~*just dance it!*~

November 30, 2004

just another manic monday...

hmmz.. monday.. no monday blues at all!! heh.. had a good sleep n met jiating after her exams ended today… roller blading!!! haha something I haven done in ages man.. it was easy getting back on wheels again.. but gaining back the skill of blading backwards, crossing over, 180 deg turn... all gone! dieded.. ok.. I can onli do the 180 deg turn now.. backwards blading.. v slow.. haha crossing over.. I scared fall down coz no guards lar.. so next time den try again.. heh.. jiating managed to master the art of blading in no time.. so proud of u!! *pat* on the back! heewent down to town to cut hair!! Hahahaha.. my phobia of the hair dresser cutting my fringe is still there... panic ar.. each time she cuts the front.. my tummy flips.. haha but I did get my fringe cut lar.. ended up looking kinda toot.. n younger somewhat.. n according to jiating.. it's a fresh look.. *shrug* muahahaha.. guess I need a few days to get used to it.. :P
ah well.. something really awkward happened today.. after parting with jiating.. I was walking towards the bus stop to take bus home.. den got this guy n girl.. the guy kept looking at me as thou we noe each other but I look at him.. err I dunno him leh.. haha so weird.. after walking past each other I could see him still looking at the corner of my eye.. so I thought to myself.. maybe I do noe him.. n in less den a min.. this guy in business shirt n pants kept staring at me n I was thinking.. oh no.. are working pple attracted to my toot hair? :P no lar i actualli tot to myself.. wassup with the pple in orchard todae.. haha aniwae he stopped walking n turned to ask mi if I rem him.. haha turns out he was one of the ns guys during ndp... hahaha so paiseh.. I really suck at recognizing pple ar.. fainted.. haha n if u guys do see me on the streets.. pls do wave or say hi k.. I got a bit of short sightedness.. though it's onli 50 degrees for each eye.. but I dunno why I cant see pple's faces clearly lar.. yes lar i know.. im pa jiao.. a lot of pple have been complaining already... so shhhh... dun need to say anymore.. heh.. most important point to make.. im not being dao! since when was I ever dao??? :P how i wish everyone can just end their exams so everyone can party tog.. n to nic.. if u're reading this.. eh mambo lar.. wad dbl o on thurs.. bu yao bu yao... *shakes head vigorously* mambo more happening.. got phuture somemore.. :P

s'pore idol on wednesday.. wonder who will win.. taufik or syl?? to me.. taufik is much better.. n he's a personal fav of mine.. heh.. but den again.. must beware of syl.. his fan base is scary… but I really hope s'poreans for once will not be biased n vote for syl coz of his good looks?! (eeuuww.. he’s not cute leh..) but in a country with a chinese majority.. who knows.. argh.. scary.. haha but please lar.. let the title go to someone who deserves it n wun embarrass us at world idol!! *keeps fingers crossed*

jen
~02:11~

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November 29, 2004

long blog entry!!

heh finally got the time to sit down n type this entry..

just finished playing mahjong with my folks at home.. played 2 nites consecutively man! xiong.. but damn fun.. so long never touch those mahjong tiles liaoz.. den again it's not v long ago lar.. played last month when my relatives came from all over the world to celebrate my cousin's wedding.. those hard core relative gathering days.. memorable *grinz* coz im not v close to my paternal side.. afterall they're all bout my bro's age.. so they're all like min 6 yrs older den me.. den im stuck in the middle.. and 2 more younger ones (bro n sis.. in sec sch now).. so basically im the odd one out.. *wails*.. haha rite.. aniwaes back to mahjong.. my ass got kicked by my daddy last nite.. lost 10 bucks.. luckily i managed to win back after losing like 50 bucks to him ar.. n tonite his ass got kicked.. haha by me! :P but i din win alot.. onli 8 bucks.. so overall i lost 2.. but it's ok lar.. i love spending family time tog! so so nice :)

met wanni in town after my exams on fri.. watched bridget jone's diary.. super funny.. ending super sweet.. heh.. yeah i noe.. im a sucker for love stories and happy endings.. *heart melts* according to T.. the show's about a fat loser girl who rules.. haha.. :P quite a funny summary.. but yeah it basically sums it all up.. meeting her on tues again to go shopping!!! retail therapy!!! i like!!! :)

tmr meeting jiating to go blading n cut hair.. heh it's been so long since i last bladed.. *blows the dust off my pair of rollerblades* which reminds me.. i need to dig in my store room for the guards tmr.. if not sure fall down n get ugly scars.. eeeuuuwww... hope i dun fall too often.. so unglam.. heh.. cutting hair tmr.. it's like a routine thing mi n my nus gurlies do after the exams.. dunno why.. haha.. but i wun be doing ani major changes to my hair lar.. wanna cut short but everyone objects violently.. so maybe will highlight it red or get hair extensions! heh.. quite funky lar.. get one red streak.. :) thinking of dying blonde again.. but den better not.. daddy will flip once more.. n i'll be labelled as bimbo again.. sighs..

oh oh oh.. mama mia was awesome!!!!! so nice!!!! i love it!!! heh.. to those who haven got their tickets.. pls go watch it! serious.. it's worth it! though i prefer sat nite fever.. coz got more dance.. but mama mia is super good lor.. the 2 female leads' voices are like angels.. heh.. pay the student price to sit in the stall seats.. heh.. shiok ar.. :) super good seats for a cheaper price.. but one thing i din like bout it is that there's very little costume change and the set is always the same.. it just keeps rotating n rotating from scene to scene.. so feels like those low budget muscial lar.. but the singing n dancing sure made up for it! :)

heh next up.. sleeping beauty on ice.. think this time round the whole family is going.. i dunno yet.. must confirm n get good seats.. heh.. no good seats den no point going.. but it's gonna be held at the esplanade.. so weird.. tot it'll be at indoor or something.. oh well.. doesnt matter lar.. but must get cheap student priced tickets.. heh

looking back.. this sem passed realli fast.. it just came n went.. feels like yesterdae i was at the booth at matric fair introducing blast to the freshies.. haha.. the first 2/3 of the sem was a lot on dance.. barely had time to study.. everyday just bz with dance stuff.. that's the price u have to pay for being in the comm.. but i never regretted it.. the sense of achievement once the comm works tog and accomplishes something.. "priceless".. luckily for the remaining 1/3.. i met a group of super motivated pple whose cap is like 4.5 and above.. yah so i did manage to get down to some serious studying during the study week.. *phew* otherwise i would have screwed up my exams.. the mundane routine of going to sch earli n beeing cooped up in the lib most of the time sucks.. n everyday u kinda see the same few pple.. haha sitting at about the same place.. according to a fren.. the library is like a warzone.. haha

anyway.. the next few shoutouts are to all those who have been there for me during this gruelling period.. n special mention to my super good gf.. jiating.. heh.. :)

jiating: hey girl.. thanks for weathering the storms tog man.. haha it sucks to be stuck at the lib from 8.30 am all the way to 10pm.. i would have died if u werent around to joke tog with me.. n out frequent toilet breaks.. visits to the coop.. checking out babes n hunks in the lib altho there were only a handful.. the laksa beehoon meals.. n our fav question of wad shall we eat todae?.. haha next sem we shall be lib hermits again! :P must motivate each other.. realised we both got short attention spans.. haha but it's all good in the end lar.. exams are finally over n done with... and we got to know each other much much better this sem :)

jo: hey hey we have lotz to catch up on man!! heh though we din get to study tog.. at least we managed to see each other at arts.. :) felt better after talking n whining to u.. heh.. :) hang on in there.. u're ending soon!!! jia you k!!!!

gy: hey old man! heh u're realli not that much older den me lar.. though u act like an uncle.. heh.. aniwae thanks so much for being my driving force man.. see u study until so hard.. i also scared liaoz.. hope u get ur super high cap again.. which im sure u will.. chao mugger! heh.. but realli lar.. thanks.. im super impressed by u being able to study even though u're going thru a rough patch rite now.. wed is coming.. u'll be free soon :) jia you k! though now u have no one to discipline n keep u entertained.. heh.. bear with it lar.. ur lil girl will always be there to support u! heh.. n stop hitting my head! otherwise i'll become stupid! :P

hw: though we kinda knew of each other's existence a long time ago.. haha but we never chatted on irc.. but ok lar.. after 7 yrs i finally get to see lukie.. heh.. the =p pple are just a mystery to me man.. so far i've onli met a few.. aniwae it's been great studying tog with u n the rest.. will always rem that time when something happened n u blushed so red.. haha so funny.. :P

t: hey hey.. thanks for keeping me awake amidst my studies.. n for the strawberry juices n lunches at hell.. heh.. n dun need to intro ur frens to me lar.. im not interested.. hee.. :P have fun with ur pda lar.. showoff! hee.. yes lar i noe it's ur job.. i shant say anithing more.. heh.. n im not a lil kid k.. bish..

mat: eh dun need to shout my name so loud each time u see me lar.. heh.. i paiseh :P see ya at zoukout!!! :P

rj: thanks for being my constant source of entertainment.. though my mouth is quite zhun.. but not always k.. dun bet too much on soccer lar.. scary leh..

w: next sem dun slack so much k.. try to start earlier lar.. heh.. aniwae a side note.. if u like someone.. u should fight for the person.. all fair's in love and war.. giving up the person doesnt make you noble.. dun screw up next time.. n yes u may be good looking.. but it doesnt mean u can go around 'cheating' pple.. it's not right.. be truthful to urself n others.. for ur own good.. *good kharma* heh

hmmz.. the msg to w.. a bit wad rite.. heh.. but it's advice from a fren's point of view lar.. no evil motives intended.. so if u're reading this n u tink u're the person in question.. just take it n reflect on it.. dun be offended.. "i wish u peace.." (quote unquote from mak the rabbit)

most imptly...

to sq: baby.. sorry if i've been neglecting u recently.. been bz being a library hermit.. but i appreciate u not demanding attention from me during my exams period.. realli.. it meant a lot.. n made mi more focussed.. hope u had fun in canada.. cant wait to hear bout ur trip! how i wish i could be there too... aniwae i got something for u when i went shopping todae! heh.. im 100% sure u will love it!

alright with shoutouts done.. wadz next.. hmmz.. *ponders*

oh.. should i get an apple ipod or a creative zen?? haha i mean the apple ipod is so cool so sleek.. i like!!! heh but the creative zen is supposedly better.. slightly cheaper.. but fugly.. argh.. darn it.. went to the sitex show yesterday to look see.. heard the ipod is selling cheaper in nus den at the fair.. so yah for those who are interested in the ipod.. go get it from nus.. i dunno where though.. :X dunno whether will be wasting money if i get the ipod anot.. hmmz need more time to think bout it..

the sitex show.. ok lar.. same usual things.. realised that a lot of cameras are copying my baby casio exilm z40 with larger lcd screens.. heh.. n the best part.. there's z50 n z55! going at a cheaper price den the time i got my z40!! argh.. techonology.. advances too fast!!! was hp hunting too.. n so far the fones that caught my eye are all samsung fones! wassup with that man.. but if i wanna get.. i'll get the 600a.. that one also have to decide.. coz heard samsung not v good.. but den i dun like my t610 lar.. so laggy.. i keep sending blank smses to my frens coz i press too fast.. waste my money onli.. urgh...

xmas is coming!!! it's time to do xmas shopping again!! wheeee!!! n i cant wait for zoukout n new yr eve!! heh.. to those who finished their exams.. go check out the xmas deco at orchard road!! it's so pretty when lit up :) it's been so long since i last went to town.. felt like a lil girl being excited upon admiring the xmas deco.. heh..

one thing's been worrying me.. my right eye.. dunno whether it's due to lack of sleep or wad.. but it hurts man.. yest halfway thru mama mia.. i started tearing coz my eye super pain.. can see the blood vessels ar.. scary.. n the blood clot is not going away.. yah the blood clot is due to my freq rubbing of eyes.. saded.. bad habit that ought to be kicked away a long time ago.. but that's not the point.. the point is.. it's the second time my eye hurt like that.. the other time was when i was doing my lab report til 5 am.. yah i realli hope it's just due to the lack of sleep and nothing else.. eye mo works for me.. not optrex.. optrex irritates my eye even more.. wasted 4 bucks on buying a small bottle..

last last point.. heh.. type until v tired ar.. :P i finally went to simpang bedok to eat prata!! haha n watched soccer too.. i v mountain turtle one.. no one brings mi out at nite.. haha *hint* but ok lar.. cannot eat supper too often.. will get fat!!! aniwae my predictions for soccer.. so far quite accurate.. heh.. im proud of myself.. :)

finally done! :) now time to revamp my blog n give it the ff bear blogskin to fit the tag board.. din manage to find nice precious moments ones or ani other nicer ones.. so yup will just use the ff bear for now.. *revamp in progress*

check out these songs when u're free:
1) rupee - tempted to touch
2) pharrell - drop it like it's hot
3) JT - good foot
4) 2play - confused
5) usher n alicia keys - my boo
6) marc anthony - my baby you! ( my fav fav song!!!! it's a must listen!!)
7) ryan cabrera - true (aww... so sweet.. sappy love song! :P)

total word count: 2134 words.. haha buy 4d.. :P

jen
~01:07~

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November 27, 2004

tHe fEeLinG oF LiBeRaTiOn :)

You are 93% Libra

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

quiz taken from jenny's blog.. heh

just came back from my night out of relaxing after exams.. yes they're FINALLY OVER!!!! *jumps for joy!* but surprisingly im not as elated as i expected myself to be.. in fact i was much happier yesterdae after the stupid dumb dumb SEA paper.. ah well.. wadever lar.. over over over over! party on! haha

make a trip down to MAMBO on 1st dec! it'll be a fun filled nite! yay!!!!!! n yes.. the long entry is coming up.. tmr tmr.. *procastinates* heh.. lazy to type lar.. blogskin revamp soon also.. i so cant stand that narrow irritating tag board!

to all those still mugging their asses off.. JIAYOU!!!!!!!!! finishing already.. (if it's of any comfort to u miserable souls.. my exams next sem end on the 2nd last day of the exam period! like thanks man.. my fren had to tell me this todae.. argh.. stupid lousy essential module!!!!)

im watching MAMA MIA tmr!! yippeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

jen
~03:34~

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November 23, 2004

it's tuesday already..

mugging away at the central lib now.. sigh im officially stressed.. i cant finish studying for cell bio.. let alone SEA which i have been screwing up with the term paper and museum report.. sighsdom.. wad a life i have.. in addition to my misery.. i barely have a day to complete my bioinformatics revision..

but hey.. it's gonna be friday soon.. it's gonna be freedom.. where the sun shines again and the birds sing happily in the lush green meadows.. heh *surreal* but til that day comes i'll just stick to being my library hermit in the central lib with almost all my meals at arts canteen everyday.. how exciting can..

shoutouts to frens who have stuck thru me during this greulling period coming soon.. friday ok.. i promise i'll update a long long one on friday.. heh

oh.. someone just spare me the torture.. *hugs* my discman.. my best pal.. haha for keeping mi awake with all the funky hiphop tracks blasting in my ear to keep me awake.. :) to those pple who are still having exams n reading this.. pls press alt f4 and get ur eyes glued back to ur notes!!! no time no time.. u need to mug.. cap of at least 4.0? heh *dreams*

jen
~14:47~

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November 17, 2004

90% done with my lab report.. satisfied.. it's time to sleep n wake up to be my library hermit tmr.. yawn..

happy bdae justin! :)

qn: y do pple like to lie all the time? is it a habit or they find joy in it when they manage to twist pple round their lil finger.. sigh.. wad a complicated world..

jen
~04:39~

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November 15, 2004

stupid ldh...

argh.. screw u LDH.. ok ok i shant say that anymore.. freshie nick complains that it's not nice for girls to say that.. but im totally pissed lar.. this lab report is the hardest i've done so far in my entire life!!!! it's worth 50% of the total grade so imagine the amount of stress im under to get this done neatly.. anyway for the curious peeps who are deprived of an education in science.. LDH = lactase dehydrogenase.. haha it's an enzyme that catalyses reactions in ur body.. (like it's of any help.. haha)

sighsdom.. it's 4.. dieded.. meeting jiating at 830 tmr!! oh no.. i'll look like a walking zombie! crap.. hope no one sees me tmr.. haha im just lame lar.. been at the stupid lab report the whole nite and it's barely half done.. deadline: thursday...

been playing my baby you on my laptop the whole nite.. it's such a lovely song!! *swoons* i wish my bf would sing it to me.. *hint hint* i tink i'll cry.. haha ah im such a sucker for sappy love songs... :P

jen
~04:10~

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November 14, 2004

coz of u i dun have to wonder why...

im tired.. very very tired.. dun bug me... or i'll bite u..

but den again i wonder.. how can i be tired when i just stayed home the whole day n did nothing?? i barely studied.. was just online dling some songs.. realli din do much lor.. weird..

if this keeps up.. im gonna fail my exams.. i realli need to focus.. but why is it i cant?? too many distractions.. just wanna hide in my own lil hole n await 26th nov.. sighsdom..

it's just been a v v long day.. super unproductive.. i guess it's better i sleep.. no point staying up anyway... was waiting for him to come online.. but looks like he's busy or something.. i dunno.. i just wish life would just be good to everyone and we all will be happy everyday.. whatever happy means...

"you're the reason i feel so alive.."

jen
~03:18~

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November 10, 2004

ThRiLLiNg tUeS *haha.. lame*

i watched shark tale todae!!! it's sooooo nice.. super funny can.. heh.. lotza pun intended.. but i bet many people wun notice.. they had super lame stuffs like jessiaca shrimpson, mussel crow, cod steward.. haha damn funny.. even coca cola became coral cola.. *applauds the scriptwriters.. A for creativity!* i love the show!!!!!!!!! :) and the shark lenny is so damn cute.. heh.. wad a good way to destress *grins*

went shopping and got myself a new top, some earrings and this necklace with the pepsi bottle cap! haha v cute.. will scan it in soon n upload to the photoblog.. :) wad a happy day..

during lunch went over to munchie monkey's to celebrate dawn's bdae.. ahh.. heavenly brownie :P met my dance frens there too.. celebrating bob the builder's bday.. pity i couldnt join them as i had to leave for nat building lect.. sobz.. din get to sing bdae song for bob!!!

oh n im gonna pass my 2103 test.. *phew* but still must pia for the final exam.. really info overload.. dunno how im gonna cope next sem with metab..

with all the tests over.. im in such a lepak mood i forget exams are just 12 days away... yikes! this is bad.. i really outta get my ass down to some serious studying... there's SEA tut at 8 am tmr!! eeeeeuuuuuuwwwwwwww!!!!!!

"Come summer the work gets kind of hard.. This ain't no place to be if you're planning on being a star.. Let me tell you it's always cool.. And the boss don't mind sometimes if you're acting like a fool.. Working at the car wash.. Hey, get your car washed today.."

jen
~01:56~

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November 08, 2004

tiMe oF my Life

watched dirty dancing today!!! omg it's sooooo nice!! haha i like!!! all the moves n all.. *melts* just rejuvenated my passion for dance.. heh i wanna learn all sorts of dance.. ballroom.. cha cha.. foxtrot.. salsa.. waltz.. mambo.. so fun!! but this kinda thing.. need a partner if not learn by myself not fun :/ heh.. yes i noe.. im supposed to be studying.. argh crap...

ok im realli not supposed to be blogging tonite.. got 2103 test tmr and im like totally not in the mood to study.. sighsdom.. will log off n try to conc.. maybe after america's next top model :X they're like gonna dance for tyra's mtv!!! so cool! :)

argh.. i miss dancing!! *deprived*

managed to spend some time with *him today via webcam.. it's been a while.. :) glad that he's more or less recovered from the darn flu.. phew..

"We saw the writing on the wall.. as we felt this magical fantasy.. now with passion in our eyes.. there's no way we could disguise it secretely.."

jen
~23:29~

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OmG!

im going to watch Mama mia!!! yippeee!!!! heh had some trouble getting the tics at first coz of some screw up with my mummy's office people.. supposed to get together with them so that we can have a discount.. den by then all the good seats were sold n i refuse to sit in lousy seats.. no way!!! heh.. was at my tuition kid's place to day when i saw the last page of the sunday times.. "mama mia.. new seats out now.. must close 3rd dec!" heh got so excited i msged my mummy to tell her bout it... n she told me to go get the tix :)

cheryl gave mi a lift down to millenia walk n i went to get the tics b4 going for comm meeting.. heh.. bugged the girl over the counter for a good 10 min.. (had to get the best seats wad!) wadz even better.. i paid $134 for 2 student tickets and im still sitting in the stall seats! right smack in the middle! :) awesome!!!! ok ok.. *contains my excitement* but im so happi lar.. i just LURVE musicals!!! :)

had comm meeting at fuzion cafe.. ah-tau din come today coz he was in hospital.. this time he's not the doctor but the patient.. sigh really hope he's ok now.. it's nothing serious but still.. get well soon tau!!! planing for blast camp.. super not easy.. so many nitty gritty stuffs to take note of.. but i like the fact that we're planning for this lepak nite at munchie monkeys where we'll be showing a film bout dance.. i hope it's 'you got served!' *keeps fingers crossed* hope booking of the place ain't too ex also.. if not will be stuck at RH..

had a headache on the way back.. prob due to the intense heat of the sun plus the aircon of the bus.. v v bad.. im so lousy.. urgh.. went to sleep n missed dinner with family.. :( in the end woke up at 10 n had to eat alone..

oh lost terribly at mahjong last nite to the birthday girl.. mummy won mi, daddy n grandma.. she won like 40 bucks lor.. sigh i should have played mahjong on my bdae so i can win money too.. heh

feeling guilty now for not studying for my cell bio test :X guess it's time to start.. i dun have much time to study for that sh*tload of lecture notes...

jen
~01:37~

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November 06, 2004

anal-ly sensitive..

sometimes i wonder if im too anal about things.. if im over sensitive n paranoid around people whom i care the most about.. maybe i just care too much.. anyway these few days haven been that great.. spent it with great frens and all.. most of the time mugging my ass off for the 3 hit combo of tests which i've just successfully survived thru.. certain things have been bugging me even though i tell myself not to think or care bout it.. i dunno.. maybe i should be mean to people.. haha nah.. maybe not..

just back from comm meeting with shuyi, mak, celia n cheryl.. it's been so long since i last saw them.. ok not that long.. but long enough for me to miss them.. finally dined at munchie monkey's.. the brownie's heavenly sinful! haha i love it :P "orgasmic.. " as quoted by someone.. heh.. will be going there on tues bet 12-2 again to celebrate dawn's bdae tog.. happy bdae gurlie! :)

today's mummy's bdae.. so happi.. heh family dinner again.. lovely.. bot her a lil something at the co-op today after that greulling 2104 test which i totally had no mood to study for.. anyway it was ok lar.. left 1/2 hour b4 the designated time.. dunno why they interrupt us in the middle of the test saying by this time on 26 nov u should have finished the mcq.. and den later.. by this time u should have finished the paper.. den the lecturer goes on saying.. u have 4 times more time to do the paper.. blah blah.. just shut up lar.. pple need to conc when taking test.. n they should have set the 2 hour paper to a half hour paper if that's the case! by the end of one hour.. people started leaving already.. i stayed back a while to check n recheck my paper coz was afraid of tricky qns that i might have overlooked..

i wanna watch sharktale!!!!! haha heard things like jessica shrimpson.. and the advert on tv with the hammer head shark's soooo cute!!!

oh do visit the malaysian studies room at level 5 central lib if u wan a nice place to study... nice scenery! heh.. overlooks the lil park outside gecko there.. :) i feel happy today... well somewhat..

"the nights are lonely, the days are so sad, and just cant help thinking about the times that we had and im missing u.. and nobody noes it but me.."

jen
~17:29~

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November 05, 2004

new entry for todae..

alrite.. so i've decided to be nice.. afterall my anger subsided.. *removes post*

aniwaez.. todae's test was ok.. careless mistakes nonetheless but at least i was more prepared this time round as compared to the 1st test which i failed.. :X tmr n sat 2 more tests.. den tues the last one b4 i can finally settle down and realli start mugging like crazy for the exams.. sigh.. come to think of it.. my exams stretch over 5 days.. terrible.. but at least i end early..

trying to get down to do my readings.. but somehow been v unsettled tonite.. this time.. i noe the problem.. :X ponning lect to study for nat building test tmr.. wonder if it's worth it.. afterall it's resource based questions.. hmmz but i tink i will lar.. it's 20% and im expecting minimum minimum minimum a B out of this module.. so wadever it is.. cannot lepak n not study for it!

watched sg idol just now.. taufik's getting cuter by the day.. *swoons* but seeing him on tv reminded mi of a certain someone.. i wonder why.. maybe it's the smile.. or maybe it's the eyes.. or maybe im just hallucinating after a long day of sch doing the darn lab report.. think this week we can say byebye to leandra or daphne already.. syl wasnt impressive tonite.. wadz up with that hiphop attire with a slow 'i swear' ballad?? so totally out of point can! *fainted* and how can anione not dance to JT's rock ur body?? omg.. haha but he's a hot fav so 80% he'll proceed on to the next round..

alrite.. now im appeased.. i shall take my soul for another adventure in lala land now n leave all the worrying bout nation building tmr.. not forgetting there's bioinfo on sat.. v lil time to study for that.. but that shall not be thought of until i end my nation building test..

thoughts: why do people put on facades for the rest of the world to see? why are we all living in a masquerade? why cant people just show their true selfs so that others can really accept them for who they are?? *ponders*

jen
~01:54~

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November 03, 2004

RaNdOm tHouGHtS..

why do people learn to cherish what they have only when they've lost it?

sometimes u have so many things on your mind, but u just can't express it. haven't u had that feeling? mmm. and i wonder...

the subaru impreza challenge ended today.. winner ian lee lasted 75 hours.. actualli i was expecting this to last even longer.. coz the girl pui san was knocked out of the competition according to the marshall who claimed she lifted her hand.. oh well.. tough luck.. maybe women are realli not fated to win such competitions.. last yr also the same thing happened.. the things pple do for a 90k car.. mich was just telling me that she n stan went to taka to see the contestants yest.. maybe next yr i'll go n see see.. haha maybe not..

i miss my dance blast pple.. it's gonna be a boring wednesday without them.. :( den again.. i'll be seeing them on sundae for comm meeting.. :X

it's such a cold day.. making me gloomy n all.. crap..

"one day i'll fly away.. leave all this to yesterday.. why live life from dream to dream.. and dread the day when dreaming ends.. "

jen
~02:08~

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November 02, 2004

3 tests this week! *wails*

brief update b4 pple stop visiting my blog.. heh..

thurs: yay.. christopher is out of sg idol.. finally.. dunno why im still watching sg idol when jassea got kicked out in the v first round.. i miss her! she like has it all lar.. stupid pple.. dunno how to vote.. anyway i feel that most s'poreans cant be bothered to vote so the voting system should be to vote who u want out.. sigh.. nvm lar.. overall i feel it's a flop.. :X
oh n guess wad.. ldh (lactase dehydrogenase) is finally purified.. *jumps for joy*

fri: watched 2 webcasts.. n lepaked the rest of the day away..

sat: drove to sch for my 10-12 lesson.. last prac for lsm2104.. coz next sat's mid term 2.. sighsdom.. 15% of the total grade.. n i dunno whether got time to study for it.. thurs, fri n sat all got tests.. the one im most worried for is my thurs one.. exptal biochem.. failed the 1st test.. (my fault coz i din study :X)

sun: slept the whole afternoon.. relatives came over coz my uncle from the states is leaving in a few days time.. so small scale get together b4 he flies.. played mahjong.. heh i played with the adults.. all the mahjong kings n queens.. felt like a small lil girl still trying to pick up the skills of mahjong.. in the end mi n mummy won $7.. heh beginner's luck + mummy's luck.. :)

mondae: im such a good girl todae.. managed to watch 1 webcast n finished writing notes for 2 chap of exptal biochem.. went to church for all saint's day mass n den to parkway for lunch n lil shopping with mummy.. was shocked to see both my parents at home todae.. daddy's flu bug is still around.. while mummy had her medical checkup at kk.. den she took half day leave.. hope my daddy gets well sooner! *prays* catie is out of america's next top model.. todae april impressed me with her acting skills.. super zai.. exuding with confidence that girl! i foresee her making it to final 3.. but i like sarah n yoanna.. mercedes reminds mi of sg idol's leandra.. heh..

dunno why.. kinda feel v 'bo chup' about a lot of things.. like i just dun wanna care.. maybe it's coz im stressed.. i dunno.. all i noe is i need sleep now.. *yawn* more 'interesting' updates soon..

"It's a damp cold night.. Trying to figure out this life.. Won't you take me by the hand.. take me somewhere new.. I don't know who you are But I'm with you."

jen
~02:58~

~0 butterflies~

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