lost focus..
had great plans for the nite.. was supposed to watch 2 webcasts, do my 2201 assignment, start blabbering about my sea museum report.. everything din go as planned.. got so confused during 2103 webcast that i had to watch it slowly.. and other den that was just researching on info for my 2201 assignment which i intended to complete b4 bedtime.. too bad.. i just suck.. cant be done n since im meeting ian for term paper discussion tmr morn at 830.. it's time for me to sleep after whining here..
was talking to R just now.. in a sense i feel that im screwing myself up.. thus i decided to stop.. n just when i got my motivation n focus back on track.. some crappy shit had to befall on me.. argh damn.. but at least now im not gonna think bout it.. or at least im trying not to.. tmr has got to be a productive nite.. i have a museum report to complete by fridae.. no way am i going to sch on mondae to hand it up.. i need that day off.. den again.. will i get a day off?
saw this on the wooden bench outside lt 12 this afternoon after nation building lect.. something quite interesting.. " emptiness is loneliness and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness and God is empty just like me" below this was a reply.. " God is empty, I am not. I am filled with so much dirt. That is why Im alone in a crowd. That is why Im hurt".. it caught my attention for quite a while..
alright time for bed.. i can hear my bed calling out to me.. it's lonely.. haha
shit i so wanna go mambo tmr nite.. but i realli cant.. long day on wed n thurs is enuff to suck out all the energy from me..
"everytime i see you falling, i get down on my knees and pray. Im waiting for that final moment, you say the words that i cant say"