September 29, 2004
lazy tuesdae...
finally caught a show in like eons.. watched dodgeball today after class todae.. so happi.. finally some form of stress relief.. that show is so so funny.. just kept laughing all the way.. haha
talking bout school.. i just screwed up yet another mid term test todae.. i realli hope i can pass.. this sucks.. dunno wad im studying for.. sigh.. realli realli need to get my work back on track..
tmr's another long day.. sch.. proj meeting.. dance.. n andrew's flying off in the nite.. wun be seeing my childhood fren for like the 1/2 yr or so.. oh well.. to andrew if u happen to read this.. bon voyage!! sorry i might not make it down in time to send u off!!
falling sick.. hate the 'nua' feeling.. hopefully i'll be ok to dance tmr.. gonna sleep soon after discussing a bit more for my open lab on thurs.. yawn.. *promises myself no more late nights* shall leave u all with this song.. it's v nice.. one of my all time favs.. esp when im depressed.. like now.. *whines*
Cagnet - Hear Me Cry
You couldn't say needed someone new
You actually thought deep inside I knew
Can you tell me How can you say
Why this should suffice You passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice (You passed me by)
Did you see me cry (Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry (Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry (Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You, you couldn't say needed someone new
and you actually thought deep inside I knew
I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same (You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you and the love we made
(You passed me by)
Tell me why this should suffice I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go Soon I'll let it go
Can you hear me cry(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side I'll be there for you
jen
~01:23~
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September 25, 2004
missed me? *grin*
it's been 3 days since i last blogged.. firstly coz my dumb laptop was crashing on me once again... secondly i've been busy with projects n getting my life back on track.. realli need to conc on studies.. i've been such a slacker..
mambo was good.. one of the best ever.. plus i spent like an hour or so at phuture.. wonderful.. the dj remembered to play summer rain.. my mambo is complete.. i am a happy girl.. heh.. and i din even go for the javanese dance thingy.. just marked attendance n went to find candy n tau at central lib.. heh.. too tired from dance lar.. :P but wed's class was ok.. pat onli taught like for an hour or so onli.. i still suck at turns.. sigh..
went down to the asean civilisation's museum with ian on fridae evening.. it's not nice lor.. super boring n initially kinda freaked me out.. so mani negative feelings about it.. dunno how im gonna write a nice report on it.. bleah..
todae's 2104 test was quite bad.. all the answers looked right to me.. wah lau had a hard time deciding which ans was the best.. whines.. hope i dun screw it up.. it's 15% of the total.. yikes..
met jo for lunch at arts canteen den went to study at central lib.. saw arun n weijie there.. they were mugging for their test..
just came back from the next wave.. nus dance ensemble concert.. it was pretty good.. though i was very very tired.. was just trying to keep myself awake.. some dancers.. the usual.. hamzah, daniel, lovynn.. were damn good.. looked so diva-ish on stage.. but as i was watching.. i felt that overall the timing was a bit off.. the dancers werent in sync.. but i liked stormy rose and in the park.. damn nice.. :)
shall try to go thru a lil on cell bio before i hide under n blanket n drift off to lala land.. im so tired.. thanks god i dun get eye bags.. *sigh of relief*
"Whispering our goodbyes waiting for a train, I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain. I can hear him saying nothing will change, come dancing with me baby in the summer rain.. 1 2 3 4! heh"
jen
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September 22, 2004
FsLeEpy...
went to sch todae to study n get my laptop fixed.. wad a boring dae.. it rained all day.. do the heavens hear my cry? do they know how im feeling inside??
it's been a long day at sch.. tmr another dae.. proj meeting at 10.. dance at 3.. til 7.. (junior n senior class) den some stupid gamelan performance at ucc til 9,30 n will rush down to zouk for mambo nite to round it all off! yay.. i cant wait.. wanna go phuture too! it's been ages since i stepped foot there.. :P hope it aint too crowded.. the sunburn hurts and i dun wan anione touching me.. haha i cant wait!! party on! :P
will be my first time carrying a bag to zouk n first time using the bag deposit counter.. haha i normally club with cash n hp on me... nothing else.. i foresee tmr being a busy but fun day! heh *grin*
bed time for me now.. it's late..
"From the day that I saw you, I knew that we would pursue cause the chemistry we felt that day felt so real, and so true. Looking back on a year we spent together how it has been, what we went through although we have had our little ups and downs we have still pulled through"
jen
~02:39~
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September 21, 2004
soooo sweeettttt!! *heart melts*
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face,the boy grabbed her arm and said....You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...
realli v v touching... i had to post again.. heh.. bedtime soon... *yawn n stretches*
jen
~01:28~
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September 20, 2004
sUnKisSeD...
had blast outing todae!!! it was quite fun lar.. though we din play the games that mi n maki xin xin ku ku thought of the nite b4.. but it was all fun.. i got super burnt.. n it hurts so badly that when i got hit by the vball on my back while playing dodgeball.. i almost fell to the ground.. the pain was too intense.. haha den all the forfeits was so fun.. esp when playing ouch obi obi.. cheryl keep kana-ing the forfeits.. haha videod all those funny moments.. wish i had a bigger memory card den could record more.. n partly also coz i wanted to play.. i dun realli wanna bring my cam all over the place.. heh.. :P
food was sufficient.. but had to ask the pple coming late to get drinks as the sun was burning hot! all of us got a tan.. heh n im so happi! finally after so long.. i m dark again! den went to food court to eat dinner n lepak a while b4 heading home.. went back with justis phil n ah tau.. n i realised that they were all from tj.. haha discovery of the day..
justis was doing his thing on the train n caught the attention of all the passengers.. haha so funny.. like the 3 pple next to me kept looking at justis.. ah tau was nice enuff to hold my vball for me.. realli so badly burnt until i couldnt carry my bag properly..
came home to lepak somemore.. n declared tonite off nite.. haha tmr i'll go sch n pia.. will be a good girl n study.. *yawn* keeping him company as he works.. den i'll go sleep.. kinda miss him a lil.. actualli it's a lot a lot..
"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.."
jen
~23:57~
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September 19, 2004
HiGh fRoM zOuK pErForManCe..
nope.. i din club at zouk.. i performed at zouk just a few hours back! heh.. it was great! danced for nussu biz comm bash.. though our dance was kinda messy n i tink everyone screwed up somewhere somehow.. haha i screwed up too.. for 2 counts when i was standing right in front! wth.. aniwae.. let's not tok bout the dance.. heh
went down to zouk about 4.30.. the place was so different from how i see it at nite! the settings are actualli quite fugly.. and like i was quite shocked lar.. heh things i've never seen during my countless times clubbing at zouk suddenly appeared out of nowhere.. haha took a video of zouk in the calm..
den went to do hair n all.. stupid biz comm pple at first promised they would settle our makeup for us.. den at the last min their stupid contestants had the priority n like come on lor.. we're the opening item leh.. at least just do make up for us lar.. fast fast one can already wad.. in the end we all got fed up so went to do our own make up.. *whines* so disorganised.. i saw chaos all over lor.. to me i felt it was bad.. everything was realli in a mess lar..
dance dance dance already.. den watched a bit of the catwalk b4 rushing off to town to meet peixuan to celebrate her 21st bdae together!! the illusion girls, peixuan, cheryl, teck chye, jimmy and taufik was there.. we all lepaked together.. heh sho nice :) den cheryl gave mi a lift home.. so here i am.. dozing off on my keyboard.. my adrenaline level from just now has dropped drastically.. no more after-performance-high.. hehz.. so it's time faster dry my hair n sleep..
i have no tuition tmr!!! yay.. can come home n sleep after church.. hee.. happi happi! :)
"Coz im dreaming of you tonite.. til tmr i'll be holding you tight.. and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be.. then here in my room.. dreaming about you and me..." *i miss u baby*
jen
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September 18, 2004
fUnK pHeNomEnA - sUcCesS!
it's been such a long day.. im beat.. but throughout the whole day.. something has always been bugging me at the back of my head.. i hate the feeling yet i cant do anithing bout it..
blast's hip hop nite was a success.. realli enjoyed every moment of it.. besides screwing up the orders for the food :(.. everything went on smoothly.. lovynn was hot as usual.. but she got 3rd onli.. sigh.. den there was this girl.. adeline.. wah i tell u.. she's so so so so smokin' hot! damn good.. she got 1st.. den there was this guy who got 2nd.. he's called james.. haha reminds me of justis..
after a long day i realli need a break.. too much things have been happening.. too much for me to handle.. (pam.. sorry leh scared u just now at dome..) im so bothered.. i hate the feeling.. :X
'nuff for tonite.. i have a show tmr for bizcomm bash at zouk and a blast outing to plan.. the junior's response aint that encouraging.. the whole grp of archi pple cant come coz they'll be away on field trip! oh man.. that sucks.. coz they all damn fun to be with one.. heh.. nvm lar.. still have blast anni.. so if u guys happen to be reading this.. which i tink not.. so sorry i cant postpone it!!!! :/
final note to fellow comm-rades: i love you all!!! realli realli.. the concert was a huge success.. i cant even believe we all managed to put it up together! :) funky!! heh.. but realli.. im so proud of the concert.. i wanna hug all of u one by one! haha
ok.. im starting to ramble.. (*clicks publish post*)
"And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes And hide I wanna hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides"
jen
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September 15, 2004
totally exhausted..
tired.. din sleep a wink last nite.. had some matters to resolve.. at least now things are ok.. decided to pon my 10am lect n go for my 2pm one instead.. din even finish studying for nation building.. in the end study also no use.. aniwae i wrote utter crap lar.. i also dunno how now.. at least the onli comfort i got was michelle saying it's normal to feel u screwed up ur paper after handing it up.. i trust her.. she's a history major afterall..
in the morn kinda got pissed off at someone.. who kept snapping at me saying im shirking my responsibility coz of the delay in putting up of posters in sci n he was super sacarstic to me.. it's like please lor.. i realli dun need this right now.. not after a whole nite of no sleep.. thank god i was too tired to even rebutt n i was cool about it.. maybe he felt a lil guilty coz he smsed mi saying he din mean to be so harsh.. and was nice to me later on when he saw me during the mit conference.. den like last nite cheryl told mi to plan blast outing.. so mani things to do.. i realli cannot handle it.. i can foresee myself failing my expt biochem test on thurs.. sobz..
the mit conference was not bad.. quite interesting actualli but i had too mani things on my mind to pay full attention.. was half planning for blast outing n half studying.. felt quite bad coz din realli help in blocking.. sigh.. tmr meeting them to prac n also to show clients.. at least choreo bout 80% done.. left blocking n like 4 more 8s to learn.. yupz.. finally the dance is settled..
been so busy i din have a decent meal at all the whole dae.. prob falling sick coz my bro actualli cooked noodles for me n i felt like puking whenever i tried to put the food in my mouth.. sigh. at least now i just had a burger n i have to study b4 sleeping.. so afraid i'll fall asleep on my bed.. haha headache n cramps.. dun realli go well together.. *grumbles*
im so tired.. gonna try to absorb 2 lects of biochem first b4 sleeping.. i realli dun have time to mug tmr.. *whines* kana arrowed to be stage manager for hip hop nite coz i wun be dancing.. i wanna dance one lor! :(
"I'll never break your heart, I'll never make you cry. I'd rather die, then live without you, I'll give you all of me Honey that's no lie"
jen
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September 14, 2004
upset.. stressed.. it all comes to together
dun realli wanna blog todae.. i need to study aniwae.. todae is so not a good start to my horribly stressful week.. at least it proved that murphy's law still stands.. i hate my life.. cant wait for the mid term break.. den again will i ever get a rest den? argh forget it.. i'll blog again another time.. need to log off n conc on studying for my nat building test tmr..
" Tears don't you fall, Eyes don't you cry, Need to get me round this corner, I can't break down, break down. Pride don't cave in, Head don't let go, While I'm open and you can read me, I can't break down, break down"
jen
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September 13, 2004
dance dance dance dance...
highlight of todae.. we finished 2/3 of our dance for bizcomm bash.. heh basically just cleaning up lar.. left one more song to choreo n we're done.. reached home at 7pm.. den had family dinner.. heh.. i've been a good girl the past few days.. been home for dinner everydae since thurs nite :P
mak just told mi im stage manager for dr.. sigh another thing to add to my stress list.. but ok lar since i wun be dancing aniwae.. i should do my part.. but v stressing lar.. hope i can do a good job..
just finished some readings.. *accomplishment* tmr 1 more lect of readings to go n revision.. sigh.. im worried.. my first arts mod test on tues n i have absolutely no confidence for it..
it's late.. i shall continue worrying tmr.. haha..
"But when you touch me like this and you hold me like that I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me. When I touch you like this and I hold you like that, it's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me" *missing him*
jen
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September 12, 2004
had class this morn.. shimmy's so funny.. she couldnt find me in tut class when i was already there! :P guess it's to do with pple getting used to finding mi by spotting my blonde hair.. haha now that i blend in with the rest.. gotta look harder! *grin* i was totally pissed off in class by yh.. he's the biggest dumbass i've ever met n a total loser at that.. like we were discussing and i actualli came up with the strategy(which is called strategy 1 in the powerpoint slide todae.. there were 4 others..) den he was like.. i'll do strategy 1.. i din say anithing den shimmy snapped back at him saying.. 'but jennifer did it.. so we should be the ones doing it..' den he was oh-so-calmly said.. 'oh but i elaborated'... wtf.. i was so angry man.. shimmy said she could feel my anger radiating towards her.. haha aniwae i showed my total dislike for him the whole prac.. i refused to say anithing.. dumbasses like him are not worth my breath.. omg.. i cant believe im doing proj with him!!! poor me! poor shimmy!! *whines* was realli waiting for noon to come lor..
after class, i met mervyn at sci canteen to buy some calendar from him.. it's for a good cause.. so cool.. they're like going over in dec to refurbish the place n even build a toilet for those poor lil kids!! think they're going india.. cant rem.. shit.. short term mem *gasp* saw 2 rag dancers who said to me the moment they saw me.. going to dance ar? haha the 2 of them v cute.. benny n timothy.. always so cheery when i see them..
heh.. flew down to as7 as i was late to meet mich n celia.. doing a show for bizcomm bash which is supposed to be a hot n sexy dance.. oh well.. managed to choreo 10 8s together with mich n celia this afternoon.. den the boom pple came and they practised while i taught maki the steps.. she was late coz this lucky woman won this huge home theatre system from suntec dance.. so she went to collect her prize in the morn! but i forget like the front few 8s.. haha taught her toxic in the end.. den i went home n slept from like 5 plus all the way til 10.. had dinner n came online..
next week's my damn busy week.. 2 tests, video conferencing with MIT for dance stuff, dance class as usual, comm meeting after that, lab report due, proj due(have to find sequences like out of 2.5 mil base pairs.. it's crazy.. i dunno how im gonna do it...).. haha think that's enough to kill me for the week.. realli hope i dun have anithing else in store.. *groan*
nuff said.. i've been a bad girl todae.. barely did my readings.. and i have dance tmr after church n tuition.. i realli must make full use of sundae nite n not slack!!!! sighsdom... so not looking forward to next week...
"every morning i wake up.. before i put on my makeup... i say a little prayer for you.. forever and ever that's how it will be and i love you..."
jen
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September 11, 2004
in the midst of mugging....
it's been a while since i last updated.. few things that has kept mi busy n away from using the net..
1) dance
had practise on wed.. the steps were funky.. but there was this part where rom standing we were supposed to 'fall' on the floor.. den do too mani times got once my knees took the impact n ta-da.. 2 ugly blue-blacks on my knee rite now.. eeeuuuwwwwww.. den had comm meeting n during meeting i was in a way pissed with one particualr person.. just coz of a relationship prob.. he stood up 2 other frens in the afternoon.. he was supposed to teach them some steps for the president charity show on sundae.. n he never showed nor answered ani of the dozen fonecalls celia made to him.. den during meeting.. he just wasnt listening.. i mean i noe it's his first relationship n all.. but please lar.. u're a guy.. stop acting like a pussy.. pardon my language but im realli realli disgusted.. i mean i admit i also have my problems with him.. but i just keep it all inside and do my job as per normal.. n if u dun have the time for urself already.. den stop being so obliging n say yes to everything that comes ur way.. certain shows u dun have to do.. den dun do lar.. dunno why guys are like that.. sigh.. aniwae will be dancing for biz comm bash on 18th sep so need to do new choreo.. yikes.. hopefully tmr can get things done..
2) school
so much work to do.. omg im fainting.. have 2 tests next week.. den i need to go to some dumb museum for my sea assignment.. assignments n term paper due next month.. a few more midterms coming my way.. readings still left undone.. bio notes still left unread.. someone please save me!
3) family
feeling guilty for not spending time with my family.. like after my bro got attached i hated staying home.. i mean im not against him or his gf.. but realli dun like the idea of cohabitation.. and they just got together this may.. like wtf.. take things slow can.. n when the 2 of them get married.. they actually intend to stay at home n not move out.. wah lau.. if it realli happens.. bye.. im moving out!!!! yah aniwae just making it a point to be home for dinner as often as i can lar.. i dun miss my brother (who has become a total loser by the way).. but i miss my parents.. n i feel bad coz sometimes when im realli tired.. i snap at them.. :/ v v v bad of me.. *guilt*
4) new makeover
haha cut my hair on mondae and proudly diy dyed it myself on wed nite after coming home from dance n comm meeting.. haha went to sch on thurs with everyone telling me i look damn guai.. look like shu nu.. not used to seeing mi in such dark hair.. and the best part.. some of my frens took a second look at me when i said hi to them.. haha omg.. they dun recognise me!!!! *fainted* but true lar.. i need to get used to seeing myself looking so guai now.. hehz.. and the colour was supposed to be chocolate brown.. it looks black leh.. it's even darker den my original own hair colour! hmmz.. but nvm lar.. i realli look so guai now.. haha at least when pple comment on my hair i hear good things.. no one has said anithing bad about it yet.. :P *grin* byebye lian status.. hello guai girl girl! hahahhaha *rofl*
5) on chubby
my fatty rabbit is now more tamed and lets me carry her.. n she's putting on weight.. haha she's soooo cute!!!! i call her chubby the destroyer coz she bites on almost everything she sees..
6) on friends
well for now.. no problems at all man.. im so happi.. im glad im taking these modules this sem.. realli..
alrighty.. my time is up.. it's time to faster read n sleep.. there's a boring 10am prac tmr n im meeting my bare illusion girls after that for practise... ohhhh i miss dancing with them!!! it's like they're all in so mani diff items.. i cant help but feel left out! haha *crazy*
ps. been missing him so much.. this song kept playing in my head.. from miss saigon.. heh i love musicals!!!!! he's having his housewarming tonite.. hope everything goes well.. :) i cant wait to go over n see his house too.. realli hope i can go over next summer..
i still.. i still believe.. that time will come where nothing will keep us apart.. my heart forever more hold still..
jen
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September 08, 2004
haven finished with wad i put out for tonite.. but doesnt matter.. i have to sleep.. haven a darn presentation at 8am tmr n it's 10% of the grade!! i had better not screw this up!!
long day todae.. from 8.. all the way til 4.. den met my sea fren to discuss about presentation and den rushed back to sci to meet my lab mates to discuss our lab report.. finally got home n had my nice warm bath n shower at 8.. called him at 9 den went to do my stuffs til now..
just completed the bare essentials.. and also managed to talk to him over webcam.. it's been a while since i saw him.. he looks tired..
it's late.. niteeee... have another long day tmr.. but at least it's fun filled with dance.. n comm meeting.. sigh the minutes i typed halfway got lost in the stupid comp that crashed on me.. now i have to retype the prev mtg's one and den type tmr's minutes.. yawn.. the life of a secretary.. haha
jen
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September 07, 2004
another late nite.. but i got my hair cut!!! :P
dunno how mani more late nites i can take.. but anihow see when my body starts protesting.. haha.. well tonite another bout of the virus hit me.. wth.. damn pissed off lar.. at least it's ok for now.. will constantly be running norton n get liveupdates daily.. i dunno why the person likes my laptop so much.. please please please dun infect it too badly this time.. i hate going to the comp center already lar.. sick of seeing the same stupid guy.. and also the other dumbass guy who destroyed my laptop.. haha ok maybe it's not his fault.. wadever..
din manage to complete my readings for tmr morn's tut.. 8am tut.. yawn.. this is bad.. but at least i managed to write down some stuff so i guess i can talk a lil bit more in class.. nat building tut is scary.. i detest going for that tutorial.. sigh can wait for it to be over.. den will be 2 tut down, 2 more to go! heh.. but for now.. i'll just prepare myself to meet my doom tmr.. haha den 2 lects.. end at 4.. wait for my sea tut fren to discuss from 5 to like 5.30... rush back down to sci to meet my biochem grp mates at 545.. go home at 630 or so.. yawn.. packed day tmr..
as for todae.. i went to town.. n finally got my hair cut i've been wanting so badly.. heh.. now left phase 2 of my hair regime.. dyeing it back to dark brown.. think my parents will be more than happi to see my hair dark again.. yawn.. how boring.. heh.. but ok lar.. at least i had the courage to go blonde for 5 months.. :)
doing show for bizcom bash on 18th sep at zouk.. now thinking whether i should dye my hair b4 or after the performance.. haha i cant decide..
wadever it is.. all i noe that it's late n i need to sleep to have energy for tmr's tut.. oh man.. i soooo hate viruses!!!! they're the most irritating things in the world of IT!!!! sigh..
"and im missing you.. and nobody knows it but me.."
jen
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September 06, 2004
sUnTeC dAncE uPdaTe!
at 2.15am, i've accomplished 1) my sea tut discussion 2) my exptal biochem research and 3)clearing of my emails... still have 1) 5 more pages of readings and 2) biocomputing research to do before i can finally turn in and call it a day...
din sleep at all last nite.. just stayed up thinking.. evaluating n re-evaluating a lot of things.. mainly one thing.. went to church n tuition in a daze.. managed to take a nap in the afternoon.. watched 2 korean vcds.. a few more and i should put buying dramas on hold for the moment.. my mind's confused.. very very confused.. i dont even know wad im thinking..
in ani case.. sci dnd and suntec dance happened yesterdae.. supposed to go for sci dnd but decided not to and went to support my blast frens in the end.. the suntec comp more impt lar.. heh :) and im sure glad i went.. made a few more frens with the blast juniors also.. it was a spectacular night.. with both junior n open category.. the junior category gave phaedophiles full satisfaction while the rest of us just sat there in disgust.. sex symbols at age 5?? i dont think so.. those kids though they dance pretty well.. shaking their asses n strutting their stuff.. they are still way too young.. but the champion.. she was professional man! really.. the minute i saw her dance.. i so wanted her to win.. it's like she's not slutty nor trying to be a sex symbol.. she just looks so good on stage.. we were all cheering for her.. hehz.. junior group was nothing much.. din realli enjoy it..
open solo this year.. not worth watching either.. those open solo contestants seem pretty young too.. im not surprised if all of them are younger den me.. the winner was this guy who did some breakdance stunts.. guess that's why he won..
ok ok now to the juicy part.. the open group category!! hehz.. first up was Bollympians! they were great!! messy at first but they got better towards the end.. entertainment value.. i give them full marks! heh.. i tot candy looked very good on stage last nite *grin* and there was B.A.D.. old name was Blush.. yup.. old veterans on the dance scene.. same old typical dance and style.. very sharp and precise though.. the 3rd group was peanut butter and jelly.. ntu's junior team.. dawn's fren priscilla was dancing and i felt she was gorgeous on stage! but overall the item was kinda disappointing.. coz i expected a lot more from them.. den 2 more teams performed and the 6th team.. W.R.A.P.. omg even b4 they came on stage.. everyone was cheering for them.. hot favs to win the comp.. they proved their worth.. omg.. white rhythm plus 1/2 of platinum.. perfect.. all my idols on stage.. haha.. shulin's such a star!! just looking at her dance.. omg.. spectacular.. and white rhythm guys.. *swoon* totally swept mi off my feet! heh andy's so cute!!! even thou mich prefers ishi.. haha yutaki aint cute animore.. he was onli cute the first time i saw him.. n i rem telling candy about him.. hahaha but if im not wrong his fan club was there.. hehzz.. that was the moment man.. like suddenly all the pros on stage.. making full use of the stage yet appearing strong n formidable at the same time.. wonder when will i ever attain such a level..
haha ok ok.. too much scoop on the suntec dance.. heh.. *grin* but realli.. i enjoyed it so much more den last yr's suntec dance.. ok now for the results.. Bollympians got 3rd, BAD got 2nd and.. no prizes for guessing who's the first! W.R.A.P !!!!! heh congrats shulin,claire,clara,yutaki,ishi,justis,awi and andy! very happi for u all! and also congrats to candy,peixuan,cheryl,liwei,ahtau and xiao! you guys have done Blast! proud!!!! :)
we all celebrated at macs after the event.. heh.. wad a happi happi saturdae :) everyday should be this good!!! (sentosa!.. duhz.. haha)
btw.. terence that big fat jerk won sci pageant.. wth.. he's such an eye sore.. i also dunno how come he won.. EEEEUUUUUUWWWW!!!
jen
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PuRpLe sHeEp!
You are Purple Sheep, who is gentle toward people, and likes to take care of others. You are kind and possess graceful attraction. You will not oppose to others, and no matter what, you always take a passive attitude.You don't express your inner emotions easily, and will not actively lead others. You tend to always take a safer path, and are rather timid. You will not do anything adventurous.Your type of women tends to have high aspirations, and hold huge expectation and ideals toward others. Therefore, in contradiction, you may be feeling dissatisfaction on the inside.Your personality is very cautious, and have observing eyes. You are good at reading other people's minds and feelings. And you don't get wrong. You tend to manipulate people by using talent. You are also very intelligent and have great kowledge. You are always thinking of interests, before acting.You tend to be rather temperamental person. And once you make up your mind, you don't easily change, and can be obstinate. Although you value relationships with others, you also like being on your own. Therefore you may suffer from your own contradiction.Although you are a passive sort of person, you do possess perseverance and are a person of action. Once you are on fire, you show unbelievable energy. You like dressing up, so you are suited to follow your career than staying at home.
jen
~01:39~
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September 04, 2004
i FeeL LiKe a PiGgY..
haha been sleeping so much.. like i had 10 hours of sleep yest.. next time no more napping.. the minute i hit my bed.. the next time i open my eyes.. it's already morning.. yikes.. there goes my mugging time man.. sigh...
well todae's the suntec dance finals!! omg.. im so excited!! realli hope bollympians will get into the top 3!! though they might lose out to W.R.A.P ( white rhythm n platinum combined) in terms of skills.. i feel that they have a good chance coz their item is very entertaining and moreover W.R.A.P might just give some commercial dance since they're all commercial dancers.. haha but cannot say until so bad.. heh i like white rhythm n who doesnt like platinum.. platinum's like the best girl group lor.. and my cousin's inside.. so no matter wad.. i'll be supporting them both later on todae.. hehz.. heard andy will be dancing too.. :P
best part is that todae i have the car! heh den can drive to sch n back.. but i dunno whether i should drive to suntec.. maybe not.. afterall it's a sat and def will be jammed.. so nah.. dun tink i will drive to suntec.. kinda feel that my comm not very organised.. maybe coz we're still new.. but like for this outing.. we forgot to tell the juniors after class so in the end mi shuyi mich n peiling had to call.. and den jimmy called mi yest evening to ask where to meet etc.. n i realised that we din tell the blast seniors too! i mean it's like the seniors know bout the comp but they din noe where we were meeting b4 the comp.. sigh.. den poor shuyi had to sms them..
realli hope that we will get more organised and do better jobs in future.. heh we kinda like keep screwing up.. altho we managed to get things done but still got glitches here n there..
just did up my blast list of seniors n juniors.. yay.. now left with minutes.. prob will type them tmr.. now i realli need to finish up my readings for lect 2.. im so lagging behind!! *whines* got 1 hour onli.. den gotta go to sch.. sucky.. i hate sch...
jen
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September 03, 2004
LoNg LonG dAy....
heh was too tired to update my blog yesterday.. went to sch in the morn for sea tut meeting for my presentation on wed.. den went for sea lect which was so boring i fell asleep.. the initial part was quite interesting.. the lecturer talked about wayang kulit n even demonstrated some of his 'skills' on the screen.. den it got boring coz i felt he kinda overdid it.. the whole lect was basically on that n i got so bored i fell asleep a couple of times! *yikes!*
den went to harbourfront for lunch with mich n shaun b4 heading down to jitterbugs for dance class.. marking attendance was quite a handful for me coz when i asked the juniors to come n find mi to mark the attendance.. i was swamped by all of them.. haha felt a lil scared that i would fumble or something.. even after class when they were checking their particulars i was kinda kan cheong as senior class had already started with their warm up.. haha flustered flustered flustered.. :P but i enjoyed senior class yesterdae.. the steps were groovy but according to mich, she felt the junior steps were a lil harder den ours.. hmmz dunno leh coz i din realli see the junior choreo.. was sitting outside with the seniors chit chatting n recapping steps.. hehz..
reached home bout 8 plus when i called him den i couldnt take it animore and finally went to bed at 1030.. the earliest i've slept ever since term started.. haha woke up at 2 to pack my stuffs though.. den called him n went back to dreamland.. haha
got a lift from cheryl to nus todae.. den after the lect had this super long 6 hour prac which my grp managed to finish by 4! heh.. but den had to talk to ee ling (our ta) so stayed back til 430.. and i went to computer center to finally collect my laptop.. haha go there so often, the minute i stepped foot in there the guy was like oh ur laptop ok liaoz.. wait i take for u.. hahaha machiam like my fren already.. but good thing is that i wun be seeing him in the near future.. haha ok shall not be so mean :X
ok now i realli realli have to get my readings done n finish up calling the blast juniors bout outing on sat evening.. it's the suntec dance finals!!!!! 7pm at suntec fountain.. interested pple do come watch k.. very very good show.. heh first there's bollympians.. blast's very own team.. heh and also platinum n white rhythm mixed.. omg.. all the powerhouses.. heh.. cant wait to see them dance man.. my cuzzie will be dancing for that team.. wish her n bollympians all the best!! *grin*
jen
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September 01, 2004
iN thE miDdLe oF thE niTe
went for 2 lectures todae.. boring as usual.. den went to the comp center so get my laptop.. sean helped mi to reformat it and den i brought it back to the comp center again to get my nus account configured.. wad a hassle.. i've been going there so often.. the guy recognises mi already.. haha sigh.. aniwae found out the reason why they dun do reformatting is coz they dun have the recovery disc.. yup so bo bian lor.. heh.. lucky todae i in good mood.. ask properly b4 trying to be sacarstic to them.. hee.. so it'll be another 2 to 3 days before i see my lappie again.. heh
sigh din get ani readings done last nite.. den i just did up my dance blast juniors' attendance list and printed it out for tmr.. heh tmr's their very first class! so exciting.. :P thinking back to my first class.. wasnt that bad coz i already knew pat's warmup b4 hand.. so wasn't realli that scared.. heh.. mi n maki will be going down earli to mark attendance for the juniors.. den also for the seniors class which is at 4.30.. sigh dunno wad time i'll be able to get back n rest.. everytime say i wanna rest earli.. in the end also sleep at 3 plus.. dun even noe wad i do with my time..
shucks.. gotta prepare my se asia tut qn.. meeting my group frens to discuss tmr morn at 8.30! *groan* gotta wake up so earli again! sigh.. den ponning 2104 lecture again to go for dance.. haha im such a bad girl..
hope he receives my parcel in time.. heh.. special day today :) *grin*
jen
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