low morale low morale low morale.. been feeling down these few days lar.. like so mani things on my mind but i have to block it all off n get my work done.. maybe it's due to the weather.. haze is back.. check out the foggy nite sky.. so saddening..
n all of a sudden it feels like im coming down with a flu.. :X pls just let it be todae.. lects, proj meeting.. suddenly im thrown back into it1001 days where we have to create a website.. yikes.. not a pro at it.. but i guess i dun have much of a choice.. the other 3 know zilt bout web page creation.. so just have to try my best.. haha
had the initial intention of staying in hall.. firstly.. for experience.. once in a lifetime leh.. but den again many things are once in a lifetime.. eg those few seconds that just passed whilst im typing this.. 2ndly.. i wanna join kr dance.. 3rdly.. i got enuff points wad.. haha ok pt 3 is not a valid reason.. :X but both daddy n mummy are against it.. n i cant really complain lar coz they've been trying their best to make arrangements to fetch mi.. so yah n part of me also dun wanna stay in hall lar.. no aircon.. no tv.. no personal bathroom!! eeks.. im anal lar.. :X but anihow the application deadline is todae n since my parents are so against it.. i decided to pass on it..
todae marks the 'official' start of my easter break.. onli gotta go sch tmr for dance n the next time i appear in sch again will be on mondae for the dumb philo tut.. that reminds me.. im so behind in my readings.. better try to catch up within the next few days.. my webcasts too.. ok i just realised i have a sh*tload of work to catch up on.. blah..
i tink im just making myself stressed out over nothing.. *snaps out of it*.. but am i realli ok? i dunno.. dun ask me.. i dun wanna think bout anithing..
all i want is to be happy.. (that's the wish of a selfish child.. quote unquote from desp housewives)
