October 29, 2004
nEw phoTo bLog!
hey hey... check out my new photo blog! heh.. spent a whole afternoon on it when im supposed to be studying.. shucks.. it's time to log off n give my poor swollen eyes a break.. dunno why they're swollen.. i look horrible! urgh.. *whines* lack of sleep i guess.. *Yawn*
found a new blogskin for this blog!! ff bear one!! v v cute! heh but i'll do it another time lar.. html code n me.. doesnt go well at all..
it's such a lazy fridayyyyyyy!!!!! *embraces the nice cool weather!* haha
ps. haPpy sWeEt 20 siYiNg deAr!!!!! *hUggiEs*
jen
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October 28, 2004
tAg mE!
new tag board up!! hee finally decided to get one.. :P
and my 2104 webby is done!! yippee!!!!! check it out at... http://everest.bic.nus.edu.sg/~u0301779/
heh.. but most of u all wun understand wad it's all about lar.. :X
slept at 5 yest morn n woke up at 7.. tut at 8.. lect den had lunch with wj n arun at arts canteen.. went back to sci for lab all the way til 6.. den came back completed website.. did tag board.. ftired!!!
time to sleep.. :P i love the weather!! so nice to sleep!!! *grin* it's a happy day today!!
jen
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October 27, 2004
bLaH... wHinEy pOsT..
5000 word term paper down... 2104 website in progress.. tmr deadline at 2359.. argh i hate this.. n did i mention i have 3 tests next week n 1 the week after??? *whines* cant study for it until my 2104 website is done up.. spent the whole of todae doing it.. and prob tmr nite to finish it all up.. i have to.. i must.. *whine whine whine* thanks to arun (even thou he wun be reading this) and weijie for putting up with my whining the whole nite.. haha at least i feel a lil better after whining to pple.. :P
been busy busy busy busy.. rushing to complete deadlines.. and best part.. there's no dance tmr.. but LAB!!!! nooooo!!! *whines* why must i always have lab??? *whines more*
time to sleep.. i have tut at 8 n no breaks in between.. all the way til 6!!!! how great can my wed be.. thurs aint gonna be ani diff.. maybe i'll be notti and make them meet at 10 instead of 9.. haha one more hour of sleep makes a lot of difference.. please make these 2 days pass quickly!!!! please please please!!!!
*i miss him..*
"All my life i've been waiting for you to bring a fairy tale my way.. Been living in a fantasy without meaning.. It's not okay I don't feel safe I need to pray.."
jen
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October 24, 2004
sUpEr sUndAy
had my relative's gathering at my place yesterdae evening.. heh it's so great meeting up so often with them over these past few days.. almost as if i dun haveto study animore.. just meet up n chit chat with them.. play mahjong.. whee!!
just came home from church.. gonna go out for lunch with them yet again at paramount hotel for dim sum.. yummy.. den they'll most prob come over n play mahjong!! haha todae i shall play! :P
went clubbing with my cousin's at shanghai sallys last nite.. it was a freakin ac bash lar.. haha kids kids kids all over the club n somehow there was an overwhelming number of guys.. or little boys i would say.. haha met up with my didi n his frens who 'intro-ed' the place to us.. ok lar.. 14 for 1 free drink.. i expected to pay more on a sat night.. music was great.. r&b!!! :) one bad thing was that i got cheesed off by this guy who tried picking me up.. like helloo... im older den u.. haha.. but cannot stand him la.. totally no respect.. tugged the shirt of my fren for help.. haha and i was a lil pissed off with another fren of mine.. but oh well.. doesnt matter.. (reminder to self: no more bashes..)
ok it's time to get the conclusion of my term paper done.. yawn.. it's due tmr!!!! *whines*
jen
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October 23, 2004
i wAnnA gEt mArRiEd!!!!
attended my cuzzie's wedding dinner just now.. so nice.. she looked so so pretty.. hee i wanna get married too!!! :P took a few pics with my cuzzie which i've already uploaded.. hee.. we're intending to go clubbing together tmr nite.. hope plans pull thru.. it'll be cool.. but onli thing.. i'll be the youngest there.. they're all around my bro's age.. so imagine 7-13 years older den me.. but it's ok lar.. had a great time conversing with them over dinner.. :) at least now our frequencies are more similar.. does that mean im getting old?? >.<
the dinner was a relatively small scale one.. bout 17 tables coz they already had their main celebration in australia (my cuzzie migrated there quite some years back n her hubby is aussie too..) yup.. one of my cuzzies from the states was so amused at the fact that we serve the head of the chicken together with the rest of it on the plate.. she has never seen anithing like that b4.. she laguhed her head off n even took a photo of the chicken head.. haha it was quite hilarious.. coz to us it's normal..
dinner ended bout 1030.. n soon after dessert was served.. everyone left within like 3 min.. wassup with that man.. take their own sweet time to come.. with dinner starting at 830.. n all the poor relatives have to drink soft drinks to prevent themselves from being hungry.. haha that's besides the point.. i guess i dun realli like the tradition of come late , start dinner late.. eat full full den immediately leave.. hmmz.. wonder if i can make my dinner to be an exceptional one.. haha *ponders*
ok i better stop thinking of getting married now.. im onli 20!!! haha it'll be 6 more years b4 i get to wear that pretty gown that every girl is longing to wear :P enjoy the pics!!!!!
jen
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qUaN jIa fU :P
jen
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wiTh mUmmY oUtsIdE sRc.. dUnnO whY mY skirT's sO sHiNy.. *pOndErs*
jen
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WitH a FeW oF mY cuZziEs
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mY nEphEw! sO cUTe!! dOEsN't He hAve aN aNimE FacE?? heE :P
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October 21, 2004
LoSe mY bReatH
just back from social nite with my lil didi.. ok lar.. it was quite an experience for me.. saw some vj juniors.. took some fotos.. realised he had to pay $90 for the both of us.. yah den the games they played were quite funny.. mainly sabotaging their instructors n whatnot.. overall i enjoyed myself if not for that dumb cold.. even met a blast junior of mine there! that notti girl din go for the last lesson todae!!! heh.. tsk.. but i din get to see her bf.. he's from a diff platoon from my didi.. yah.. took a pic tog with her though.. will chase her for it soon.. haha
b4 rushing off to york hotel for social nite.. there was blast 3rd anniversary.. everyone din make it there at 3.15.. the time we were supposed to meet.. haha in the end mi n shuyi went to yih to get drinks n kaya toast.. den i went over to dance studio to mark attendance.. ok lar.. i can recognise most of the juniors liaoz.. still a few here n there whom i cannot match the faces with their names.. presented pat with a collage of all our photos.. so so so nice! i love it lor.. i wan a copy of it!!!! though i din help out much in it.. i still feel a sense of pride n satisfaction.. heh den took lotza lotza photos.. :) happy event.. everyone was in high spirits...
now that wed is over.. it's thursday again.. ie.. LAB DAY!! crap.. oh how i hate going to the lab.. labophobic? haha whatever.. it's gonna be a long day tmr.. without lunch again.. yawn.. hope my flu bug goes away by den.. it's realli irritating the hell out of me.. sniffing wherever i go.. feeling sick n readyto concuss at any moment.. crap.. darn the flu bug...
"I'm startin' to believe that I'm way too much for you, All that talk but it seems like it can't come through, All them lies like you could satisfy me, Now I see where believing you got me, Gave you the wheel, but you can't drive me..."
jen
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October 19, 2004
DoWn WiTh Flu..
after partying hard for 4 days.. my body finally gave in to the horrendous flu bug.. it's killing me.. my head feels so heavy i wanna sleep all the time.. but i cant afford it.. for the simple reason i have a term paper due on mondae.. and a website to be uploaded on wed.. and i haven started on any.. how great can that be?
had a relatives gathering yesterdae at my place.. bbq!! haha *adds on to my sore throat* but it was great meeting up with them again.. most of my cuzzies brought their other half along.. so for the first time i met all my cuzzies' steads all at one go.. heh..
din do much todae.. the flu bug's killing me.. yawn.. just finished watching my cell bio lect on apoptosis.. haha something bout cell death.. wadever.. :X i need sleeeeeppppp... zzzz... heh
jen
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mY LovELy M6! :) (oK FiNe.. mY MuMmY's..)
jen
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October 17, 2004
FiNaLLy.. wHo cOULd bEaR LeaViNg oUt cHuBbY??
jen
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faMiLy pOrtrAiT (wiTh cHeErbEaR n bLuE roSes cOurteSy oF sQ bAby *smiles*)
jen
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cRaZy gUrLiEs :P
jen
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gUrLieS
jen
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aLL mY gUrLieS' fAv.. MusHrOoM mAdnEss!!
jen
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wHeRe i HaD diNneR oN fRi
jen
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mY LoVeLy PrEzZiEs
jen
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October 16, 2004
hAppY bDaE To mE! hEh~
it's been a while since i last updated.. time to enter a blog entry b4 pple stop coming to my blog.. haha aniwae to all my lovlies.. thanks for taking time off to update urselves on wadz going on in my life :) as of now.. im no longer a teen animore!! *gasp*
went shopping on mondae.. and i spent like 100 bucks in under 2 hours!! haha.. was shopping for a few prezzies.. n even bot a reebok top for myself.. plus this pair of bata slippers!! yay!! now im considering whether i should get the pony visor anot.. and also i wanna get that white adidas top with pink stripes and that white n blue adidas bag!!! sent my dad off at the airport b4 going to suntec to have dinner together with mummy..
daddy went to thailand for religious purposes.. n so.. heh heh heh *evil grinz* i asked if my mummy could take his car so i could take her car to school on tues, wed n thurs!! and he agreed!! yippeee!!! so happi.. drove to sch n everywhere else on tues, wed n thurs.. heh.. it's so convenient having the car.. but one thing i found out.. im realli a damn garang driver.. :X maybe it's time i learn defensive driving or maybe driving at a slower speed.. haha
wed wasnt too bad.. though i din have time to eat.. coz of the dumb open lab.. i was alrite.. din feel hungry n at least i din faint during dance.. haha it was the last class this sem.. sigh no more dance til after exams.. :( after which a few of us went to yih for drinks.. n lepaked a while til 7 plus b4 i headed home.. ecp was jam packed again.. darn it...
thurs after lab.. had dinner with my nus clique at phin's steakhouse (cineleisure) and den dessert at coffee club.. muddy mudpie! heh.. it's been a while since we last met up together for dinner.. i tink it was during the mid term break when we last met.. but it realli seems like a v long time ago.. watched s'pore idol at phin's and we were mocking jerry.. haha n all the rest.. giving our own critics to the show.. it was fun.. :P they got me this black top from iora.. i love it!! it's so niceee :) thanks babes... *grin* after dessert.. i sent huisin to bedok mrt n den went back home.. *shagged out..* imagine a full day of lab den having to drive to town amidst all the darn traffic.. *whines* at least i have the car.. heh
no school on fridae so i finally caught up on my lost sleep.. i actualli have eye bags now.. as observed by xinloo.. *whines even more!!!* saded.. i better start sleeping more or i'll end up like a panda.. sobz.. went out for dinner n played bishy bashy! haha long long time never play liaoz.. i rem the last time i played it was the day after A level results... me, dawn and huisin went to century sq during our lunch break to play that.. haha also played pool.. but got trashed.. :X my fezigs really suck.. i cant even aim properly.. ok so im pa jiao too.. >.<>
noel called mi about 1230 am to wish mi happy bdae.. im so touched! thanks bro.. :) it's realli realli sweet of u... thanks to everyone who sent mi bdae greetings.. too many to name.. u noe who u all are *smiles* im realli realli very happi that u all remembered..
this morn.. jassia called mi at 8am to wish me.. haha and i was like still sleeping.. but ok lar.. i got up to tok to her til 9 b4 getting ready for sch...yes i noe.. damn suay.. having lessons on ur bdae.. but thank god it ended earli so i met wanni first in town b4 meeting audrey n shuya.. it's realli been a damn long time since i last saw them.. cant even recall when was it.. maybe dates as far back as chi new yr!! haha had lunch at nydc.. ate mudpie for the 3rd day in a row.. haha im so gonna balloon man! been eating so much good food.. as usual had our mushroom madness.. chit chatted til bout 5 b4 i rushed home to get ready to go dinner with my family! :)
went to paramount hotel to have ala carte buffet.. yummy i love the food there.. but too bad no more peking duck.. they changed the menu a lil.. standard dropped somewhat.. but ok lar.. i enjoyed myself.. family dinners.. always makes mi feel so loved, happy and lucky.. :)
most importantly.. thanks sq baby for all the gifts.. esp the super huge cheer bear and the bouquet of blue roses.. heh :) n also the handmade card, funky adidas top and the tons of kisses.. :) u never fail to make my day.. thanks dearie..
ok 'nuff of blabbering.. time to share some photos!! :)
jen
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October 11, 2004
hAppY dAy
today's such a lovely day! i wish everyday will be just like today!!
went to church in the morning den to tuition n got a lift from cheryl to millenia walk for blast comm meeting.. the meeting lasted til like 4.. den me, mak, shuyi, tau and xiao proceeded to town for food.. :P starvation! met liyi on the bus.. heh she was going to meet tan yun.. another of my 2a classmate.. oh man.. i miss them!! *whines*.. yepz.. den after eating went walk walk with shuyi.. den we saw pat, justis, awi, shulin n i dunno that girl's name but should be one of the platinum girls.. oopz.. haha
omg.. i went shopping todae!!! dunno how long never shop liaoz!!! bot yet another von dutch bag.. haha this one's the bigger one.. but i was so tempted to buy the pink one! haha in the end i got the baby blue one coz i already have a smaller pink version.. :X heh.. yeap den walk around trying caps, carrying bags, seeing shoes.. heh so mani things.. :) but onli bot the bag in the end.. considering whether to get that pink von dutch cap.. it's tempting me.. haha..
not realli looking forward to mondae.. coz that would mean i gotta study.. crap.. ah well.. it's been a long day.. :) sleep sweet to all those who are still reading my blog in the middle of the nite.. haha :P
jen
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October 10, 2004
prev upload was a failure *shrug*
FiRsT pHotO oF tHiS bLoG!
jen
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boring sat...
argh.. im totally bored.. went out for lunch at cartel after sch todae n had my fav carbonara.. :) some fren of mine was realli late.. yet i wasnt as pissed off as i would have expected to be.. haha in fact i was not at all pissed when we finally met.. *shrugs*
met jo n ryan n 2 of their frens for lunch at macs on fri.. heh den was talking bout movies n all.. i so wanna watch the notebook!!! it's like a super duper ultra romantic confirm-guarantee-plus-chop will cry movie.. haha anione has the vcd to lend me or burn for me??? *looks pathetically around*
finally started discussing on term paper in central lib with ian.. until i got disturbed by mak the rabbit.. haha joking.. :) but im glad mi n ian met up to start on it.. a lot of deadlines coming up.. looking ahead there'll be a week where i have 3 tests in 3 days.. im so gonna die.. must try to faster finish those darn projects..
here's my first attempt to upload a photo to my blog *keeps my fingers crossed*
jen
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October 08, 2004
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.
jen
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friggin tired from lab..
spent one full day at lab.. from 9am to 6pm.. hard core mixing of solutions, measuring of absorbance, collecting 1 ml aliquots.. just kill me man.. i was so tired after the whole bloody prac!! dunno how many pracs there is to go man.. i really hope by next week we can finish.. firstly.. the lab stinks.. secondly.. it's damn tiring and super sianz.. just take a look at everyone's faces.. looks of disgust.. horror.. panic.. haha ok fine it's just me.. aniwae was joking with my fren.. imagine this scenario.. in the lab, A says to B: " ok let's go for lunch break b4 coming back to continue on our prac." B agrees and both go outside of the lab.. only to join the few other pathetic souls standing outside the lab in their lab coats drinking milo.. haha not mani of u all will get the joke.. onli those who have experienced this would noe.. how pathetic it is to go without lunch.. having milo as the nearest energy source.. wah lau.. it sucks lar.. every week also like that.. sometimes too busy to even eat.. crap..
one more thing.. the thursday tutors suck! wednesday tutors are so much better.. better at explanation.. better at helping us along with the equipment.. todae i heard so mani times from the ta.. actualli u all should have done this b4 adding that.. wth.. do until almost finish liaoz den come n tell us.. n it's not like they werent around when we started doing the expt.. super crap rite.. mi n huiwen were complaining to each other man.. haha kinetic assay was the most time consuming n some dumb people happily just opened the spectrophotometer while we were in the midst of running our sample.. stupid rite?? are they blind or are they blind??? 3 times we ran our sample.. 3 times some idiot had to come n happily open up the meter.. crap.. super pissed off..
aniwae todae's kinda like my nite off.. supposed to sleep earli but.. oh well.. was watching tv... it's been a long long time since i watched the oc.. my fav show!! heh mishca barton is sooooo pretty!!! *grin*
feeling v hynoptised from lab.. brain juices all squeezed out... gonna turn in soon..
here's a shoutout to my baby sq.. i love you! haha dun say i never include u in my blog ar :P
"Red and Yellow and Pink and Green, Purple and Orange and Blue, I can sing a rainbow. Sing a rainbow, Sing a rainbow too. Listen to your heart, Listen to your heart, And sing everything you feel, I can sing a rainbow, Sing a rainbow, Sing a rainbow too."
jen
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October 07, 2004
rat liver stinks.... eeeuuuwww..
we learn something new everydae.. this is wad i discovered todae.. i discovered that if you were to spell all the numbers, it wouldnt be until you reach 1000 that you would say "a".. thanks kurein for this revelation.. haha i bet 90% of us dun even noe bout it..
busy busy day todae.. din even have time for lunch.. lab was better.. much better den last thurs.. at least todae we were up n running.. rushing to n fro to maintain the highest enzyme activity for our rat liver possible.. the whole lab stinks man.. resulting in loss of apetite for many i believe.. or maybe it's just me..
left bout 430 for dance.. pat wasnt here todae.. so mich taught the class.. :) i tink she did a pretty good job.. taught 6 sets of 8 in an hour.. heh.. not bad i enjoyed today's steps.. just that i keep hitting my head against the floor whenever i did the forward roll.. dunno leh.. cant tuck in my head properly.. haha shaun n candy even commented that it was red.. yikes.. i realli hope the redness is due to sunburn n not the rolling on the floor!
anyhow.. i concussed after dinner.. after arranging my notes which i perpetually throw on my table expecting them to file themselves up into their respective files.. haha aim for tonite.. complete my museum report.. good news is.. im halfway thru! :)
bad news is.. it's already 3 and i have a freaking whole day at lab from 9-6 tmr.. predict no lunch again.. sucky..
jen
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October 06, 2004
lost focus..
had great plans for the nite.. was supposed to watch 2 webcasts, do my 2201 assignment, start blabbering about my sea museum report.. everything din go as planned.. got so confused during 2103 webcast that i had to watch it slowly.. and other den that was just researching on info for my 2201 assignment which i intended to complete b4 bedtime.. too bad.. i just suck.. cant be done n since im meeting ian for term paper discussion tmr morn at 830.. it's time for me to sleep after whining here..
was talking to R just now.. in a sense i feel that im screwing myself up.. thus i decided to stop.. n just when i got my motivation n focus back on track.. some crappy shit had to befall on me.. argh damn.. but at least now im not gonna think bout it.. or at least im trying not to.. tmr has got to be a productive nite.. i have a museum report to complete by fridae.. no way am i going to sch on mondae to hand it up.. i need that day off.. den again.. will i get a day off?
saw this on the wooden bench outside lt 12 this afternoon after nation building lect.. something quite interesting.. " emptiness is loneliness and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness and God is empty just like me" below this was a reply.. " God is empty, I am not. I am filled with so much dirt. That is why Im alone in a crowd. That is why Im hurt".. it caught my attention for quite a while..
alright time for bed.. i can hear my bed calling out to me.. it's lonely.. haha
shit i so wanna go mambo tmr nite.. but i realli cant.. long day on wed n thurs is enuff to suck out all the energy from me..
"everytime i see you falling, i get down on my knees and pray. Im waiting for that final moment, you say the words that i cant say"
jen
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October 03, 2004
how i wished i could just lepak one corner..
on fridae.. din go to sch for 2103 lect.. decided to watch webcast from now on.. so fri is my unofficial off day.. heh.. :) went down to mt pleasant to see baby.. 30 sep 2003 was the day he left the world.. somehow it feels as though he has never left my home.. i can still picture him sleeping at his fav few spots.. rubbing himself next to me.. sniffing at the door welcoming my return home.. looking pathetically at me each time he did something wrong.. so mani memories of him.. i miss him a lot.. sigh.. honestly i would do anything to bring him back.. but unfortunately nothing can be done.. :(
went to town for lunch with my parents.. heh it's been a long long time since i had a meal outside with them.. just made me feel like a little girl once again.. we ate at marche.. my daddy's fav.. haha kinda guessed he would have suggested that b4 calling him in his office.. n i was right.. :P i realli miss these family times.. it's not often i get to go out for meals with my family considering the tightness of everyone's schedule.. but at least we still make it a point for dinner together.. :) *warm fuzzy feeling in my heart*
oh and i had a pleasant surprise at nite.. weijie invited mi to use gmail!! heh.. omg.. so happi!! so guys.. u can reach mi now at mysticjen@gmail.com heh.. wad a happi dae :) thanks weijie! *grin*
this morn i went to sch for prac.. it's the first time i managed to finish the whole prac!! did it together with kurien.. poor shimmy's sick todae.. hope she's feeling better already.. slept my whole afternoon away.. and did minimal work at nite.. had dinner with my whole family at crystal jade coz my dad treated.. he won 4d starters.. though not much but at least it's something.. glad to say im feeling ok about my brother now.. at least he doesnt get in my nerves.. heh *feels a halo forming around my head* haha
tmr's sunday.. the usual church n tuition in the morning.. might go out to study in the afternoon.. scared of sleeping my whole sundae afternoon away.. altho it's a good feeling.. but i shouldnt be doing so.. i need to study.. i have mani projs due.. and i haven been spending much time with him.. sigh..
it's time for bed.. *yawns n stretches*
"My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer."
jen
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October 01, 2004
i hate thursdays..
todae was a damn bad day.. spent all of it in the stupid dumb experimental biochem open lab.. was totally lost man.. felt like digging a hole n hiding into the ground.. it was just sooooo difficult.. we din come well prepared.. with the lack of essential info.. my grp couldnt start on anithing substantial.. so in the end we ended up preparing buffers and din get to start homogenising our rat liver.. which so totally stinks.. i almost puked.. din even eat anithing until i reached home.. sucky rite..
now doing research online.. coz my dumb webcasts cant open.. thankfully zc is kind enough to offer mi his room at pgp to watch my webcasts as he goes for his lecture.. phew.. now i feel a lil more relieved.. at least i get to catch up on my work.. im so lagging behind.. im panicking.. suddenly lost all motivation to study.. though in my mind im constantly being bugged to study.. somehow i lose focus..
andrew flew off yest.. rushed back home from dance just to talk to him n bid him farewell.. it's gonna be 1/2 a yr b4 i get to see him again.. haha come to think of it.. he's my oldest fren.. knew him since i was a lil girl..
i dun believe it.. it's already october.. im realli getting scared.. :(
"our time is running out.. our time is running out.. you can't push it underground.. you can't stop it screaming out"
jen
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