call me was some other oldie song... haha ahamd wanted to sing dancing in the moonlight.. again we were disappointed.. mi n ahmad sang leaving on a jet plane together.. but the song sounded too upbeat and happy.. and mi n maki sang some sappy love song.. 'i dont wanna talk about it'.. had to literally force her to eat the mic.. haha oh and maki wanted candy shop but there was only candy store.. weird or wad.. haha.. quite fun lar.. sang a duet (tri-et) with jack jack n xiao.. haha yah that's about it.. din touch the mic thereafter except for those songs that everybody sing tog tog one..
the rapping part of one night in beijing by da hoods was simply hilarious.. and so was their attempt to sing the female part.. but good job i must say.. haha my stomach had a good workout and i bet everyone left happy.. took a 20 buck cab ride home.. and yah blast channel chat til like 2 plus b4 i called it a day.. thanks jack jack for organising this ktv outing! :)
but this ktv is quite a uncommon ktv session that i've been to.. besides all those nonsense and crapping.. we sang a good mix of english and chinese songs.. and also 2 malays songs.. haha and can you believe it.. we even sang phantom of the opera lar.. haha mad or wad?! but it's soooo fun.. i tink i enjoyed myself the most last nite out of all my other ktv sessions.. :) seniors and juniors all having fun together.. feels like one big happy family.. *fuzzy feeling in my heart* heh.. cant wait for more outings.. which im sure ktv-ing again is highly likely since the boys are training to be 7788.. hahahhaa.. pure entertainment i tell you..
anyhow i typed a para in between class and ktv.. bout how some cold harsh facts just hit me hard and it felt really sucky and all.. but i decided to delete it.. afterall.. it's a public blog.. i dunno who's reading my blog.. 2ndly.. i dun tink i should share.. people related to this are reading this.. so yah.. it just remains inside me.. funny how i cant share my prob with those whom i really wanna share it with.. so.. period.
today marks the end of the comm interviews and the furious typing.. so after all the interviews.. conclusion that a secretary must have the following traits: sweet, nice and able to mingle with the rest.. do i fit the bill? hahhaha maybe not.. but yah at least it's good comments rather den the poor treasurer.. any role you dont want? common answer "treasurer".. ooopz.. was that supposed to be confidential?? hmmz... one more meeting and byebye comm.. sigh.. so gonna miss working together with those crazy people.. def had so much more ups den downs.. the best comm i've even been in.. :) i love you guys!!!!! esp my illusion babes!! *hug hug* but it's so hard deciding the new ideal comm.. *ponder ponder*
end of blast related stuff.. it's time to get my work back on track.. so many things due next week.. so many things still undone.. there goes my weekend.. sob..
oh.. the cheese sausage at biz canteen is heavenly lar!!! i love it!!! first time trying it on wed.. it's yummy-licious!!! *grin* will eat it again soon.. like maybe tmr?? ahahhha i dunno.. oh n i like the waffle from arts canteen.. yummy yummy.. n i finally ate 'beyond the yong tau foo stall' at arts.. i ate malay food tog with maki on tuesday!!
"sometimes i wonder.. am i alone amidst all these people whom i regard as friends.. or maybe im just paranoid..."
ps im so totally pissed off with a certain someone.. stop pestering *ahem* lar.. bu yao lian or wad?!
jen
~01:35~
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