in the midst of mugging....
it's been a while since i last updated.. few things that has kept mi busy n away from using the net..
1) dance had practise on wed.. the steps were funky.. but there was this part where rom standing we were supposed to 'fall' on the floor.. den do too mani times got once my knees took the impact n ta-da.. 2 ugly blue-blacks on my knee rite now.. eeeuuuwwwwww.. den had comm meeting n during meeting i was in a way pissed with one particualr person.. just coz of a relationship prob.. he stood up 2 other frens in the afternoon.. he was supposed to teach them some steps for the president charity show on sundae.. n he never showed nor answered ani of the dozen fonecalls celia made to him.. den during meeting.. he just wasnt listening.. i mean i noe it's his first relationship n all.. but please lar.. u're a guy.. stop acting like a pussy.. pardon my language but im realli realli disgusted.. i mean i admit i also have my problems with him.. but i just keep it all inside and do my job as per normal.. n if u dun have the time for urself already.. den stop being so obliging n say yes to everything that comes ur way.. certain shows u dun have to do.. den dun do lar.. dunno why guys are like that.. sigh.. aniwae will be dancing for biz comm bash on 18th sep so need to do new choreo.. yikes.. hopefully tmr can get things done..
2) school so much work to do.. omg im fainting.. have 2 tests next week.. den i need to go to some dumb museum for my sea assignment.. assignments n term paper due next month.. a few more midterms coming my way.. readings still left undone.. bio notes still left unread.. someone please save me!
3) family feeling guilty for not spending time with my family.. like after my bro got attached i hated staying home.. i mean im not against him or his gf.. but realli dun like the idea of cohabitation.. and they just got together this may.. like wtf.. take things slow can.. n when the 2 of them get married.. they actually intend to stay at home n not move out.. wah lau.. if it realli happens.. bye.. im moving out!!!! yah aniwae just making it a point to be home for dinner as often as i can lar.. i dun miss my brother (who has become a total loser by the way).. but i miss my parents.. n i feel bad coz sometimes when im realli tired.. i snap at them.. :/ v v v bad of me.. *guilt*
4) new makeover haha cut my hair on mondae and proudly diy dyed it myself on wed nite after coming home from dance n comm meeting.. haha went to sch on thurs with everyone telling me i look damn guai.. look like shu nu.. not used to seeing mi in such dark hair.. and the best part.. some of my frens took a second look at me when i said hi to them.. haha omg.. they dun recognise me!!!! *fainted* but true lar.. i need to get used to seeing myself looking so guai now.. hehz.. and the colour was supposed to be chocolate brown.. it looks black leh.. it's even darker den my original own hair colour! hmmz.. but nvm lar.. i realli look so guai now.. haha at least when pple comment on my hair i hear good things.. no one has said anithing bad about it yet.. :P *grin* byebye lian status.. hello guai girl girl! hahahhaha *rofl*
5) on chubby my fatty rabbit is now more tamed and lets me carry her.. n she's putting on weight.. haha she's soooo cute!!!! i call her chubby the destroyer coz she bites on almost everything she sees..
6) on friends well for now.. no problems at all man.. im so happi.. im glad im taking these modules this sem.. realli..
alrighty.. my time is up.. it's time to faster read n sleep.. there's a boring 10am prac tmr n im meeting my bare illusion girls after that for practise... ohhhh i miss dancing with them!!! it's like they're all in so mani diff items.. i cant help but feel left out! haha *crazy*
ps. been missing him so much.. this song kept playing in my head.. from miss saigon.. heh i love musicals!!!!! he's having his housewarming tonite.. hope everything goes well.. :) i cant wait to go over n see his house too.. realli hope i can go over next summer..
i still.. i still believe.. that time will come where nothing will keep us apart.. my heart forever more hold still..
